Pink Sun.

2006-07-15T04:13:00.000-07:00

Hello po sa lahat! Update lang ulit... =)

Kaninang umaga, nagmeet kami sa Mcdo para sa Chem at Physics magazines.

As usual, 1 hour late na naman ako. Usapan 8:30, dumating ako 10. Weee...so that's 1 hour, 30 minutes for the record then. Hahaha.

Ayun..kahiya hiya nga kasi akong pa ung may ganang magpalate. XD

Nwei...nagmeet kami nina Jean, Karl, Pau at Renie. Ang dami ngang Scientians sa Mcdo eh! As in sa bawat lingon meron ka talagang makikita. XD

(Si Bunsoi...ang lakas mang Kasoy [Un ba tawag dun?!? Hahaha! Cute naman sooo...]! Makakaganti din ako sayo Eisma! Hahaha! Ikaw din pala Kuya! Pinagtulungan nyo pa talaga ako! Hahaha.)

Aun...matapos mag meet, since 1 pa kami makukuha ni daddy...nagdecide kami na mag WOF. Since adik sila Pau sa DMX, balak naming magtry nun..lalo na ako kasi never ko pang nasubukan un. Hehe.

Aun...punta na kami sa WOF sa Annex.

Una, pinanood namin sila Pau mag DMX...shemaii..ang galing nila! Bilib na bilib kami..maxado silang magaling! Kami nga nila Jean at Kuya, hilong-hilo na sa kakapanood lang..sila pa? Stig talaga.

Tapos aun..matapos nila..kami na ni Jean. Hahaha...grabe talaga...kinabahan ako dun kasi first time ko pa lang. Si Jean naman pangalawa na...pero either ways, super kabado parin kami. Haha.

Aun...sayaw na...nung una naninigas pa kamay namin. Nung sunod ok naman na. Tapos nung mabilis na...wala na..."BAD" na lahat. Haha.

Matapos namin ni Jean..di namin akalain na ganun pala ung feeling...GUSTO NAMIN UMULIT!

Hahaha...grabe, nakakaadik talaga xa! Di ko akalain.

So matapos ng iba, DMX ulit kami ni Jean! Haha...paadik nang paadik bawat beses! XD

Aun..kahit papaano, matino naman kami maglaro. Hahaha...nakaka-A at S naman kahit papaano.

Tapos aun, habang nagkakaraoke at nag Dance Revo sila Pau, DMX lang inatupag namin. Haha..at pati si Kuya..naengganyo na...at pramis, naadik din xa nung nasubukan nya! Hahaha.

Sabi pa nga nya..bagong bisyo nya DMX na, parang DOTA. Hahaha.

Kaya aun, hanggang 1, andun kami at naglalaro...lalo na kaming tatlo nila Jean at Kuya! Paulit-ulit talaga!

Pero all things must come to an end..kaya kahit masakit *sniff* (Hahaha...yak...korny!!! XD)..bitaw na. (Yak talaga! Wahaha!)

Pumunta na kami nila Jean at Kuya sa Mcdo, naglunch at hinintay si daddy.

Dumating c daddy ng mga past 1...tumuloy na kami sa bahay namin.

Wah..asteeg talaga..unang-unang Scientians cla Jean at Kuya na makapunta sa bahay namin! XD

Matapos ng mahaaaaaaabang biyahe...nakarating na kami.

Haha..aun..magulo ang bahay namin. Sabi nila Kuya at Jean hindi daw...maganda naman daw. Ako? Ewan..hahaha.

Pero seryoso..kahit papaano, maayos naman bahay namin a. ;)

Nung nasa car pala..haha...may nangyari na sobrang unexpected talaga! Nalaman na lang namin ung nangyaring un nung nasa bahay na kami.

Bwahaha..alam nyo ba? Nung papunta dun, nabali ung lever na pang-adjust ng upuan sa second row! Hahaha! Sirang-sira talaga! Kung sinong nakagawa nun..secret! Hahaha.

(Pero aun, sinabi ko din kina mama...at di naman cla nagalit. Ok lang naman daw...paayos na lang. ;P)

Aun..hanggang 5, gumawa kami ng Chem at Physics mag, kumain ng Linguini at nagkwentuhan. Ang saya nga ng kwentuhan namin eh..ganda ng topic...tungkol sa...XD

Gudluck sa color green Kuya!
Gudluck sa desisyon mo Jean!
...at gudluck sakin. Gudluck talaga.

Pagkakain namin, hinatid na namin sila pauwi. Habang nasa car, kwentuhan parin kami..kasama naman ngayon sila mama, papa at kapatiiiid.

Ano ba..tungkol un sa religion, sa BAD GRAMMAR sa school (Bwahaha...say nyo?! Lupit nan..sumakit ang lahat ng tiyan namin sa kakatawa jan!), at kung ano-ano pa.

Nakauwi na clang dalawa kaya uwi na din kami kaagad. ;)

At aun..andito na ako, gumagawa ng mga homework.

Nakakalungkot talaga ung Trigo project na un...secret na kung bakit. :(

Wahaha..tulong Lord! XD

Hmmn..cge...nagsasayang lang talaga ako ng oras. Hahaha..gawa na ako ng homeworks.

Salamat sa pagbasa ng post! Ingat! =)

Nyeknyek.

2006-07-09T01:31:00.000-07:00

Naks...ginanahan ako magtagalog. XD

Hmmn..musta naman ang buhay? Sakin po, ayos naman...masaya naman kahit papaano. Meron nga lang onting sagabal at pahamak na problema...pero ayos lang. Kaya 'to. ;)

Kuwento muna ako...=)

Kahapon...

Pumunta kami sa bahay ni Jean para gumawa nung Chemistry magazine na xempre, para sa Chem. XD

Nagkita kami ni Kuya Karl sa Mcdo tapos nagtricycle papunta kina Jean. Andun din pala ung group nila Jhobert sa Mcdo para gumawa ng mag nila.

Pagkadating namin kina Jean, napagdisisyunan namin na pumunta sa church nila Kuya Karl kasi...hehe...basta...may hahanapin si Kuya. Hihihi.

Aun...first time kong makapasok sa simbahan ng Iglesia. Pramis...ang ganda sa loob!!! Nakakatuwa. Tapos talagang high-tech pa ung attendance sheets nila. Ang ganda talaga ng church ng Iglesia...organized na organized. =)

Nung pabalik na kami...ang malas namin kasi pagka araw-araw nung una tapos biglaan na lang umulan ng sobrang lakas!

Shem...basang-basa talaga kami at punong-puno ng putik nun! (Yaak..haha.)

Pagdating sa bahay ni Jean, nagbihis kami, kumain, gumawa ng mag, nanood ng She's the Man (Elibs! Gusto ko talaga mag-soccer. Kakainis nga lang..di ako pinayagan. =( ), tapos nagkwentuhan.

Bale, ang time na inallot namin sa pagkwentuhan ay nanibabaw. XD

Ayun, may napag-usapan kaming tatlo na nakapag-padecide sa akin na kailangan ko na talagang ituloy na hindi maging crush si number 2. Di naman sa pinilit nila ako pero naisip ko na mas maayos ang lahat kung di ko na xa maging crush. So aun, gudlak sakin...XP

Nwei..may isa pa kaming napag-usapan. Basta, sikreto na un. =)

Salamat nga pala sa inyo Kuya at Jean..dahil di kayo naiyak. Haha.

Kasi, wala lang..baka kasi maiyak din ako pag ginawa nyo un eh. Salamat din sa pakikinig. Secret lang ha. =)

So aun, umuwi na kami ni Kuya tapos...wala na...normal na ulit. Haha.

Ngayon...

Wala na naman akong load. Asar nga eh...di ako makareply sa mga katext ko. Haii..XD

Hmmn...ano pa ba. Gumagawa din ako ng report sa AP at project sa Trigo.

Di ko nga alam kung anong uunahin ko o sisimulan kong aralin eh! Hahaha.

Ewan ko baaa..mahirap talagang magconcentrate kapag kakatapos mo lang kc mag-ano..basta...ano...haha. Sige na nga..magpakasenti at umiyak. (Binuko?? XD)

Basta...dahil un dun sa sikreto namin nila Jean at Kuya. Di ko na kc tlga mapigilan eh. Kailangan nang maglabas ng sama ng loob bago lumabas sa ibang lugar at sa ibang paraan. Bwahaha! XD

Haii...ewan. Ayoko na ngang umiyak eh. Dapat happy lagi...lubusin na bago mawala. Hihihi. XD

Sige ha..wala na kc akong masabi eh. Wala na din kasi atang katuturan itong post na ito. Wahaha.

Sana umulan nang malakas bukas para walang pasok, makanood ako ng World Cup, makapahinga ako at makapag-aral pa ako lalo. Hahaha...yeah...cramming na 'to pare!! XD

God Bless at ingat sa lahat. =)

Reality Check

2006-07-04T06:57:00.000-07:00

Reality Check still taken from http://pinksunlunacy.livejournal.com. See for further details. Haha...naks naman! XD

Reality Check

"...nga pla. my iquoquote lng aqng 1 tao, khit di ekskto. "di importnte kung gus2 ka nia o my pg-asa k b. bsta gus2 mo xa. un na un. " there's always balance, ina." -Hevs

Heverly is right. There's always balance.

It doesn't matter whether Number 2 likes me or not, it's what I feel that matters. Then and then, there will always be balance in my situation. It may not turn out the way I would want it to be but there will always be things that will balance the situation and make it better.

I must thank Heverly for that advice (Naks naman...special mention! Hehehe.), because it weren't for it that my wits wouldn't be shaken enough for me to realize everything I just said. XD

So what if Number 2 likes me or not? Nothing would matter anyway. It's a mere admiration that I don't expect anything from. If I force it to go away, it will get back at me and hurt my feelings in the end.

I am glad that atleast a portion of this admiration is faltering. Why? I really don't know. Maybe because it's hurting me too much...not to mention, my grades too! Haha.

Anyway, I'm just really thankful for this.

Man, Heverly must be blushing right now! Hahaha..just kidding! Luvyah Hevs! Thanks a bunch! ;)

Iman- She is such an inspiration.

I just finished watching the Tyra Banks show and I liked the episode a lot.

The episode was about make-up and things of the sort. Iman, was Tyra's guest.

Iman is one of the best supermodels who has been in the business for quite a long time. She is Somalian and yet has learned to love other cultures and races as well.

Mom says she might be in her middle 40's and judging by her looks in the Tyra Banks Show, she didn't look anything like 4o at all....it was more of a 2o plus look!

I like her since she's not prejudicial and since she thinks in a rational and wise way. Her newly-published book tells about how women should feel confident about themselves, flaunting the idea that no one is ugly.

As she says, "Everyone is beautiful...ugly is not the appropriate word. It's just less beautiful."

My Favorite Bear...Ü

2006-06-23T20:51:00.000-07:00

The first part is another copy-paste from http://pinksunlunacy.livejournal.com. Hehe. XD

Dungky is spending the weekend with me. =)

Danniel lent me Dungky for me to take home over the weekend, since Jean and LC already had their chance to do so.

So far, he has gone on a taxi adventure with me, slept in my room, listened to Mojofly's cd until we both slept over it, and has gone over my photo albums right after we woke up.

Kind of sounded like he was alive right?

Oh, how I wish.

Inanimate as he is, he's still a perfect companion.

Oh, how I wish.

Crush- At this point, I think I don't want to have crushes.

I know I won't be normal if I do that but I'm considering it for the better.

I don't know the exact reason for this but I sure do have guesses:

1. Studies. Thinking about my crush while computing for my sine's and cosine's and memorizing ancient civilizations for Physics and History class is just not helping. I think.

2.I get hurt when I hear about their own crushes.

3. The dream I had last night about number 2 and my friend being together. It showed events that I have predicted to happen in real life. That hurt me ALOT.

4. Or is it PMS?? *Puts hand over mouth* XP

What is this??

I'm confused.

But whatever I do, I still like Number 2.

But I'm not letting it fall under the "Crush" list yet. "Crush" list is tallying "0".

For now, I guess it goes under "Like"...

Although that's not where it's supposed to be.

Academics- On the academic side of my life, I guess it's running smoothly for now.

Just a little more "sipag" at "tiyaga" and I'm all set. XD

I've joined 3 clubs; English Club, Himig Xientia and MYM (Marian Youth Movement).

I hope I can balance all those plus my studies. Tough but worth it.

Hay...Jesus take the wheel.

Hehehe. *wink!*

Happy Independence Day!

2006-06-11T22:28:00.000-07:00

A Copy Paste. Hehe. Visit my Livejournal, http://pinksunlunacy.livejournal.com, for the original and more readable entry. Thanks! =)

Happy Independence Day!

It's Monday, and due to the holiday, we don't have classes. Neat!

You might think I broke my own Internet Resolution today but since I've got nothing else to do, I guess I can surf a bit today.

Hey, everything has their exceptions. ;)

Independence Day has made me think about lots of things today. Things that concern our country and the Filipino people.

Are we really that independent??

Can we really consider ourselves dependent of other country's help in the first place?

In my opinion. We simply aren't.

Yes, it is a common knowledge that we are still corrupted with our "Colonial Mentality"; deny as you may but it is inevitable that we still have that instant spasm of "foreign-yearning" within ourselves.

Come to think of it.

1. We usually prefer those imported snacks that we buy off the rack in supermarkets, or choose to watch those foreign James Bond movies while considering Filipino stints either "corny" or "cheap".

2. We usually eat in McDonald's and Tokyo Tokyo while highly unaware of the presence of Barrio Fiesta and Kamayan just around the block.

3. We opt for foreign brands and logos and seem to forget that us too, have our own brands to patriotize, not only because we have to but because they're worth of being so. Since they have both the quality and the practicality worth competing with foreign products.

4. Even when it comes to judgement of people, it also comes with the package. People these days seem to put more emphasis on the beauty of the chinita, the molatto and the European. Often thinking that they are more beautiful than typical Filipinos and worth more respecting for.

All of us have this certain kind of attitude and mentality, and it's quite a wonder and a shame that almost all of us can't seem to let go of that.

See, if we try to look at other Asian countries like China, Singapore and Japan. They seem to be progressing far beyond us Filipinos - often being more peaceful in environment and more progressive in Technology and Education.

How come they can do it to that kind of extent while we can't?

I honestly think that it's because of their ability to achieve what they want on their own, without having to rely on others and sticking up for what they believe is effective in their own culture.

Take Gokong Wei and Lucio Tan for example. They all came from low statuses but now, claim to be two of the richest in Asia. They all had the same reasons - they simply worked hard for it and sticked to their core values and beliefs.

Chinese are hard-working in nature, and they progress through that. They have preserved their traditions and cultures and seem to have progressed because of the retainance of those cultures. They used these to their own advantage. Look at them now.

If we could have retained our own cultures and traditions, such as the "bayanihan" and being "masipag", "matulungin" at "may galang sa sariling prioridad at galang sa bansa at sa iba", we could all have progressed too.

Without the help of others; and yes, without the "Bahala na" and "Kapit sa iba" attitude.

If we could all have tried to do that in the first place without ever removing our values and cultures and without low self-esteem of the ability of our country and us people to progress by ourselves, we would have been one of the richest, most big time and highly progressing countries in the world.

We have the resources and God-given riches anyway, and not to mention the Filipino values hidden inside each of us that if used, would be gemstones to us.

Sorry for the legnthy post but I just can't help but think.

Hey...XD

2006-06-10T07:18:00.000-07:00

Becquerel 3- So far, it's been fun. I feel really at home and comfortable here.

My classmates, friends, classes, teachers...they're all great. I wouldn't trade this third year experience for anything.

I have also eliminated a few fractions of my laziness, which is good. I hope it would go all the way through.

Yes, I am getting more grade conscious than ever. But hey, I still know my priorities. Everything's intact. Atleast I still reserve ample time for other matters aside from studies, but still keep my limits known. =)

Internet- For the first week of class, my internet resolution has been fulfilled, thankfully. I'm actually less addicted to the internet compared to last year. Nice...hope this would go all the way as well.

Football- I really want to watch the World Cup.

Ever since Josh gave me a crash course on Football and supplied me with dozens of trivia about it, I have become more interested than ever. I'm actually keeping my eyes on it a lot more.

Aside from the Arsenal-Barcelona match, that I unfortunately failed to watch (2-5 am?), I've been waiting for this since Josh told me about it.

Arsenal lost in their May 18th match though. Aside from it being the first football team I've ever learned about and whose team logo we drew patiently on the beach sand under the scorching sun, I like it because Josh likes it. Haha. He says they're really very good and I agree since I have watched them play. They've got good players.

Anyway, I like Ronaldinho Gaucho. He's really good and not to mention very young. He's just so cool. Cesc Fabregas is cool as well.

Football's just fun to watch, that's why I'm having plans on watching the World Cup. =)

That's about it. Well, constantly plugging... http://pinksunlunacy.livejournal.com. Please visit if you have time. Thanks! XD

Take Care to all. Bye! =)

P.S. Just want to say thanks a whole bunch to Lawrence! Thanks for everything! =)

Miss ko na Ilocos!

2006-06-01T21:34:00.000-07:00

Hello! Hehe...pagkatapos ng ilang linggo, andito ulit ako. =)

Tagal ko na ding hindi nag update ah...sa Live Journal na kasi ako usually nag uupdate eh. Mas nadadalian kasi ako dun eh. Pakit bisita na lang din po siguro... http://pinksunlunacy.livejournal.com. Salamat po! =)

Kakadating lang namin mula Ilocos kaninang madaling araw. Kakamiss nga eh...gusto ko na ulit bumalik!

Hmmn...ano bang ginawa namin? Sobrang dami talaga eh...may first few highlights dun sa livejournal ko...hehe...kaaktamad kasi ipost ulit dito eh...http://pinksunlunacy.livejournal.com/3470.html?mode=reply.

Sa computer shop ko kasi tinype un kaya naubusan ng time na irepost dito.

Aun, nag Netopia kami ni Andre, Josh at Marielle sa JTC sa Bantay, Ilocos Sur. Ayun, nag enjoy naman kami kahit papaano.

Haha...muntik na din ako malasing! Pramis...buti na lang umandar ung konsensya ko noon kundi...PATAY! Nadamayan ko na sana si Josh sa kaka-"bweekk". Hehe...shhh!

Peace tayo Josh! =)

Hmmn...buong stay, nanood kami nang nanood ng PBB 24/7. Mula umaga hanggang madaling araw...tutok na tutok talaga kami.

Naadeek na nga ako eh...haha...ang saya kasi panoorin! Lalo na ung 24/7!

Basta...KIM-GERALD ako forever! Haha.

Naisip isip ko nga, dahil sa pagka-adeek ko sa PBB, na gusto ko ding sumali! Haha..pero alam ko namang imposible un eh. Audition pa lang...lugmok na ako! XD

Basta, para kasing ang dami kong matututunan pag sumali ako dun eh. Pag nanonood pa nga lang, ang dami ko nang natututunan.

Hmmn..sa pagiging adeek, ilang beses ko na ding napanaginipan ung PBB! 3 times na si Gerald, 2 times si Kim, Clare at Gerald.

Favorite ko na din ung Peng You. Hehe..ganda kasi ng melody at lyrics eh. LSS talaga..=)

Hehe...click nyo po.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3qPeVFv08c&search=kim%20chiu. XD

Di naman halatang adeek diba? Hehe. XD

Ngayong bakasyon, nakausap ko na din ang long lost friends ko sa MECAP dati.

After 5 years, nagkausap na din kami! Ang saya talaga! =)

Nung isang araw, nagtext si Kuya Fourth (one batch ahead sakin), nakuha daw nya number ko kay Ria. Tapos aun, tuloy-tuloy na. Si PB naman, ung kapatid nyang bestfriend ko. Tapos si Gela (isa pa nilang kapatid).

Kakamiss nga cla eh..ang tagal na din kasi naming hindi nagkita.

Si Fourth daw, sa Ilocos Norte parin mag-aaral tapos sila PB dito sa Manila.

Sayang nga eh, hindi kami nakapag-kita dun sa Ilocos. Hahaha.

Basta, masaya ako kasi magkikita daw kami sometime. At lalo pa't may "planong" banda kami ni Kuya Fourth. Haha. At tuturuan daw nya akong mag-bass guitar. At ang nakakagulat dun...drummer daw ako. Wahihi...XD

Speaking of drums...marunong na akong mag drums! Yehey...sa awa ng Diyos, tinuruan ako ni kapatiiid! Wah...ang saya pala mag drums, nakakatuwa! =)

Hmmn...malapit na din ang pasukan. 2 days na lang. Excited na ako...kinakabahan, pero ok lang. Kaya naman. Miss ko na din kasi ang Kisay eh...lalo na ung mga kaibigan ko dun. =)

Sobrang masaya ako dahil Bec na ako! Well, it's not wholely the matter of pressure that makes me say that, pero may reasons ako na itatago ko muna sa sarili ko. =)

Ang dami ko ngang resolutions para sa pasukan eh:
1. Sa Friday at Saturday lang ako mag iinternet.
-Narealize ko kasi na un ang main reason kung bakit minsan bumababa grades ko.
2. Susubukan ko nang hindi maging antukin.
3. Aral kaagad.
4. Aral muna bago puso. (Nyak...grabe na ito! Haha.)
5. MORE CAFFEINE! (Haha...resolution??)

Hopefully, makakaya kong gawin yang mga yan. Basta, dapat wala na talagang istorbo sa pag-aaral. Marami akong narealize all throughout the vacation, mga bagay na hindi ko naintindihan o napag-isipan noon pa.

In line with the studying thing, baka nga irepaint namin ung room ko para hindi na nakakaantok ung color. Grabe noh...all for the sake of grades. Hehe. XD

Sus...di lang naman sa grades eh, kundi pati na din sa whole self-improvement.

Pero nakoO, don't get me wrong...di ko naman tratratuhin ung sarili ko na parang adeek na ako sa grades ah! Na parang nabubuhay lang ako para sa grades, magpapakalubog ako magdamag sa pag-aaral nang parang dun lang umiikot ang buhay ko.

Nope..not at all. Alam ko din na there's more to life than grades and school. Xempre, I'll leave a big space for family, friends and fun...di mawawala un... ;)

Haii...ang dami ko na ding hindi alam tungkol sa mga pangyayari dito sa Manila. Nakakabagabag nga kapag nakakapag-basa ako sa mga blogs eh...parang wala na talaga akong kaalam-alam sa sibilisasyon. Ewan...I'll try to keep update somehow.

Ano pa ba?

Bigo na naman ako. TWO TIMES.

Basta...secret na kung ano un.

Ouch ba? Nah. There's more to life than worrying countless nights about that. Haha.

Hmmn...

Sa kakabasa sa Candy, Pink at kung ano-ano pa...bigla ko na lang naisip ang napaka weird na bagay na ito.

I want to be Prom Pretty.

Yaaak...as corny as it may sound, I do want to be, as you say "Prom Pretty".

Ewan...for a change? Para naman kahit isang araw sa buhay ko bilang Xientian, maging maganda naman ako! Once in a high school life time un ah!

Or twice? Basta...kakayanin ko ito! Hahaha!

Kakaatat nga eh! Ewan, parang...basta...sa araw na un, magpapakasaya talaga ako. Haha.

Sige, alis na ako. Lulubusin ko na kasi internet ko para hindi na ako magpapakababad sa pasukan. Bye! Ingat sa lahat!

P.S. Thank you sa lahat ng dumaan at nag tag! =)

Pink Sun.

2006-05-09T07:58:00.000-07:00

Due to insistent LC demand (XD), I have decided to post in English. Well, for old times sake. I did miss this too...it's been quite a while since I posted in English.

I've been posting consistently all through our native tounge and not to mention in Taglish or "conio" - as said. Er, trust me, you DON'T want to use that "conio" word anymore...look it up at your own risk. You'd surely be dumbstruck by it's REAL meaning. Right group 5? XP

Before anything else...

Please visit this... CLICK-----> http://group5.multiply.com ... you know you want to. ;)

This too...http://doubldeadroses.livejournal.com..this is LC's LJ. I'm really just fond of her site. Read everything, from the posts to the comments..her site's really cool.

This also...http://pinksunlunacy.livejournal.com..this is my very own LJ. I'm quite fond of it too. Hehe. I'm having first dibbs on LJ now. I actually enjoy using it, it's so much easier. XD

Lastly, a shout out to Bapho! Hehe..

GET WELL SOON BAPHO! Pagaling ka! I Labshoo! I Mishuu! We Labshoo! We Mishuu! Group 5 Forever!!! =)

...and I must warn you, this is long but is jampacked with stories of our experiences that we just lurve...read at your own risk. XD

Baguio - Man...I've got nothing to say. Hands-down to the experience! I'm speechless.

But, set aside that "speechless" soul and let me babble about it...it's an experience worth sharing, I won't dare miss this out in my blog! XD

To sum it up...IT WAS ONE OF THE BEST EXPERIENCES EVER! Talk about utter freedom and enjoyment, plus the superb bonding. Take them all together and voila! You've got a summer experience that's oh-so fun and unexplicable.

We left from Manila Saturday morning with nothing to expect and with no idea if we'd even benefit from this and do something productive or not.

We were supposed to go the night before but figured it'd be risky to follow through. Although we were all prepared the night before, we opted to stick to our parents' instincts and leave early morning. We said our goodbyes, kissed our kisses and hugged our hugs and went on with our 3-day-independence-experience.

Most of us admitted it was our first time to be away from family and that there are great chances of homesickness, which was actually true.

Most of us ended up whining for our family, getting emotional and calling long distance calls saying "Kapatiiid I mishuuu so much na! Miss mo na ba me??" (Trust me...I exaggerated that statement. No one in our group says "me" intentionally in that manner. Hehe..XD)

7:30 am was the time of departure. I sat beside Danniel, hehe...I won't explain the reason further though. Haha..it's a LOOOONG story. Right ****?? Hihihi...just kidding! =)

During the whole trip to Baguio, Danniel and I have had nothing to say to each other. well, not really...just brief questions and statements from time to time.

Aside from that, we've only purely exchanged either loud teeth titters due to the sadistic high cool airconditioning, deep yawns of boredom or snores that say "Hey...quit it and back off! I'm dreaming here!" (Trust me [what is this, a "trust me" overload? hehehe..], I am exaggerating this...haha, the point is just worth great exaggerating for!)

We arrived in Baguio at about 2 in the afternoon. The view was spectacular! The mountains...the landscape...the sky...nature...all puzzle pieces of a brilliant scenery. It was not too cold when we arrived. We then went to the house we were going to stay in, at a house owned by LC's family friend.

The house was really cute! From the gate to the furniture, most were painted PURPLE and PINK - my favorite color combination! From the moment I laid eyes on the gate, I knew that it was going to be a fuuuunnnn stay! F-U-N! Talk about a colorful vacation. ;)

We were told to sleep upstairs. But before we get to go up, we had to climb a narrow spiral staircase, which was really fun! All of us had to wait for each other to climb a few steps higher so that we won't bump our heads into each others behinds. Hahaha!

We had a room of our own. Danniel was supposed to sleep at a different room but we insisted that he'd stay with us since it would be much fun if we had him there. Hehe..and hey, we were all paranoid girls...hehe, from all his scary stories...he HAD to stay! Hehehehe!

We met Ate Shiela, Tita Elma's daughter. They're the oweners of the house we stayed in. Ate Shiela and us 5 became instant friends. Due to our closeness, various "issues" sprouted from our friendship and believe me...it was so madly sweet. Hahahaha. Just kidding! XD

We first went to Burnham Park, since the house was just a short walk away from Burnham. We took pictures (candid pictures! fuuun!) and just fooled around; taste-testing taho, spotting for classmate look-alikes and admiring the henna stalls along the way. We definitely planned to do so much during our 3 day stay from the moment we arrived there..and we planned to do them ALL. XD

Later that night, we went to SM Baguio to just chill out, break freee and relax. Since LC was craving for Pearl Coolers while Danniel, Jean and I were craving for Starbucks, we definitely had to go. There, Jean and I admired the awesome "egg decorations" they had hung, sharing our ultimate secrets while doing so.

For the rest of our stay in SM, we just went about gallivanting, looking for interesting things to do. Until we found our hidden haven...the one thing that would make our day complete. QUANTUM.

We actually wanted to go to Quantum KTV first to give LC a chance to express her super hidden KARAOKE TALENTS!!!

Days before, LC sang her heart away in a small canteen in V. Luna, singing whole-heartedly ontop of her lungs. Aside from the overly disgusting and nude-full videos in the Karaoke machine that we were forced to watch for the first minutes or so, it was all good, listening to LC sing Laklak and without hesitance with full emotion.

Well, since we decided to take a break and have fun first, we decided to go play games first instead. We played a couple of games back then, there were 2 most memorable games for me though.

The first one was Jessa's attempt to make a record on the drum-playing game. At first everything was cool, people were digging Jessa's rhythm. But when it was time for that annoying yellow line that meant, "Hit as hard, as long and as constantly as you can...", everyone behind us started to walk away.

Haha...just kidding! But believe me, I truly hail Jessa for her drum skills...wait...or was it the kid named Samantha?? Hahaha...joke lang! Hehe...but really, Jessa really rocked with the drums! Congrats! =)

The second was the car race. Jessa and I competed against each other. We dashed through the whole course without even bothering to break during a turn or halt for a second.

Ahihi...surprisingly and uncharacteristically, I won. Er...I guess hours of playing Darren's Need for Speed did pay off. Thanks Jessa! It was a good game! XD

When our inner children started to wear off, we then rushed to Quantum KTV where LC was already paying for her 6-song Karaoke bill.

We went inside the room and took pictures, fooled around and sang our hearts away.

Haha...LC admitted to have chosen 6 songs for each of us but we hesitated to sing and gave the limelight solely to her. Haha..her encore was awesome, especially when she sang Laklak! The emotion was so intense! LC, You rock!!! .lml

It was then time for us to go home. But then everything faltered when I suddenly felt quesy. I looked at Jessa and said, "Jessa...dalawa ka na!" Then I started panting helplessly for air. I do wish to apologize to my groupmates since I made them panick. It must've been the ventilation in that cramped karaoke room that made me feel so.

When we went home, I was touched since everyone was helping me feel okay, yet want to apologize since I was such a big abala to them. We should've went to Session Road that night but since I was a very sick man, they decided to stay with me.

Awww..thanks so much Jessa, Jean, Danniel, Tita Carole and everyone else! I'm sorry for being a burden too!

The following day, we went about looking for Igorots and people to interview for our IP.

First stop was PMA. We arrived there in time for the parade and the grad practice (although we were not sure whether that was for a graduation ceremony..)

The 6 of us left early and decided to look for people to interview. We encountered an obnoxious, pathetic and inconsiderate lady who stole our FX ride and believe me...she was one heck of a swiper. Ang bad ko...pero, agawan ka ba naman ng fx habang papasok ka na?!? Tapos nagpapanggap pang kasama xa samin?? Tapos bigla na lang kami itutulak tulak at aagawan ng fx??? Argh!

We then went back to Burnham. We went around the park looking for Igorots to interview. In the Igorot Park, an uncharacteristic boxing match was held. We decided to rest and watch it for a while. While watching, we bought ice cream...the one dessert we yearned to eat since the day before.

Since we had nothing to do and since we still were greatly troubled due to our IP, we decided to ask Manong Ice Cream whether he knew anything about our investigated rock. Lo and behold, he did and told us to proceed to the curbs of the park and look for the snake healers...those who sold snake oil, parts and items of the sort as medicinal alternatives.

Excited and with high-hopes, we ran about the curbs searching for the snake healers. After hearing endless screams of "Sweat Corn po kayooo!", "Istrawberries!", "Tahooooo!" and dozens more of whistling and whining (sampahan kayo ni jean rose eh! haha!)...we finally found the place.

The snake healers were performing a demonstration of their lotion-like product that allegedly cured rayuma and body pains. From lotions, to oils, to fangs and snake skins...they had it all...but had none of which was a stone medium.

With low hopes, we decided to walk away...until we realized the most amazing thing that we apparently missed out the whole time while we were searching with only our naked eyes. The lotion they were selling smelled a whole lot like our rock a.k.a petrified wood.

At a logical angle, it was not unlikely that it did not come from the same source, since both came from TREES. Our rock's a petrified wood, and the lotion was a product of the tree. After finding out from which tree the lotion came from, we decided to research about the tree and find out it's medical applications and benefits.

Before we researched about the tree, we luckily passed by a female Igorot who was selling various goods. Lo and behold, she had just the item that urged us to go to Baguio in the first place - she was selling OUR investigated rock.

She was kind enough to explain the process they performed back in the Mountain Province to us and was even kinder enough to allow us to shoot a video of her whole statement. She even gave us extra rocks after we bought some of hers and overpayed her willingly, as an apparent token of our kindness in overpaying the said fee.

Man was I delighted! She spoke Ilocano, and since I could speak my provincial tounge too, I was delighted to hear every single and precise detail in Ilocano. Haha..wala lang.

Thanks so much to Manang! Without you, we couldn't have found a way to make our project as credible as it is. Hail, hail Manang! =)

After going around Burnham Park looking for more people to interview, we decided that the interview with Manang was enough for the moment, since we were to interview more people later on.

We ate at Mcdonals and met the KINDEST PERSON ON EARTH. (Yes, I am SUPER sarcastic about this!!! Ang bad ko talaga, pero it really was disappointing...all of us, including the adults felt the same... ='( ) Ate E****! Imagine this...

You have a really great day, bonded with friends all day and have achieved numerous tasks. You go to Mcdonalds thinking that it would be a big break from all the stress and walking you've done for the whole day. You think that it'd be a great time to chill, relax and get that good Burger Mcdo reward for the job well done.

But then as you order, everything goes boogsh as the lady who takes your orders jams the machine, takes all your orders wrong and leaves you hanging, goes to the next counter, takes other people's order without even finishing yours. And after 3o minutes of endless waiting, she goes back and says with beautiful eyes (that obviously and sarcastically meant "How lousy...") "Ay, andito pa sila!"

Talk about a total piss off! She left us hanging, messed with out orders and now sounds as if it was our fault?!?

Anyway, leaving that aside before my eyes pop from their sockets and my ears puff red smoking gas in fury. We went on with our day and went out from Mcdonald's hurriedly.

Ate Shiela, Danniel and I went outside to wait for the 3 others. Haha...the moment the 3 others arrived, we had soooo much to tell since we had kilig moments before they arrived. No, not us 3, but Danniel only. Hehe...peace!

There were 2 girls and 1 gay guy beside us minutes before and it was obvious that all 3 off them (yes, even the gay guy) liked Danniel and kept looking at him, infact waved to him too. Ate Shiela and I were just soooo shocked and we laughed constantly about the event. Danniel talaga...heartthrob and girl...er...guy...magnet! Hehehe...joke lang Danniel! Peace tayo!! XD

We went to Bon Chick to buy the accessories were about to sell (check 'em out... http://group5.multiply.com...XD), went to the the computer shop where we researched, chatted, blogged, opened our Friendster accounts and even slept in exhaustion, went to the Cathedral to rejuvenate our spiritual needs and finally went home, exhausted yet very happy. Haha.

After dinner, Jean, LC, Danniel and Ate Shiela decided to play 1,2,3 pass while Jessa opted to stay with me. (Aww..labshoo Etamae!!!) We talked about dozens of things, things that we least expected to talk about. She told me secrets and I told her private stuff too.

Group 5 was really getting close by the moment, and I am so thankful because I found more friends like them whom I have greatly wished for. Haha..how mushy of me. XD

After that we finally went to Session Road, bought pasalubongs and accessories and then went home, freezing by the moment as we walked in the cold and empty streets of Baguio.

We slept at about 12 or 1 after we fought greatly about our positions in bed (...if that's how you call it. Haha...) and when it was all settled we dozed away and slept out of exhaustion.

The following day, our last day in Baguio, we went to the market and shopped for Strawberries, Jams, Peanut Brittle, Lenguas and other pasalubongs to give to people back in Manila. Right there and then I verified that I am a certified Agoraphobic. Yes, I am afraid of large crowds especially in market places.

We waited in Jollibee where we finally went emotional since it would take a long time before we get to see Ate Shiela again. We were going to miss her since we've also been close to her back then. We hugged and kissed each other before we went back home.

At last, it was the time of our departure - our last stay and adventure in Baguio. We said our goodbyes again, took our pictures, kissed our kisses and hugged our hugs. It was a great stay, we enjoyed every bit of it.

We left from Baguio at about 6 pm. We had the same sitting arrangements. I still sat beside Danniel and at last, we weren't that awkward anymore - we improved from our quiet selves and actually told each other stories; even enjoying Beegees (wondering if they were even dead and if they were brothers..XD), and watching each other dance...actually one of us (*wink!*) dance. Hihi...XD

While going down the mountains of Baguio, he even pointed to me the Pink Sun. Hehehe..and I'm quite thankful that he did so because I wouldn't bear miss that kind of scenery...it was perfect...the scenery I've always wanted and wished to see. (Look at my wishlist...finally! XD)

Thanks Danniel! XD

At night, after drearily watching Hollow Man for the second time in 3 days, we all slept.

I should thank Danniel for lending me his jacket, although I was hesitant at first. Hehe...he must've noticed that I really was freezing (Haha..although I told him I wasn't. Ambad kooo! Peace Danniel! Hehe...XD) while I was sleeping and put it there. I don't really know since I actually woke up with the jacket on my arms...anyway...thank you so much Danniel! I'm not really sure but I think you were freezing back then...wah...you should've kept your jacket if you felt cold too, but anyway...thank you talaga!!! =)

We arrived at about 10 pm...it was a fast trip. Ate in Mcdonald's and went to LC's house for the overnight. Hehe..

Thank you Tita Carole for welcoming us warmly and for helping us organize tha Baguio trip.

Thank you soooo much group 5 for everything!!! As in sooobrang everything talaga! Haha..alam nyo naman kung ano-ano yun diba? Anyway...I love you group 5! The best kayo! Haha...God Bless! XD

...that was our baguio trip...and you've just witnessed another of my long nobelas. Woohoo! XD

...silly me. XD

A Brief Message

2006-04-29T10:23:00.000-07:00

Wah..it's disappointing that I can't post the Baguio experience just yet. =(

Hehe..it's always during the night that I get to go online and right before I get to continue my post, I always instantly get told to shut the computer and continue some other time.

I am honestly saddened since I can't post it yet. It was a really great experience, and even from the moment the experience was done, I couldn't believe my enthusiasm to post it here right away.

But due to the dilemma, I guess I'll have to wait then...wait for some other appropriate time.

Haha..before I go any further and start breaking down to tears, I wish to make a shout out to someone whom we really love...a group 5 mate who's facing a recovery process.

GET WELL SOON BAPHO! I Labshoo! I Mishuu still! Haha. We Labshoo! We Mishuu! Group 5 Forever!!! Take care of Dungky aryt? Pagaling kaaaa! Don't forget the revelation! Haha..=)

Well, that's about it. Thanks to every one who's visiting and tagging! Labshoo to everyone! Take care always and God bless. =)

P.S...I am really loving the skin since it reminds me greatly of Baguio! The pink setting sun we saw when we were heading back home, the scenery and the dreamcatcher that we ceaselessly admired...all significant pieces of our short stay.

Baguio...I am missing you so much!

Addict Parin Kay Yael...SOOOBRA. ~ Ang kwento ni Yael. Haha.

2006-04-19T04:25:00.000-07:00

Pagod na pagod na pagooood na ako. Promise! Grabe talaga itong araw na ito. Pero bago ko ikwento ung nangyari kanina, kwento muna ako ng nangyari noong Monday at Tuesday, kung saan sobrang ang saya at swerte namin! :D

Monday, April 17, 2006 - Our Lucky Day

10:00, kina LC kami nag meeting para sa Tech. Writ. Ang saya nga eh..for the first time in Tech. Writ. history nauna ako sa meeting namin. Pagkadating ko, ako pa lang nandun. Kaya aun, nanood na lang kami ng Romeo+Juliet by Luhrmann. Ganda talaga ng Romeo and Juliet...kahit anong version. Ganda parin. ;)

Dumating na si Danniel. Nagdala lang xa ng mga newspapers kasi may football game daw ata sila sa UP. Doon pa lang, pinag uusapan na naming tatlo ung bahay ni Yael. Waaah...dadaanan namin xa mamaya!!

Dumating na din si Jessa...ayun, todo kwentuhan parin tungkol kay Yael at sa gagawin naming garage sale para mag raise ng funds para dun sa Investigatory Project namin sa Tech. Writ.

Dumating na din si Jean...ahaha, at that very moment, umalis na din si Danniel. Haha..mortal enemies sa panglalait ung dalawa eh...hehehe...at 12 na din kasi eh, kaya umalis na si Danniel at pumuntang UP.

Since lunch time na, lumabas na kaming apat para kumain ng lunch. At saan namin planong kumain?? Sa KFC...kung saan namin madadaanan ung bahay ni YAEL!

Wah...ayun na, dumaan na kami. Maliit lang din xa. Naisip namin na baka hindi un un. On the other hand, naisip din namin na baka sa kanya lang yun...parang independent living cguro...kaya ganun xa. Doon kaya ung sinasabi nilang recording studio nya??

Kumain na lang kami sa Mcdo kasi ang daming tao sa KFC. Xempre, habang kumakain kami lahat ng lumalabas sa bibig namin ay "Si Yael ay ganyan...si Yael ay ganito...si Yael, cute ang bahay...". Ahehe..yun, lahat may Yael.

Natakot nga kami kasi may nakatabi kaming lalaki na tinitingnan kami ng matagal. Tiningnan ko din xa at biglang nagulat. Bigla ko na lang natanong sa kanila, "Anong gagawin nyo kung xa ung tatay ni Yael??"

Nung Romeo and Juliet play kasi, nakita namin ung daddy nila Yael dahil tinuro ni Kuya Yan. Ayun, maputi...di ko lang sure ung height kasi malayo at mataas. Pero ewan...mukha eh. Haha. Pero mukhang di naman cguro..hihi. XD

Pag-uwi namin, xempre dumaan ulit kami kina Yael. Nag tricycle na lang kami pabalik sa bahay nila LC kasi ang akala naman namin, hindi naman talaga namin xa makikita.

Tapos nung malapit na kami sa bahay nila, may nakita kaming lalaki at babaeng nakatayo sa likod ng gate nung alleged bahay nila. "Teka..si Yael ba yan?!?" Pagkalapit namin dun....shem...SI YAEL NGA. Lahat kami nagulat kasi in the first place, hindi kami naniniwala na un ung bahay nya. Akala namin scam lang un...panloloko lang talaga. Tapos biglang andun xa...what unforseen miracle is that???

Lahat kami napatili sa loob ng tricycle at nagulat dahil si Yael nga ang nakita naming lalaki dun. "Si Yael ba talaga yun??" We looked closely, and then it hit us... "Shet, si Yael." (Waah..sorry sa mura pero lahat kasi kami napasabi sa gulat. Bihira lang ako magmura ng ganun!!!)

Pinara namin ung tricycle malapit sa bahay nila nung nakita naming xa nga un. As in, isang bahay lang ung layo nung pinara namin kaya malamang, nakita nya un!!

Nung naglakad kami sa may tapat ng bahay nila, may kausap xang driver ng truck na nasa tapat ng bahay nila. Ewan...bad trip nga ata xa eh...ewan ko, parang galit kasi eh...pero ayos lang. Haha..sabi nga namin..gwapo parin!

Wahaha..na-overwhelm talaga kami kasi..shem...si Yael Yuzon ung nandun sa bahay na un...dun xa nakatira..diba? Araw-araw na umaapak dun ung kinababaliwan naming vocalist ng SPONGECOLA...shem...at nakita namin xa doon.

Kung before the vacation, lahat kami nagdadasal na sana makita namin sila sa concert...ngayon, this is even better! Much, much better! Diba, walang crowd, walang ingay, walang gulo, kami lang at andun xa...mag isa sa harapan namin...sa sarili nyang bahay. Waaah!!!

(Di halatang adeek eh! Hehehehe! Senxa na po pero talagang hangang-hanga kami sa kanya eh...matalino, talented, gwapo..lahat na. XD)

Nung mejo nakalampas na kami sa bahay nya, pumunta kami dun sa sidewalk na opposite dun sa side ng bahay nila at sa likod ng isang kotse. Lahat kami nagsisitalon at nagsisitili ng sobrang lakas. Ung mga lalaki nga na nasa truck at mga kasambahay sa kabilang bahay tinawanan kami eh. Kasi talagang mula sa tapat ng bahay nila, halos magsitilian at tumalon kami sa saya. Hahaha. Nagmukha talaga kaming baliw!!

Narinig nga siguro un ni Yael eh...kasi sobra talagang malakas!

Pagkalingon namin sa bahay nya, nakita namin na naglakad xa papunta dun sa pinanggalingan namin...wah...nagtaka kami kung saan xa pupunta. Si Jean, hinabol xa. Haha...talagang nanguna pa xa. Nagulat nga kami kasi sa pagkakaalam namin...di nya crush si Yael. Kaya hinabol namin si Jean.

Halatang napansin ni Yael na sinundan namin xa kasi lumingon xa nung sinusundan na namin xa. Shucks...atleast by that, he knows that we even exist!

Napag-usapan namin na sundan xa...sobrang curious talaga kasi kami eh. Kaya pumara kami ng tricycle at tumuro sa direksyon nya.

Habang si Jean ay kinakabahan, si Jessa ay nagsisisigaw at si LC ay di parin makapaniwala na kapitbahay lang nya si Yael...ako naman ay nagsisipaypay at nagpipigil na mahimatay. Haha..di naman, pero ganun sabi ni LC eh..xp Na shock lang talaga ako eh...matagal ko nang pinangarap un. Well, kahit dalawang beses ko nang nakita si Yael...sus, ngayon...wala na kaming ibang taong kasama. Just the four of us. ;)

Nagduda parin kami na xa un, pero nung nasa likuran na nya kami..."Ateneo Team" pala ang nakasulat sa blue shirt nya. "Sh*t, si Yael nga." (Sorry ulit sa mura!)

Nung naunahan namin xa, nakita na naman nya kami..ang "apat na babaeng nansstalk"..na sumusunod sa kanya..na kanina nakatricycle papunta sa kabilang direksyon, ngayon naman ay pumupunta sa direksyon nya. Nung nasa likuran naman namin xa, nakita nya kaming bumaba sa tricycle...obvious na...sinusundan nga namin xa...

Tapos nag-pasimple na lang kami na pupunta kami sa Mcdo ulit. Nung nakita ulit namin xa, nagsigawan na kami, "Ayun si Yael sa ATM o!!!"

Wah...nung nagising kami sa aming mga bangag na sarili at naisip ang pinagagagawa namin, naisipan naming sumakay na ng tricycle pauwi, kasi papagalitan na kami ng labandera at nanay ni LC at dahil nahiya na kami sa pinagagagawa namin...halata na ding nahahalata na kami ni Yael eh.

Pero noong pasakay kami ng tricycle, sa tapat mismo ng bangkong pinagwwithdrawhan (kakabulol..xD) nya...nakita na naman nya kami. Weeee...now we can finally die with shame...we're really done for. Hahaha..

Ayun, umuwi na kami nang shocked parin dahil kay Yael. Wow...

Haii..pero promise, sabi namin sa isa't-isa na kung magkaroon kami ng chance na makausap xa one time, mag ssorry talaga kami dun sa ginawa namin. Masama din kasi yun eh, yung sinusundan mo ung isang tao ng ganun. Nakakailang din yun at nakakapikon. Kaya aun, ieexplain na lang namin. Hehe..di naman malayo na makita namin xa ulit kasi hanggang next week, dadaan daanan pa namin ung bahay nya eh. Kay aun..=)

Pero diba, we were deeply overwhelmed. It's not every day that you see Yael Yuzon walking to the bank alone. It's not every day that you get to see him come out of his house and walk your way. It was just an amazing moment. It was even yet far from our wildest dreams.

Thank you God for the day! XD

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Di nakapunta si Danniel kasi may surgery xa. Dinala na namin ung mga junk at damit para ibenta.

Xempre, kumain ulit kami sa Mcdo para makita ung bahay nila, at xempre nag eexpect parin na andun xa. Kaso, wala eh...sayang. Natakot samin?? Hahaha...xD

Nakita si "Kuya Yan" ata. Hihi..;)

Pumunta kami kina Claudette ng saglit kasi birthday nya. Pagdating namin...waah...andun ang ibang mga avo at bec pipol! Whatdaaa! Pagbaba pa lang ng sasakyan, todo sigawan at tilian na kami. "Namiss na kita...ang taba mo na...ang tangkad mo na..." Lahat yan nasabi namin kahit ilang linggo pa lang kaming nagkahiwalay.

Xempre, todo kwentuhan kami ni Kuya Karl. Ang tangkad na talaga nya...grabe!!! At ang uber saya nya! Paano ba naman, close na sila ng kanyang iniirog. Haha...haii, at nagkakamabutihan sila. Hehe..good luck sayo Kuya! Miss na po kita! Hahaha..mwaaaaahhhhuugggzz! XD

Tampo kami kay Jhobs..maxadong concentrated sa drums. Hahaha..joke lang! =)

Pero aun, all things come to an end. Kahit masaya na ang lahat, kinailangan naming umalis.

Hihi...ganda ni Claudette..maayos na ang...hihihi. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAUDETTE GANDANG SEATMATE! AYLABYUU! INGAT! =)

Sa JUNKSHOP....nabenta namin un lahat for 500. Asteeg! Hehe. Great day?? Not.

Sa Junkshop, nagsimulang MANGATI ang aking legs. Di ko alam kung bakit. Oh well.

Sa car, lalong nangati. Parang may gumapang. Baka pawis. Oh well.

Sa garage nila LC. Ang kati kati kati na! Para talagang may gumagapang, ang TAAS NA NYA eh. Inipit ipit ko yung pantalon ko sa part na makati at may ISANG BAGAY NGA NA NASA LOOB.

Akala ko dahon lang yun, matigas kasi..parang putpourri. Pero nung pinisa ko, BAKIT GUMAGALAW?!?

Naisip ko na na baka INSECTO yun...baka IPIS. Whaa..paano un eh mula bata, I HAVE ALWAYS HATED COCKROACHES MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE???

Nung inipit ko lalo, may lumabas na liquid. ">PutututPututut<> "

Nagsisitili na ako. Ipis din un ah! At pinatay ko SA LOOB NG PANTALON KO. Yaak..paano kung dumikit sa balat ko?!? Pag iniisip ko ung pisang katawan..ung paa..ung liquid..ung patusok na katawan... Waaah...eeewwww..X(

Ayun, nagsisitili at talon kami hanggang tinulungan nilang ifold ung pants ko at whoosh...lumabas ang ipis. Eeew...ung daw ung kadiring klase ng ipis. Ung may stripes daw. Eeeee...

Natrauma na talaga ako sa ipis..kahit anong ipis. X(

NGAYON, Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Wala parin si Danniel. Nagrrecover pa.

Dumaan ulit kami kina Yael, wala parin. Natakot talaga samin.

Nagbenta...garage sale...nagkalat ng flyers...secret kung anong nangyari. XD

Sana Avo parin kami next SY!

Nagplano para sa Baguio trip.

Nalaman na bukas na pala aalis. Waaah..kaya minamadali ko na itong post. Hehehehe..

Un lang naman sa araw na ito...

Sige, mag aayos na ako ng gamit ko para bukas. XD

Bye! Ingat kayo parati! God Bless! Wish us luck sa trip namin sa Baguio! Sa Monday na lang ulit ang mas matinong post!=)

Quezon

2006-04-10T19:49:00.000-07:00

Hehehe..namiss ko ang pag-update ah. Hehe..tinamad na naman kasi ako eh. Haha..

DISH- Sayang, hindi kami nakapunta ni Iya sa Dish para panoorin ang Spongecola. Quezon kasi eh.. ='(

Quezon- Ang dami kong kinain. Puro kain lang ata ginawa ko dun eh. Hahaha.

5:00 kami umalis ng bahay nung April 8 tapos pumunta muna kami sa Las Pinas para kunin si Nanay Alice. Hahaha...tatlo kami sa likod nila mama at Tita Racquel. Ang saya nga eh..nung paalis pa lang, nakahiga na ako sa sahig...ang saya kaya! Soobrang himbing ng tulog ko nun.

Pumunta naman kaming Batangas para kunin si Tita Neng.

Nakaka-excite noon kasi 5 years na namin xang hindi nakikita. Aun..kakamiss din kasi eh.

Pagdating namin dun..wahaha...never ending dramahan na...hug nang hug, kiss nang kiss, kamustahan, batian, dramahan...lahat na! Hahaha...kakatouch nga eh. Nakakatuwa.

Aun, pagkakain..umalis na kami papunta nang Quezon.

At doon na nagsimula ang kalbaryo namin. Haha...patibayan na ng behind. Hahaha...

Grabe talaga..after 7 hours, pagbaba ng sasakyan, ang sakiiiiit ng behind naming lahat. Hahaha!

*First Day*

Kain ng lunch sa Kamayan sa Palaisdaan. Grabe dun...ang ganda! Nakakaaliw ung restaurant. Ang mura ng prices pero ang sasarap ng pagkain.

Ang ganda pa nung setting ng restaurant...floating kubo, bridges, kainan sa gitna ng palaisdaan...nakakatuwa talaga.

Wala lang..yung nakakatuwa yung arrangement dito eh..

Ako..hahaha.

Dumaan naman kami sa QNAS, ung dating pinagtuturuan nila lola. Grabe, ang GANDA!!! Para xang "Mini-UP" sa laki at ganda nya.

Biro nyo...sakop nya ung isang malakiiiiiing lupa at kasama na ang BUNDOK. Agricultural school un kaya kailangan talagang malaki ung hectare ng lupain.

Siguro, 100 times ng Kisay ung laki nun...hindi lang nga eh!

Tapos grabe...paraiso talaga. Lalo na ung pool nila na nasa taas ng isang burol malapit sa palaisdaan nila. Unang pagkakita namin...grabe..."Is this Heaven??"

Ang ganda talaga...di mo aakalain school un. Mukha ngang hotel eh. Ang ganda ng swimming pools, ang laki, ang linis. Ang laki pa nung area na un...wah, 4 m nga daw ginastos para dun eh.

Ang ganda pa ng view...ung mountains, ung lupain...wah..ito nga isang area nun..

Ako...wahahaha...

Nung dinner naman, kumain kami sa restaurant ni tita Maly...xempre, ganda parin. Para paring paraiso. Hahaha..ayan, kain na naman! Ang daaaami ko talagang kinain. Kung isasama ung lunch at dinner, pwede nang pang dalawang linggong kain un. XD

Pagdating namin sa bahay, natulog kaming lahat. Haha..gabing-gabi na din un eh..tapos pagod pa ang lahat.

*Second Day*

Pumunta kaming cemetery para dalawin ang aming mga dearly departed.

Pagbalik sa bahay...todo bonding naman kami ng mga second cousins ko. Hehehe..ang saya nga eh..ako lang ung ate na nandun pa nun..puro bata talaga. Naging "Ate ng Bayan" nga ako eh. Hehe..

Wala lang...mahilig kasi talaga ako sa bata eh. Kaya aun, nakikipag laro ako. Buong araw ata, kasama ko sila, kahit pagpuntang Jollibee, nakakapit sila at katabi ko lagi. Asteeg nga eh..ang saya kasi maging Ate. Hahaha..;)

Todo picture kami ng mga pinsan ko...adeek na nga kami dun sa phone eh. Haha..

Mga pictures namin..

Zen at ako..=)
Zen, Ako at Mernel..=)

Top to Bottom: Mommy (with the wackiest face ever! hehe..), Zen, Mernel, Ako. =) NM, Ako, Mernel..=)NM, Mernel, Zen..

Ate ng Bayan! Hahaha..

Senxa na kung madilim ah..tinanggal ko kasi ung flash ng phone eh..nahihiya ako sa mukha ko pag maliwanag. Haha..XD

*Third Day*

Umuwi na kami. =)

Hehe..ganun parin sa sasakyan, patibayan ng behind...hehehe..joke. Pero masaya naman, atleast nakapag-bond kaming lahat sa sasakyan. ;)

Un ang trip namin sa Lopez...

Mamaya, mag uupdate ako...haha..mas recent nga lang.

Cge, bye muna. ;)

Tomorrow by Lillix

2006-04-03T23:24:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow's just another day, another way to spend my day
All by myself
Staring at the tv screen, flipping through my magazine
Everything is unclear
I need you here
(I do)

[Chorus]
And I wake up, put on my makeup
Pick up the phone, nobody's home
I need to break out, get me some takeout
Stand inside a crowd, I want to scream out loud
That I'll be ok
And I'll be ok

Walking down this winding road, rainy days are all I know
I have hit the ground
Staring up into the sky, counting all the reasons why
My mind is spinning around
I need to breath

[Chorus]
So I wake up, put on my makeup
Pick up the phone, nobody's home
And I need to break out, get me some takeout
Stand inside a crowd, I want to scream out loud
That I'll be ok

[Bridge]
Get up from off the floor I, I just can't take no more
Leaving it all behind 'cause yesterday's gone

Nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nahhh.....

[Chorus]
And I wake up, put on my makeup
Pick up the phone, nobody's home
And I need to break out, get me some takeout
Stand inside a crowd, I want to scream out loud

I need to wake up, put on my makeup
Pick up the phone, nobody's home
And I need to break out, get me some takeout
Stand inside a crowd, I want to scream out loud

I need to break out
And alright and ok, and ok, we're alright
We'll be alright

Tomorrow's just another day, another way to spend my day

~Tomorrow by Lillix~

I can safely say that I can relate very well to this song.

Well..set aside the "make up" and I've got myself my very own match from heaven..

Teka..

Bakit ako nag iingles??

Tagalog muna..

Haii...wala paring maxadong nangyari ngayon..

Nag-bond lang kami nila mommy..

Ayun, aliw parin sa N70..haha..nakaka-adeek eh..

Pasenxa na po sa mejo lifeless na post ah..

Nagulat lang kasi ako sa nangyari kanina eh..

Di ko ineexpect na ganun eh.

Wah..kahit papaano, masakit din yun ah.

Ouch.

Hindi ko tuloy alam reaksyon ko o gagawin ko.

Ouch.

Nalilito talaga ako.

Wah..ito yung ayaw kong feeling eh..

Yung parang hindi ko alam kung ano ba talaga yung nararamdaman ko..

Kung masaya ba o malungkot..

Somewhere in between?

Ewan ko ba.

Parang di ko alam kung saan ako lulugar.

Ewan ko ba.

Basta...ewan ko.

Bumabalik ang trauma ko..

Biglang bumuhos ulit yung dati kong mga problemang akala ko ay na-overcome ko na.

Whew..

Tulong Po Lord!

Tulong...anyone?

Haii..cge, bbye na lang muna po ah..pasenxa ulit sa post pero para talagang wala akong buhay o nararamdaman ngayon eh..

Lantang gulay po muna ako ngayon.

Sorry talaga po..

Cge po..good nyt at ingat po ang lahat!

P.S...Thank You po sa mga nagbigay ng testi at nag add sa Friendster. =)

Kakabagot

2006-04-01T08:54:00.000-08:00

1 am na...hindi parin ako tulog. Nakakapanibago talaga...ang weird, hindi ako sanay nang walang ginagawa.

Buong araw, wala akong ginawa. Kain, tulog, ligo, chat, SM ng sandali, Holy Cross, tulog, kain at chat lang.

Di parin ako tulog. Hahaha..di talaga ako makatulog.

Ano pa bang ginawa ko?

Hmmn..ngayon, kumakain ako ng ice cream...

Kachat ko kaninang hapon sina Jean, Claudia, Jerick, at kung cno-cno pa...

Wah... tapos kain...

Tapos dinalaw si tito sa Holy Cross..

Tapos SM sandali..

Tapos balik sa bahay..

Nood ng konti...

Idlip..

Chat kina Jerick, Jean Rose, Ate Jireh, Claudia, Lawrence, Ria, Niko at iba pa..

Ang bait talaga nila Jerick at Niko! Hehehe..

Oo Niko..totoo un! Hehehe..=)

Haii...kani-kanina lang kachat ko sina Jaypee, Jamie at Kuya Paul..

Hehe..nakakapanibago si Jaypee...ngayon lang kami nakapagusap ng ganun..

Hehehe..=)

Tapos si Jamie, wala lang..kwentuhan tungkol kay Jeepney..

Hehehe...diba nga..."blushing naman so!"

Ahehe..=)

Tapos log out na si Jaypee...

Log out na din si Jamie..

Log out na din ako...

Tapos andito naman ako, nagttype parin ng napaka boring at walang buhay na post.

Hahaha. Ewan ko ba.

Halata nga sa tintype ko ngayon na bagot na bagot na ako eh. Hehehe..

Nga pala..kakagawa ko lang po ng account sa Friendster. Ahaha..wala talaga kasing magawa. Hahaha.. =)

Pa-add naman po.. purple_charm495@yahoo.com ...

Hehehe..salamat po! Testi po ah. Hehehe..

Asteeg...makakasabi na din ako ng ganitong mga bagay! Hahaha!

Nwei..listahan ng mga kauna-unahan sa friendster:

Order ng Friends:
1. Jaypee
2. Jamie
3. Rizi
4. Jerick

Pagbibigyan ng Testi
1. Jaypee
2. Jamie

Hehe..sila pa lang. Asteeg nga cla Jaypee at Jamie eh..hehe..nangunguna talaga. Hehehe.. =)

Nwei...pinapagalitan na ako. Hahaha....

Good nyt na po! =)

Ingat po sa lahat! =)

Asteeg! Nanalo si Keanna!

Hehehe...

Adeek na talaga ako sayo JEEPNEY! Hahaha...aylabyu talaga JEEPNEY! Bwahaha... XD

*Relate talaga ako sa Lagi Mo na Lang Akong Dinededma! Hehehe..

Wah..bakit kasi ano eh...eh di sana ano...sayang talaga ung ano sa ano! Hahaha..wala, wag nyo ako pansinin...bangag na talaga ako eh! XD

Good morning na pala po..hindi good evening. Hehehe..

Good morning! =)

The FOURTH and CURRENT Update

2006-03-31T00:29:00.000-08:00

Para maiba..mag-tatagalog naman ako. Tuloy-tuloy kasi na puro English eh. Medyo tinatamad na akong mag-English ngayong araw na ito. Haha.

Update Ensemble- Grabe, apat ang mga posts na pinublish ko ngayon. Dati kasi madaming posts ang nilagay ko sa archives eh...so pinili ko na lang ung mga significant.

Ang tagal ko na ding hindi nag-update ah! March 11?? Eh March 31 na ngayon diba? Haha...20 days din un! Aba..record un sa blog ko ah! Kundi man bakasyon, un ang pinaka-matagal na panahon na hindi ako nag-update. Asteeg! Haha.

Ewan ko ba sa sarili ko...sobrang tinamad talaga akong mag-blog eh. Kundi busy, tamad naman. Haha. Pero ngayon, balik blog-life na ako. Kaka-miss din eh. =)

Balikbayan- Wala lang. Ang saya ko talaga. Syempre, nandito sila Lolo at Lola eh. Wala lang..parang punong-puno kasi ng buhay yung bahay pag nandito sila. Meron nang maagang kumain at magising, meron nang sumasayaw-sayaw at nagch-cheer pag tumutugtog kami ni Darren. Ayun..haha. Masaya talaga.

Sayang nga lang kasi sa April 16 aalis na cla. After 2 years na naman cla babalik. Haiii... =(

Gitara- Ang ganda ng bagong gitara namin. Haha. Wala lang, nakaka-elibs talaga. =)

Award- Wala lang...natutuwa naman ako kasi naging proud cla mama, papa, lolo, lola at kung cno-cno pa dun sa natanggap ko dun sa poetry. Kung ako nga, hindi ako masyadong na-excite o...alam nyo un...napatalon dahil dun, cla..parang..wala lang, talagang sayang-saya cla.

Sakin naman, masaya naman ako na napasaya ko sila at naging proud cla dahil dun. Para sa kanila naman kasi yun eh. Tsaka, wala naman sakin ung award eh..masaya na ako sa experience at sa pagkakataon kung saan ko nabuhos ung "talento" (weh! daw! hahaha!) ko.

"Kuya" Number 1- Si Kuya Karl! Haha. Wala lang. Nakakatuwa kasi naging close kami these past few days. NakoO...syempre, adik parin siya dun kay "Civiram". Kaso di pa siya nakakapagpakilala hanggang ngayon.

Basta, kaya mo yan Kuya! Haha. Balang-araw, magiging kayo din! Hahaha...joke lang. ;)

"Kuya" Number 2- Nakapag-usap na kami ni "Kuya 2". Wala lang..malupit ang desisiyon nya.

Friendster- Waah! Gusto ko nang magka-Friendster. Wala lang. Basta, ngayong April talaga..magkakaroon na ako! Pag nangyari un..malamang, pupunuin ko un ng pictures at mag-iinvite ng maraming-maraming friends! Hehehe.

USB- Adeek na ako! I'm desperate! Hahaha! =)

Kakabagot na Linggo- Grabe itong last week na ito. Nakaka-bagot talaga. Haha. Paano naman kasi, talagang wala kaming ginawa kundi umupo at tumunganga ni Iya.

Halos ung buong campus ata, nalibot na namin at napag-tambayan eh. Haha..kung ano-ano nang ginawa namin. Buti na lang nagka-MYM mula nung Wednesday. May nagawa ding productive sa wakas. =)

MYM- Namiss ko din ung pag-MYM ah. Matagal na kasing walang misa o kaya walang practice eh. Kaya namiss ko talaga siya. Kakamiss din ung mga ibang members. Haha..buti na lang talaga nagkaroon nung Baccalaureate! Balik MYM na naman! =)

Himig- Ito pa, miss ko na din ito. Ewan ko ba, pero ngayong year, di ako sure pero parang walang naging Himig meeting.

Well, ewan ko ha..baka naman hindi ako naka-attend. Haii..busy naman kasi eh. Kung wala lang masyadong school work eh di sana andun lang ako sa backstage para magpractice. Haha.

Nung Recognition day, kumanta daw ung Himig. Kaso that time, pumasok ako ng late kasi sumama ung pakiramdam ko at naisipan ko na lang mag-attend ng 10:00 dun sa MYM.

Sayang naman..last performance na un ng Himig ng buo eh. Haii..mamimiss ko talaga ung Himig. Lalo na ung mga fourth year na aalis na. Kasi kahit papaano, naging close na din ako sa kanila.

Basta..I Love You Himig Xientia! Salamat sa lahat! Mamimiss ko ang mga fourth year ngayon na Himig. Sana magkita pa po tayo kahit mag-iba na po ang schools nyo. AylabshoO pO! *sniff! sniff!* =(

Baccalaureate- Kanina na ung Baccalaureate ng fourth year. Nakaka-luha nga yung mga pangyayari. Pero, ewan ko ba...mas nakakaiyak parin yung Baccalaureate last year kasi halos lahat talaga umiyak. Naging emotional talaga. Halos mang-iyak nga ako nun eh! Haha.

Mamimiss ko ung mga fourth year ng SOBRA. As in. Madami na kasi akong naging ka-close dun. Grabe talaga..mamimiss ko cla. Nakakaiyak nga eh..di ko na clang makikita araw-araw next school year. Waaah! :(

Congratulations po sa lahat ng graduates ngayong 2006!

Mga Xientians...congrats! Mahal ko po kayong lahat! Kahit di nyo man po ako kilala o kaya naman di ko kayo kilala..mahal ko parin po kayong lahat! Hehe.

Syempre..iba parin kapag hindi buo ung batch diba? Basta..mahal ko po talaga kayo at salamat sa lahat! Mag-ingat po kayong lahat at sana magkita-kita pa po tayo ulit. =)

JEEPNEY- SHUCKS. Ang gwapo ni Jeepney! Waaah! Dati, hindi ko siya masyadong napapansin. Tapos ngayon...shemini...patay na patay na patay na ako sa kanya! Ewan ko ba...ang gwapo nya eh..haha..at ang bait..at ang kulit...ewan. Lahat na! Hehe..basta..asteeg siya.

Ewan ko ba..crush ba ito? Like ba ito? Infatuation ba ito? O love? Waaah! Hindi ko alam. Haha. Basta. Sobrang adeek na ako sa kanya ngayon!

Haii..pero di naman ako masyadong umaasa eh. Isa lang naman ako sa sanlibong mga nagkaka-crush sa kanya. Basta..bahala na. Hehe.

Manahimik po ang lahat ng nakakaalam ha. Hehehe...nakakahiya po kasi pag nalaman nya eh...ang pangit ko pa naman. Hahaha...jowk! Pessimism talaga! Wala namang pangit sa mundo diba? =)

Niko- Hahaha. Si Niko kasi eh...nalaman nya. Actually, napansin lang nya. Hehe..ang galing nga nya eh, saktong-sakto yung hula nya. Isang guess pa lang nya, tama na. Ang galing nyang mag "observe"!! Haha.

Steeg nito kasama...laging pumupula yung mukha ko pag kausap o kasama ko yan! Paano naman kasi...grabe kung magbanggit kay Jeepney. Haha..basta, asteeg si Niko..kulit! Haha. Asar nga eh..di ko xa maasar kasi totoo naman yung doon sa "labidabs" nya. Hehe.

Basta..quiet lang Niko ha! Parang awa mo na! Hehehe. Nwei...alam ko namang mapagkakatiwalaan ka eh. Ikaw pa! Hehe. Eh malakas ako sayo eh! Bwahaha!

Nwei..seryoso na..thank you talaga ha. =)

Euphoria- Ang paborito kong salita. Sa ngayon...yan pa lamang ang nararamdaman ko. Asteeg nga eh..halos first time. Sana ganito na lang lagi.

Salamat talaga Lord! Thank you po sa lahat! =)

God- Mas nagiging close ako kay God ngayon-ngayon. Basta..asteeg talaga si God! Hehe. Kahit anong mangyari..siya parin ang pinaka-mabuting kaibigan, magulang at nilalang.

Basta..nagpapasalamat ako sa lahat ng blessings na binigay nya. I Love You Lord! Thank you po. =)

PS...UNG SKIN- Wala lang..ang ganda talaga kasi eh. Kahit nagamit ko na..basta, gusto ko parin talaga gamitin habang hindi pa ako nakakahanap ng ibang maayos na skin. Haha..at bagay pa siya sa bagong kanta. ;)

The THIRD Update

2006-03-30T19:23:00.000-08:00

Balikbayan- My grandparents have finally arrived! It was Saturday that they arrived from New Jersey. I'm really glad they're here. 2 years of being unable to see each other wasn't an easy thing for me, since we've always partially grown in their presence before.

It was quite hard to concentrate on studying though. The excitement was too unbearable to handle. I missed them a lot! I can't wait to go around the country with the whole family this summer!

Duty Free- We went to Duty Free after we fetched my grandparents. After we ate, we decided to check if there was a PSP sold there, and shop at the same time. The items there were so cool! I really loved all of them! At every turn, at every angle and corner of the area, there's always something cool in store for purchase. Good thing we had passes that wouldn't be void until after a year.

There were various things my mom and I liked and plan to purchase the next time we go there(haha...we hope.)
1. The cute Kipling bag
2. The Versace sunglasses
3. Tinager Vanity Pack (Hail, hail, Vanity!)
4. The cute hat.
5. Flip-Flops

Ultd. Stuff- It is undeniable that there is a chain tying "balikbayan" and "pasalubong" together. Once there's a balikbayan, there's pasalubong. Once there's pasalubong, there's always a balikbayan. So we've got balikbayans, and we've got pasalubong. XD

The four of us and Ate Jing got skirts, jeans, pants, coats, shirts, tanks, suits and socks from Mudd, Armani Exchange, Abercrombie and Fitch, Old Navy, KB, American Girl, Rampage and all else of the sort. We were given shoes of all sorts-Skechers, Hush Puppies, Nine West, Nike, NY Sport (was it?); watches-Gucci, Nine Company; Bags- True Star by Beyonce and Tommy Hilfiger, Luis Vuitton, leathers; cologne-Victoria's Secret, Body Bath; hats; accessories; sunglasses...and other great stuff.

It was overwhelming ...I've never seen so much stuff cramped in just 4 bags. It seemed magical...haha.

It felt a bit awkward though - receiving so much stuff. It was really too much.

They are so kind, thoughtful and giving. Sometimes I thought that it was really too much to accept since they have already been sending so much stuff from the start of the year. But I had to accept, it would be rude to reject such gifts though. So in the meantime, let the room puddle with so much cool stuff! Hehehe..

Thank you Nanay, Tatay. Tita Ninang Neng and Tito Alex! I Love You guys so much! How can I ever repay your goodness and concern?

April 3- Tita and Tito will arrive on the said date! I am so happy!

USB- I'm desperate!

So sick of love.

2006-03-30T08:42:00.000-08:00

It's been days since I last updated. The last update was, yes...obnoxious. I can't deny that. Obnoxious enough to keep anyone distressed and mind-boggled for weeks. But how could I not hold back? I was greatly carried away by my emotions. The sorrow was strictly unfathomable. I regret posting that though...it gave a really negative aura and affected tons of people. Man, now I'm really beginning to think that I am a bad person after all.

The Unknown- It's quite a tease. I've never visited by blog since I last posted yet. I have never seen my posts and the tagboard, let alone the "Welcome" page. This is most probably brought about by our extremely hectic schedule and the presence of piles of mind-squirming projects.

Well, strage as it seems, I do not plan to even take a little peek at my blog. Not yet. I am not sure if it's because I just feel lazy and uninterested enough as an old couch-potato-sloth (hehe..) to look at the same layout and posts over and over, or if it's because I just don't know what to expect and am greatly nervous about it.

Based on how I feel, I'm pretty much convinced that I'm more inclined to the latter as of the moment. X)

Thank you na lang po muna sa lahat ng dumaan at nagpost sa tagboard! Sorry po kung di pa ako makakareply o makakabisita sa mga iba't-ibang blog. Ingat po.

Well...another post will follow. =)

"Omnia mutantur, nos et mutamur in illis"

2006-03-29T20:37:00.000-08:00

"Everything is changing and we are changing with them.."

Wow. After weeks and weeks, I finally felt like updating again. After undergoing vast and endless states of both euphoria and solitude, here I am typing my heart away. Haha. I missed this.

Lots and lots of things have happened in the past days. It has been quite memorable and crazy. I experienced my very "firsts" within these weeks and must I say, it felt as though most of these "firsts" that I was yet to feel were jampacked wryly and ceaselessly in these 10 grueling days. Exhausted? Yes. Brain-dead? Certainly.

My Firsts:

1. Contests

2. Love "situation" (whatever that may be...)

3. State of complete euphoria

4. Realization

5. Overnight at a classmates house...er, office. =)

6. Happy and long-term reunion with my MECAP classmates.

7. Seeing a sportsfest in MECAP.

8. Being pissed off at Samson and Goliath (Haha..don't get me wrong, it's a codename. XD)

9. Y!M with MECAP classmates.

10. 5 minutes on a treadmill. Haha.

11. Addiction to our IP!

12. Completely happy "Mini Off-cam" with group 5 members in Technical Writing. The happiest off cam ever! Go Group 5!

13. TAH Conflict of the Year

14. Romance??? Hahaha. Just kidding.

Library Hopping in UP Diliman- Our group in Advanced Technical Writing went to UP Diliman to research further on our Investigatory Project. We desperately had to step out of classes because it was apparently our last chance to research.

Hail Ms. Marie for helping us in our IP!

Hail Ms. G for signing our letters!

Hail "Kuya Manong" for letting us go out of the school! (Although it took a few futile attempts before we were finally allowed to go out in utter freedom.)

Hail the fourth year students who helped us convince "Kuya Manong" to accept the letters! Hehe. =)

Hail dad for being the specified "adult" that we needed!

Hail mom for relaying the message!

It was really fun! From the moment we stepped out of the school grounds, we knew that it was going to be one great experience. We completely felt free and independent since we had no teachers, parents or guardians around to watch us in our every single move. Just the 6 of us, in our very own adventure.

It was such an enjoyable experience. Not only did we find a lot of materials for our Investigatory Project, nor did we get to step out of school during a perfectly busy school day; we also got to enjoy each other's presence and we got to know each other better, which was definitely the coolest thing of all.

First stop, we went to the UP NISMED Library. The librarian was so warm and so kind. She assisted us all the way. We were pretty much able to exhaust all the relevant information found there.

We didn't really stay that long in UP College of Science, we asked for referrals to NIGS. We crossed the street and went eagerly to NIGS.

It was our first time to go to the NIGS Library. We were very glad that we were allowed to go in. In the library, we surprisingly didn't really get the information we needed, except from a few books that Rod found while we, his groupmates were sitting lazily and sheepishly around the round table, waiting for such relevant books to fall miraculously on our palms out of no where.

It wasn't until the librarian asked us about our research and told us that he'll try to contact the geologists who might be able to test our rock. He and his fellow librarian called the faculty office and asked if we could have our rock tested. They agreed and so we thanked them and hurriedly went downstairs to the office.

It was then that we met Ms. Tarriela. At first she looked soooo scary, but when we got to talk to her, man...she was so kind! Hehe...she helped us greatly by analyzing the rock physically. But unfortunately, it wasn't in her expertise to analyze it chemically...so she told us to go to the College of Chemistry to have it tested there.

The thing is that it wasn't open anymore because all the students and chemists there had a rally (or was it a walk out??). She suggested that we go back on Monday. Since we were excused until Monday, we then decided to go back to UP for the rock analysis. Man...that is super cool!

Monday...I wasn't able to come to UP. I had training for the reading comprehension for Tuesday, for the whole day. The day was all right. Ate Ruphy, Ate Jigs, Carissa, Ate Hannah and I read pieces for the whole day.

Overnight- It was the best overnight ever! Well..since it was my first overnight. Haha. We practically scared each other off our shoes that night! Thanks for the thrill Danniel!

Reunion- It was a great elem. reunion. We've all changed a lot. We weren't anything like the childish, war-freak grade 6 pupils of MECAP anymore. We all turned very mature and serious. But, we were able to spare a dose of "kakulitan" for that day, though. XD

MECAP Party...changed a lot. All students were now very small (I mean young...preschool..kinder..), unlike the batches before. Teacher Melvi, Teacher Aleli and Teacher Depp was there. Haha..I missed them so much!

The 6 of us went to SM.

The day turned out smoothly, until Samson and Goliath came. They were really creepy guys. The worst thing about it is that they actually ruined ALL our plans. Well, it was ok. We were still able to compensate and live up to our former plans anyway.

Ria, Trish and I (plus Samson and Goliath) had a studio pic and afterwards, met up with the boys, went to Netopia and ate at Pizza Hut.

Sad thing, Mai wasn't there. The T.I.M barkada wasn't complete. I sure do miss Mai now.

Defense-It turned out well. Jessa, Jean and I defended our topic well...according to some.

Thanks so much to the kind panelists and to Ms. Marie! Thank you for boosting our confidence, for teaching us to believe in ourselves and for helping us find our newfound talents and interests. I labshoO po! Hehehehe!

Poetry- Bagged 2nd place. Thank You Lord. =)

Congratulations- Congratulations to all the English contests winners!

Iya, Ada, Avril, Ate Lesly, Zikki...everyone! Hehe...Ang galing nyo! =)

TAH Conflict- It's done. We're all friends again. Haha...back to the usual routine. Man, I'm glad this was fixed right before the school year ended. Haha. I am soO happy that TAH is finally back together again!!

That's about it. Well..the second post will be posted right away. Bye! =)

Dapat hindi ito ang post ko..pero pagod na ako sa pagkulong sa kwarto ko buong araw dahil sa kaiiyak. Kelangan ko nang ilabas...xem...

2006-03-11T20:11:00.000-08:00

Misunderstood. Judged. Manipulated.

Misunderstood.

Judged.

Manipulated.

Yan na lang ang laging nangyayari sa buhay ko. Lagi na lang akong hindi naiintindihan ng mga tao o kaya naman ay lagi na lang hinuhusgahan at ginagamit.

Pero ako? Sige lang ng sige. Patawad lang nang patawad. Limot lang ng limot. Ngiti lang nang ngiti. Dinadaan na lang sa pag iyak nang mag-isa o kaya sa pagsabi na ok lang ako sa harap ng tao.

Lagi naman eh.

Yan lang ata ang ginagawa ko sa buong buhay ko. Hindi ko na iniisip ung sarili ko at kapakanan ko. Bahala na ang sarili ko.

Basta masaya ang iba, ayos na ako. Di bale na kung masaktan ako, kaawaan, kawawain, at samantalahin ang pagiging ganito ko...wala sakin yan. Di bale nang ako ung masaktan at umiyak. Di bale nang pag-isipan ako ng masama o kagalitan ng lahat...wag lang mangyari un sa taong may kinasasamaan ko ng loob.

Di bale nang masira ang pagkatao ko sa mata ng iba...di bale nang masira ang kredibilidad ko. Wag lang masira ung relationship namin nung taong yun.

Lahat ng kaibigan ko, tinatarato ko ng maayos at lagi ko naman sinusubukang wag silang saktan. Pero wala parin eh...ganun parin...misunderstood and judged.

Kahit maayos naman ang ginagawa ko...kahit wala naman akong ginagawang masama...kahit manahimik lang ako nang manahimik kahit nasasaktan na ako..wala parin.

Wasak parin ang buhay ko...ang pagkatao ko sa mata ng iba. Walang kwenta parin akong kaibigan. Lagi naman eh.

Sus...kahit ano na ata ang gawin kong pagpapatawad, paglimot, pagbibigay daan o pagpapahalaga sa mga kaibigan ko...sasabihin parin sakin...

"Tae ka naman eh! Hindi ka naman santo para magpatawad ng ganyan!"

"Putek naman eh! Walang kwenta kang kaibigan!"

"P***ng **a naman o...ang plastik mo!"

"Walang kwenta naman ung mga ginagawa at pinapayo mo eh!!"

"Bakit mo naman kasi siya gaganunin eh??"

"Patawarin mo na...wala namang ginagawang masama eh.."

O kaya naman dahil dito sa ginagawa at nakasanayan kong ito, iispin ng iba na kayang kaya nilang samantalahin ung pagiging mabait ko sa kanila. Iispin nila na ang hina-hina kong tao, na kaya nila ako utusan, utuin, kawawain, paglaanan ng sama ng loob lagi, saktan, gawing alalay, tingnan ng mababa, sisihin sa lahat ng bagay, pagbintangan, sabihan ng kung ano-anong nakakasakit ng damdamin, o kaya awayin and in the end...get away with it.

Yung iba, aawayin ako, sasaktan, mamaltratuhin tapos iisipin nila na mayamaya, papatawarin ko naman sila kaagad at kakalimutan ang nangyari. Syempre...dahil nga sa nakatatak sa isip ko na kailangang hindi maputol ang relationship namin at kailangan maayos ito agad...patawad na nang patawad kaagad.

Hindi ko man lang naisip ung sarili ko. I dont seem to care or realize that I'm being taken advantage of. I don't seem to realize that next time, they will do it again...and then get away with it again. I don't seem to care what I'd feel...what I'd be...that is, nothing but crap. Useless, manipulated, misunderstood and judged CRAP. AKO.....ALIPIN. SUNUND-SUNURAN. TAGA-AKO. MASAMANG TAO. WALANG PUSO. DI MARUNONG MAGPATAWAD. LAHAT NA!

Cge na...lahat ng masasamang bagay, idugtong nyo na sa pangalan ko! Wala akong pakialam! Tutal...yan naman ang naging papel ko sa mundo mula bata pa lang eh...ung taong kumokonsider ng iba pero sinasamantala naman at hindi na iniisip ung sarili.

Grade 1 pa lang pinagtutulungan na ako eh. Sinasabihan na ng kung ano-ano. Pero wala parin sakin un...hindi ko sila inaaway o sinusumbong. Mataba na kung mataba, masama nang kaibigan kung masama...wala akong paki. Basta maayos lang ung pagkkaibigan namin!!!

Elementary, lagi akong napagbibintangan. Ginawa ito, ginawa yun, nilait si ano, nilait un...sige...isisi na ang lahat! Wala akong paki! Ganyan naman ang papel ko sa school eh. "Tagapagtanggol". Ganda sana kung sa mabuting paraan...kaso HINDI EH!!!

Lahat na ng kaya nyong gawin sakin...sige lang, kahit pa lahat ng problema nyo ipasa nyo sakin...wala parin akong paki! Kahit magpakasaya na kayo jan..ayos lang! Akin na lang ang lahat! Basta magkaibigan lang tayo at hindi tayo mag-aaway pa...ayos lang!

Saktan nyo na ako...physically, emotionally...lahat ng kaya nyong gawin, lahat ng kaya nyong sabihin, lahat ng mura na pwedeng sabihin...sabihin nyo na...isigaw nyo pa sa mundo...ngingiti parin ako sa huli at pababayaan yan! Lait pa...sige. WALA AKONG PAKI. Basta magkaibigan parin tayo!!

Lahat ng ganyan pinagbigyan ko. Lahat yan sinabi ko sa lahat ng tao mula pa nung bata ako. Pero wala parin...ako parin yung masama.

Sus, sa buong buhay ko wala akong inisip kundi ang iba...iba..iba...iba. Kahit masaktan ako, iba parin...iba, iba, iba!

Basta ung pangalan ng kaibigan ko...yung pagkatao at buhay nila...wag lang masira. Kahit sakin magkaguho-guho na..wala akong paki! Kaibigan muna bago sarili.

Pero hindi ko man lang ba naisip na sa buong buhay ko wala man lang akong natanggap mula sa kanila na salamat?? Na wala man lang nag-alala sa akin sa paggawa nito? Na kahit pinagsisilbihan ko sila, sinasabi parin nila na wala akong kwentang kaibigan...na walang kwenta akong tao??? Na kahit pilit ko silang pinasasaya o kaya pilit kong mas mapalapit pa sa kanila..lagi paring may hahadlang...kahit galing sa isang walang kwentang pangyayari o rason??

Hindi ko man lang ba naisip na ung iba nagpapakasaya habang ako ung nagpapakahirap at pumapasan ng lahat ng problema o lungkot nila??

Hindi ko man lang ba naisip na sa kabibigay at kapapatawad ko lagi ng madalian kahit sa hindi kapatawad-tawad at walng kwenta na bagay, nawawala na yung saysay ko bilang tao na binigayan ng buhay ng Diyos para gawin itong masaya at para maging malaya???

Ayoko nang isipin na walang kwenta ako at ang buhay ko at ang tanging "purpose" lang ng buhay ko ay ang pagbibigay daan sa pagkakawawa sa akin.

Ayoko na!!!

Hindi ako basura. Hindi ako ginawa para maging laruan na pwedeng paglaruan ng kung sino man.

Kaya ngayon...hindi na ako magiging ganito. Hindi na ako magpapatawad ng ganun lang kadali. Hindi ako makakalimot lang ng ganun ganun. Kung dati ganun ako, hindi na.

Alam ko na ang consequences ng gagawin ko. Wala parin akong napala sa pagbibigay ko...sa pagtulong ko...sa pag limot ko. Puro negatibo parin ang napapala ko. Masama at mas masama pa ang tingin ng tao sa akin ngayon kahit at dahil dito.

Wala paring masabi ang tao sakin kundi puro masasama.

Kung hindi alam ng iba...ako parin ang naaagrabyado...naghihirap.

Ako parin yung nakakaranas ng pgdusa...kahit patago.

Kahit ginugusto at ginagawan ko ng paraan para maging matatag ang pagkakaibigan ko sa ibang tao, wala parin...puro away, kritisismo, at kung ano-ano pa ang napapala ko..

Kahit pilit na akong nagbabago at nagpapakabait...wala parin...basura parin ang tingin sakin ng tao..

At kahit anong gawin ko, paulit ulit parin ang nangyayari...magpapatawad ako ng madalian pero masasaktan parin...at uulit...at uulit at uulit.

Ayoko nang masaktan dahil sa pagbigay ko lang kaagad.

Ayoko nang iniisip ng tao na madali akong mauto, na kaya nila akong saktan at mamaya ay madalian lang pwedeng patawarin..

Ayoko nang nakakawawa dahil sa pagbibigay ko...ayoko nang magkulong at umiyak ARAW ARAW mula umaga hanggang gabi sa pag-isip na isa akong walang kwenta, basura at mala-alipin na tao.

AYOKO NA.

Tao ako...may silbi...may karapatan...hindi basura at mas lalo nang hindi alipin na pwedeng itulak-tulak lang jan at pwedeng magpatawad ng ganun lang.

May karapatan at paninindigan ako.

Ngayon, ipaglalaban ko yun.

Hindi ako pinalaki ng magulang ko, pinalamon ng magulang ko at dinisiplina ng magulang ko para tratuhin ng ganito...basura...para tratuhing alipin...para sabihan ng kung ano-ano...para i-manipulate...

Pinalaki ako para maging taong malaya at masaya...at may dignidad.

Kaya, hindi na ako magpapaagrabyado ng ganun ganun lang.

I've realized a lot of things now.

And i won't let my mistakes before repeat itself again and agian and again.

I won't let myself be treated as dirt...as trash...as sh*.

Sabi nga ng iba...

"Hindi ka na nila pwedeng gaguhin ngayon..."

Yup.

Not anymore.

Kaya lang naman ako nagract ng ganito kasi...

Sobrang minsan minsan lang ako magalit...pero pag magalit ako...todo. Sumasabog ako. Kaya kung mayroong nagiisip na ang sama ko naman para magsalita ng ganito o kaya iniisip na ang plastik ko naman dahil iba "daw" ang personalidad ko sa ibang oras...hindi po un totoo...ibig sabihin lang, sobrang nasaktan ako..at sumabog na ako.

Hindi ko naman talaga gus2ng magalit o magsalita ng gani2, kaso sakit na sakit na ako. Kapag maxado na akong nasaktan o naabuso...hindi ko na maitatago pa. Kung ikimkik ko lang i2...wala na...malamang, i'd be dead in spirit.

Kaya, sana naman intindihin nyo kung bakit hindi ko pa kayang magpatawad ngayon ng ganun ganun lang.

Marami pa akong problema na kailangan asikasuhin at mas kailangan kong pagtuunan ng pansin ngayon.

Hindi na muna ako papatol sa problema na sobrang nakasakit sa akin.

Kung sa tingin nyo malalaglag na ako sa kung anumang pang-uuto nyo..

Pwes...hindi na ako ung dating mahinang taong kaya nyong itulak tulak...

I stand my ground ang stick to my rights and my dignity.

Kung kailangan kong ilabas ang saloobin ko...gagawin ko. Pero wala sa intensyon ko ang manakit ng kung sino man...ito lang ang dinulot nyo sa lahat ng ginawa nyo sakin mula noon pa.

Ito and lahat ng pagpapasakit na binigay nyo sakin.

This is everything you've done to me...now put into words.

If you people offended or hurt...I'm really sorry...but you've offended and hurt me way beyond every feeling I have conveyed in this post. You just don't know it but you all did.

If I've said hurtful things in this post...I am really, truthfully sorry...but must you think that I have been hurt 10 times more through everything you have done throughout our years of friendship...and worst is...if this post hurt you...think of how I felt when you all said hurtful things to me STRAIGHT AT MY FACE, FROM YOUR VERY MOUTH AND FROM YOUR VERY ACTIONS TOWARDS ME.

I am sorry for the post...if it gave negative emotions...if it bore curses...if it showed utter anger. But this is how I feel...I could not bear being manipulated or taken advantage of anymore.

I have my rights and I have a dignity to stand for. From this day on, I am not allowing anyone to deprive me of it just like that. I am never going to give in. NO MORE GOOD GIRL. None this time. I'm sick of this treatment...sick of this stand...sick of this way of life...sick of this philosophy.

To everyone who knows my current situation with a friend...please give me time. The message is conveyed in this post that I've suffered and went through a lot to be traumatized greatly of such actions you want me to do.

If you want me to forgive whole-heartedly, please bear with me and give me time to be at peace with myself....be at peace with my mind and heart. Let me forget the pain inflicted frist and then I'd approach if I'm ready. Don't force me because it will only lead to further frustration and less possibility of amnesty.

Please bear with me. I'm sorry if it had to go this way...I'm sorry if it had to result to this...pleading this way...through a public blog. But if I have to do such measures to make you understand my point I would...please help me forgive myself and lvoe myself by letting me cool my mind and my heart and clear myself of any negative thoughts.

Please don't force me...please give me time.

Pasenxa na sa iyo. Hindi ko ito pinapatama sa iyo. Hindi. Hinding hindi. Kaibigan kita...ayokong sinasaktan ka. Hindi ito patungkol sayo lamang...at ang lahat ng mga nakasulat dito ay hindi para sayo o hindi dahil sa iyo o kaya sa ginawa mo. Ito ay para sa lahat ng taong kumakawawa sa akin...yung nagmamaltrato sa akin at iniisip na mahuhulog ako ulit sa pang-uuto nila.

I'm sorry if we have to go through this. But please understand me..you
know I have gone through a lot. You know what I have felt or experienced. Through what we have underwent, it pushed me beyond my limits...the limits which I have tried to force myself to avoid showing...which I have hindered through years and years of hiding my frustrations and true emotions.

I am very sorry if it would take time before I forgive or reconcile...but if this means that I'd be truly ok by that time..I'm willing to take the risk..

I want you to know that I reallllly love you, value you and thank you for the friendship that we have shared. I seriously want to fix it as much as possible. But please see that for it to be as sincere as possible, I would need time to mend myself and learn to love myself first.

I'm sorry of whatever thing I did to make you react that way. I'm sorry if I had to ignore you last Friday, but that was so that I could be able to be at peace with myself first, and to avoid giving off any negative things to you.

Thank you for everything dude...I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for feeling this way...I'm sorry if we had to go through this...I'm sorry if I ever hurt you in the frist place...I'm sorry if you're depressed because of me...I'm sorry for everything you had to feel because of me...I'm sorry if I ever had to be your friend...I'm sorry.

I Love you dude...no matter how you are mad at me or no matter what happened, no matter what we're going through or no matter how you'd feel after reading this...I still love you because you've always been my very best friend. The best friend I wanted and had who was there to support me through these high school years.

To all people who wish me dead...I'm sorry if i had to say stuff like these or react this way. Don't worry...I too wish myself dead as well...

Gusto ko sanang isipin na mas maganda kung namatay na ako ngayon..

Na sana natuloy na lang ung accidental threatened abortion na nangyari nung ipinanganak ako..

Na sana hindi na lang nila naisip na icesarian ung mommy ko nung hindi ako makalabas ng maayos..

Na sana natuluyan na lang ako nung nagka bronchopnemonia ako nung baby ako...

Na sana natuluyan ako nung inabuso ako ng yaya ko dati...

Na sana natuluyan ako nung nalaglag ako dati mula sa mataas na floor at nabagok sa ulo dati..

Na sana nung nahulog ulit ako nung baby ako...natuluyan na lang ako..

Na sana natuloy ung complications ko dahil sa excessive emotional breakdowns ko lagi mula noon pa..

Na sana nag-hyperventilate ako dahil dun.

Pero sayang naman, lumipas ang buhay ko nang hindi ko man lang naranasan o natutunan na mahalin ang sarili ko..

Tsk.

(Sorry for the profanities...quoted man o hindi...it's just the only way to express everything. I myself do not say bad words and curses...but because this matter has enraged me...I have been forced to express this as such...quoted man sa ibang tao..sorry parin..sorry Lord..)

Sa mga inlove o naghahanap ng love...

2006-02-23T23:24:00.000-08:00

Share ko lang po ang isang composition na sinulat ko dati. Di ko sure kung taon na ba or buwan pa lang ang nakaraan nang isulat ko ito, kasi bangag ako nung sinusulat ko ito eh. Nwei...wala lang...naaliw lang ako dito... XD

Love, the most exquisite thing man can feel in one's whole life. Whether given to family, friends, or even to people whom one has never interacted with...all of them count.

In my case, love is truthfully something I cannot live without. May it range from love given by my parents to even the love given to me by my pet hamster (if ever he does show even just a bit of empathy and affection). All kinds are gemstones to me, big or small.

This philosophy has contributed greatly to even just a tiny speck of my personality. As a result, I have grown to become a romantic person...hopelessly romantic? I don't really know. All I am sure of is that I was born this way; it was indeed in my nature to be susceptible to love. As it strikes me, it attacks like a hungry predator, ready to assail its prey and take over it. As this resembles to me being in love, love - as it strikes, takes control of my whole being and mesmerizes me from head to toe. As the tingling sensations begin, so does my never-ending quest for that "perfect" love...something I can hold on to, lean on and boast with pride. When I feel like so, it brushes me all away and brings me to a far off unexpected place that leads me to, at times happiness but at others despair and contempt.

Though there have been endeavors of attempting to find that ever so "perfect" love I have dreamed countless nights of, none of those wry attempts have shrilled enough to my whole being. None have worked fully and perfectly. Daydreams of childhood crushes and sweethearts have then turned into nightmares of weeping every night for the rest of my "desperately-heartbroken" days. The fraught nights would dominate until I get over the latter attempt and embark on a new adventure for that sweet, yet disturbing "perfect" love...shrugging and even doubting if there is such...in due desperation. Yet I can't seem to hold back the thought of confusion and questioning - Why isn't it here yet? I look and look yet I fail and never find what it is I am seeking. Feelings of hopelessness then take over, and so does the cycle of these "desperately-heartbroken-nights" start all over again.

It took a while before I understood the whole cliche and started to look at the positive side of this dilemma. It wasn't before I listened to my grandparents' love story, being convinced as they still are going steady and strong for about 30 something years already. They told of how they met coincidentally when they were 14, underwent a tough separation process, endured countless obstacles and yet still, was blessed by fate and God and got married, had 6 kids and 12 grandchildren. As they recounted their story, the feeling of vast pride and love became noticeable (oblivious to them or not) as they gave emphasis to the fact that they still are going steady and their relationship still binds with love.

It then occurred to me that my life can then be the same fairytale as theirs - one that has a perfectly narrated "Happy Ending" trailing behind. They never looked for each other let alone searched frantically all throughout the world. It just happened...like magic, their lives melded and became one. The mechanics of fate and love then woke me up from my slumber and inspired me to go about life, loving everyone and everything, and yet waiting patiently for the gift of love and companionship God will impart someday.

I then realized that it could be anyone - an actor, a rock star, an avante guarde, a campus hottie, a loner or even the future president of the Philippines! I can never tell. This fact then gives an understatement that I do not know what God has in store for me, that is I can never decipher whether who it is I have to look for. So in the mean time, waiting for the perfect time of endowment of this "perfect" love is more apt than hysterically searching and weeping every night for it...more practical, more convenient and more kilig effect for the record.

"Perfect" love isn't even perfect at all as it may or may not turn out to be what you expected at first but is exactly what you needed after all. "Perfect" love is not requested nor is it made to order. It's just there. The ties of your lives have been made to bind you together through life, and are constantly there to be available to both of you whenever the time you need to "fish each other out" comes.

"Perfect" love is perfect in God's eyes. But most of all…

"Perfect" love is worth waiting for. =)

Random Thoughts

2006-02-22T21:05:00.000-08:00

My fist is clenched tightly...

Because of YOU.

My scribbles have gone way out of hand...

Because of YOU.

My pillow is drenched...

Because of YOU.

My mind wanders in confusion...

Because of YOU.

You, and YOU ALONE.

Why a sudden change in course??

103 ~ XD

2006-02-15T07:23:00.000-08:00

Haha. My latter post was considerably weird and disapponting. It was far from the things I usually babbled about Valentine's day before. I must say, it was a very obnoxious post. Haha. Well, one can never tell when mood swings would occur...XP

Valentine's Day- Nyehe...it was cool. Far from what I least expected...hehe. *Mood Swing Mode*

In the morning, Iya, Ada and I felt that it was going to be a very regular day. I shrugged and agreed that the day was seriously nothing special.

We practically did the usual things...we laughed and laughed and laughed about everything under the sun, we fooled around, we crammed (haha.), we jammed, we hung out, we chilled...then laughed and laughed and laughed again. The routine went on for the whole day. It wasn't before Iya and I thought of considering each other as our "dates for the day" out of utter desperation.

The course was changed during english time, though.. XD

But afterwards, it partially turned back to the basics again. During dismissal time, it was changed again..then back again..

My day completely shaped up when I went home. Everything that occurred at that atypical moment was weirder than I anticipated. My parents have, must I say, "matured" when it comes to the idea of courtship ang me being a teen girl.

What they told me was even much more bizarre than everything that happened that day, summed up. But it's far more confidential to say though..=)

Well, all I can say is that the day was so much happier than I expected. Thank God for the day. =)

Softball- Man! This is one of the best sports I've ever played! Haha. I feel like I'm starting to like, not only like, but LOVE it, ever since we played it in MAPEH class.

Ahaha, I love being on first base and best of all, I LOVE batting!!! And not to mention running! Hehehe. It was quite shocking, because at the very first time, I got to do a homerun...which was quite very uncharacteristic and unusual for a girl like me. But it seriously made me very happy though! Hehe..

The second time, I got to do a base run..hehe. The greatest thing about that match was that our team won! Hehehe...what a blessing. Too bad we won't be playing softball in MAPEH class anymore. We're on to FOOTBALL now..which is also one of the sports I'm most interested in! It struck me ever since Josh taught me how to play it. Hehe...I'm very excited. =)

For the record, my favorite sports now are:

1. Volleyball
2. Badminton
3. Softball
4. Football
5. Tennis
6. Swimming
7. (and if it's a sport...) Gymnastics (if it's not...well then, hehe..XD)

Pupil- I still have a hang over of the time when Pupil sang Alapaap in Robinson's Novaliches. Wow...it still strikes me until now. They performed it really well. I mean, hearing Ely Buendia sing it live and hearing Kuya Yan, Kuya Bogs and Kuya Bok play the exact thing...wow.

Kuya Yan replied to the message I sent him! Man, I am SOOOO HAPPY!!! =)

Sophie's Night- It was postponed...cancelled...or perhaps permanently removed?? I don't really know. Well, we won't be able to perform then. Haii...I hope they bring it back. =(

Musicality- Our house is filled with music everywhere, especially today. My tita and tito are here right now. They're arranging a piece that they are going to perform, apparently some time this month.

My tita is honestly, so amazing..she's like a singing angel..angelic and divine...not to mention, her voice is very captivating. On the other hand, tito resembles Chin from MYMP, a bit older and better though. Hehehe. They're like a pair of angels singing their hearts away...I suggest they're more like MYMP...to be more pragmatic. Hehe.

They're using my room and its facilities now...hehe...it's such an honor. My room's probably rejoicing and singing along to their music as of the moment. They can't use the Music Room a.k.a Computer Room because I'm using it right now. Bwahahahaha! =)

Prom- Himig is going to sing in the JS Prom. Wahaha...that means that us, second year students are somewhat going to have 3 proms during our stay in Kisay. Haha. Kuya Juris now calls it a JS2 (squared) Prom. Hehehe. I am very excited..

Well, too bad there's a possibility that I can't be able to come...24's a very busy day for me..haii...

Michaia- I got to talk to Michaia via Yahoo Messanger a while ago. I am sooo happy! Although it was a brief conversation, I still am greatful that I got to talk to her, even for a short while. =)

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Guess I have to run...

It's Valentine's Day Tomorrow!

2006-02-13T21:20:00.000-08:00

Valentine's Day! Excited yet?? Nah.

(Why is it that I am not enthusiastic about this "special" day when in the past years it has been one of my favorite days? Hmmmn...whatever.

For a greater effect, a big "W" formed hand gesture would do...)

Huwag mo nang itanong...mymp

2006-02-12T18:19:00.000-08:00

Unique week. Weird. Exciting. Funny. Nerve-wracking. A complete combination of everything.

It's quite a surprise that I still endured everything that happened. Whew...though it took so much extra effort to do so.

Ay, what the heck...tagalog na nga! Tagal ko nang hindi nagtatagalog dito eh.

Haha..nakakapanibago.

February 6, 2006

Nakakakaba na araw. Nakakabangag! Paano ba naman kasi, ang dami daming gagawin sa school. Ang daming homework at quiz.

Hmmn...nag cram ba ako?? Medyo...review sa quiz sa Bio at kung ano-ano pa. Hehe...naku, lagi naman eh...araw-araw namang madaming homework at quiz sa Bio. Haha. Ewan ko ba. Sadista ata si ma'am eh. Hehe. Just kidding. Mahal na mahal ko kaya yun. =)

Met someone...well, hindi naman...matagal ko na xang kilala eh. Pero, nakatext ko xa. Wala lang..ayun. Haha. Nice.

February, 7 2006

Off campus namin ni LC. Ahaha...second time na namin na mag-off cam...mula Bicutan, ngayon sa UP Diliman naman. Kakatuwa nga eh...mag-aadventure na naman kami!!

Masaya din kasi nandun c Lems at Adrielle...ayun, nag "bonding sessions" ulit kami after a long time. =)

Pumunta kaming College of Science at NISMED. Hehe...nag "fishy-sighting" nga kami ni Lems at Adrielle eh. Hahahaha...and daaaami kasi eh..nyehe...=X

Haha. Si Adrielle at Lems naman nag "gwapo-sighting" doon sa canteen ng College of Science. Adeek nga cla eh...kilig na kilig. Lalo na c Lems...na adeek dun sa "Tall, smart, fair-skinned, macho at handsome na guy"! Wahaha..XP

Pagdating namin sa NISMED, haha...naadeek ako kasi ang dami-daming libro dun na tungkol sa topics namin para sa investigatory project.

Alam nyo ba, lahat-lahat ng libro na nandun sa shelf na un tungkol sa Botany, Rocks at Geology pinagkukukuha ko. ANG DAMI NUN!!!

Haha...dinamay ko pa si LC. Wahaha...tawag na 2loy namin sa isa't-isa ay "nerd". Wahaha. Tapos pagnagpa-xerox kami, lima-limang makakapal libro per balikan. Eh, naka-sampung balikan ata kami dun eh. Haha!

Pag-alis namin sa NISMED, yung mahabang table na ginamit namin, sobrang puno ng stacks ng libro. Haha. Natawa nga si ma'am sa amin eh. XD

Haii...nakakalungkot nga lang kasi hindi namin naabutan si Michaia sa school. Last day pa naman nya sa Pinas kasi later on, mga 10 ng gabi...aalis na cla papuntang L.A. Haii...sana hindi na lang natapat sa off cam. =(

Anyway...Michaia...mag-iingat ka dyan ha. Kung kailangan mo ng tulong or whatever...andito lang ako para sayo! Y!M lang o kaya e-mail ha. I Love You Michaia!!! God Bless You! I really hope to see you soon....='(

Dito naging mahaba-haba ang usapan namin nung nakilala kong tao. Grabe talaga. May nangyaring unpredictable. Hehe.

February 8, 2006

Hindi natuloy yung off-cam ng last group. Hehe...nainis kasi si Ms. Mari sa "ano" eh. Hehe. Wala lang naman. Regular Day.

Kausap parin yung kakakilala ko. Lupet...

February 9, 2006

Wala lang parin. Hehe. Hmmmn...doon ako nasimulang nainis at maasar sa "kanya". Nakakainis na kasi eh. Arrogant. Insensitive. Selfish. Obnoxious. Suplada/Suplado. Mainitin ang ulo. Nakakainis kausapin. Walang pakialam. Manhid. Hindi na mukha at asal tao. Masyadong feel ang "ano". Nag-iba ng sobra.

Ewan...basta...nakakainis "siya". Magbago ka na...please lang po!!!

Kausap ko parin ung bago kong nakilala. Haha. Kakaiba talaga. Bait xa!!

February 10, 2006

Ui...MUSH PIT!!! Wahaha...ANG SAYAAAA! Adeek na talaga ako sa mga banda at gigs at kung ano-ano pa. Ehehe...andun ung mga favorite Kisay bands ko. Andun ung Lovefist, Diaphane, Delayed, Footlong and many others. Hehe...

Pero ang pinaka-malupit ay yung STONEFREE!!! Hehe...biruin nyo....si Kuya Miro, ang vocalist ng Stonefree ay Xientian! Asteeg...as in Quezon City Science High School student!!!! Grad daw xa nung 1996 (ba?). Wahahaha! Nakipag-kwentuhan pa nga xa tungkol k sir Toledo eh! Hehe.

Ang asteeg talaga ng Stonefree! Ang galing! Ang bait pa! Hehe...babalik daw cla sa March 10 dahil sa isang program para kay Ms. G!!! Woohoo! Ang bait talaga! =)

Tapos ayun, nabaliw kami ni Ada at Iya lalo na nung kinanta nila yung Sayang, Ikot at Listen. Haha...lalo na c Iya...grabe, PAKYUUUT!!! Hehehehe...jowk! XD

Nung natapos, nakakuha kami ng autograph ni Kuya Miro. Pina-sign namin xa dun sa prnint ni Iya na lyrics. Yikee...Iya...tinapik sa balikat!!! Hehehe. XP

February 11, 2006

Wala. Regular day. Kausap parin yung taong kakilala ko lang. =)

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Nappressure....school? Yeah, pero sikwet kung bakit pa. Haha.

February 12, 2006

ISA PA SA MGA PINAKAMASAYANG ARAW NG BUHAY KO!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal...

Whew...(adeek)...

....na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal ko na si KUYA YAN!!!

Kasi, pumunta kami sa Robinson's Novaliches. Doon kasi mag mmall tour ung Pupil.

Nakadating kami doon ng mga 5 pm. Just in time. Bumili kami ng CD para makaupo sa gitna at magkaroon ng free poster at chance na maka-picture at makakuha ng autograph ng Pupil.

Una naming nakita ay si Kuya Yan. Grabe...tinangay talaga ako. Hehe...ang gwapo niya talaga. Kahit cguro 2nd time ko na xang makita (R and J), lakas parin ng tama nya sakin. Hehehe.

Ayun, nagperform na cla. Ang galing talaga nila!!! Grabe. Honestly, nung una...akala ko hindi ko maapreciate maxado ung songs nila tapos nung andun na...wow...nabaliw na ako...ang gaganda ng kanta nila. Lalo na yung Different Worlds, Nasaan ka?, Blow Your House Down at Gamugamo. Ka-adeek!!! XD

Ang bait, bait ni Kuya Yan. Xa talaga yung kumakausap sa audience at nagsasabing peace lang dapat ang lahat at dapat walang maxadong gulo at kung ano man. Haiii...grabe talaga. Ang asteeg pa nya magpatawa...hehe...ankyut. =)

Nung huli na, nagpa-autograph na kami. Haha...ayun, nakausap ko na naman xa...pangalawang beses na ito!!! Haha. Ang gwapo talaga. Ang bait nya. Xa talaga yung tumatayo kung may gustong magpa-picture at xa talaga yung kumakausap sa mga fans. =)

Nung kami na, una xang nagsign nung poster na hawak ko. Tapos nasa likod ko naman si baby bro ko na hawak yung CD. Tapos sinabi nya, "Sayo itong CD?" *Nag "oo" yung kapatid ko. Sabi nya, "Astig! Anong name mo?" Tapos sinulat nya, "Daniel! Ina! TY! *Sig nya*" Tapos nag-apir pa sila ni kapatiiiid! Adeek talaga...ang bait. Malapit xa sa tao at hindi xa mayabang. =)

Tapos aun, nagpapicture kami. Sinign ni Kuya Bogs, Kuya Dok at Kuya Ely yung poster at CD. Nkapicture ko si Kuya Yan at Kuya Ely. Asteeg talaga...inakbayan ako ni Kuya Yan at nakalapit ko si Kuya Ely....as in Pupil, Mongols, Eraserheads. Wahaha...ang saya talaga. Pangarap ko kasi yun eh...ayun po, kaya sobrang nasayahan talaga ako.

Nung bumalik kami sa car, nakita namin...hindi pala na save yung pic namin ni Kuya Yan! My gosh...e di balik kami.

Ang bait nga talaga ni Kuya Yan eh...pumayag xa na umulit. (Akbay mode ulit! Haha.) Talagang ngiting-ngiti pa siya nung nag-oo xa. Ayun, ang cute nga nya tumingin nung kausap ko xa eh...nakakatunaw! Haha.

Nag-thank you na ako tapos umalis na. Di ko nga natanong yung tungkol sa Romeo and Juliet eh..pero ayos lang. =)

Hehe...ngaun, wallpaper na ng phone ko yung pic namin ni Kuya Yan. Wala lang...adeek na talaga ako eh. Hehe.

Haii...ansaya ng araw namin ni kapatid.

Nagpapasalamat nga ako na pumayag xa eh...kasi talagang isa siya sa ga inspirasyon namin ni kapatiid na i-pursue yung dreams namin na maging musicians katulad nila. Ayun...thank you Lord..=)

Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal ko na talaga xa. Hehe...

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Ayun po...ang aking unique na week. Haii...=)

Cge po...thanks for taking time to read. Hahaha. Peace Out. God Bless. Ingatz po. =)

Something VERY Memorable.

2006-02-05T05:43:00.000-08:00

February 28 was that very memorable day. The day I got to see the band that I adored so much, up close. Not to mention their cute vocalist whom I have been dying to meet ever since the beginning of their days of widespread recognition and fame. That same vocalist's the one whom I have dreamed hard to meet, risking almost everything just to "hunt him down", leaping from gig to gig and aspiring to catch a glimpse of even just his shadow beneath those velvet ropes.

Now here he was under the limelight just inches away from me and singing his heart away (although he was entirely growing weaker and weaker after every song) - singing those words that never fail to touch the hearts of most people of the current generation .

You might think of it as a "so-near-yet-so-far" situation, yes indeed, as he was right there infront of me. Although the distance has lessened only to a few triumphant feet...there was no tete-a-tete involved except from the conveyance of their songs' meaning to us audience.

Who else can this "make-me-drop-dead-at-an-instant" band be? Spongecola ofcourse! There's no other band that can make me go crazy, overjoyed, touched, nervous and speechless all at once. The over-adorable vocalist I've been pertaining to? Haha..who wouldn't know him? No further introduction would be necessary for such a famous and adorable guy like him. Haiii...Yael Yuzon, the most buzzed-about and massive "drool-causing" male vocalist of the generation. One heck of a heartthrob indeed...

Hmmn..lemme go back to the first week of January where LC, Iya and I were crowding over a newspaper I bought to school. The content of the newspaper was rather familiar...or shall I say, the people featured in the newspaper were very much familiar. To Gemini addicts it would naturally be discernible, as the newspaper told about the Romeo and Juliet play...fortunately, those of whose corresponding roles would be played by the same people who casted in Spongecola's music video- Gemini.

Gemini- our all-time favorite. The song that makes us scream, shriek, laugh, yell and cry all at once. Haha. You might classify us as "crazy, outrageous, addicted and inspired Gemini lunatics", to our sweet and pleasant honor and gratitude, yes. Haha...all I can say is that when it comes to the fan ranks, we're at the summit of it. XP

Okay, so it was in the first week of January when we found out about this play. Well, to be honest...it was not...in my case though. I have known about it even before January, as Kuya Yael announced it on their December gig in Enchanted Kingdom. So basically, I just waited for the play to be officially announced. When word came, I made sure that I heard about it ASAP. All ears baby. XP

Lindsay and I were planning to watch it, ever so dreamily yet jokingly as well. At first we thought it was all a big joke. An illusion. A far-fetched dream. A possibility light-years and light-years away. But before we knew it, we were contacting the booking manager, Kuya Steven Uy. We were actually trying to convert it into some kind of reality...trying to pull it away like fishing a bunch of stars light years away from the earth. In our minds, this lucid word, "Impossible!" resounded. We have been in similar situations before, only to be dissapointed because none came into act. But this time, it seemed as though the haze was finally clearing our path- that of which is the path to our second heaven - Spongecola's haven.

Weeks passed and before we knew it, Kuya Steven agreed to reserve us our tickets to the play. When news came, man...it was unimaginable-how we looked or felt. It was like the feeling you get when you find out that you get front row seats to God's first ever public appearance. Well, not that I'm putting SC within the ranks of nobility of God. Xempre...the best parin si God...kahit mapa-SC pa yan!! Hehe.

Iya, LC and I were planning to watch the play on Jan. 27, a Friday. That was only 3 days away from that greatful day. In the days that followed, I continuously set in mind that I had to do my best for the rest of the week before Friday so I can deservingly win for myself my gold-plated trophy on Friday - that is seeing the play, Yanny, Ina and Spongecola.

Thursday night, LC sent a text message saying that she had to cancel our tickets. Since one of the main reasons why we were going to watch the play was because of Spongecola's mini-concert too, we had to pick a date when they were going to play. Unfortunately, Jan. 27 wasn't the lucky day...they weren't playing. So, we moved the reservations to 28 instead...surely, they were going to play. Unforunately, we weren't able to contact Iya because her cellphone and landline phone was unavailable. Sadly, we weren't able to inform her about the changes.

Jan. 27...the "supposed-to-be" day. When Iya found out about the change...boogsh...her mood about the play became totally different and suddenly changed. The then excited "her" became a never-mind "her" instead. (If I may say so...) She said she didn't want to go anymore because her mood to watch was set for the day. We made her reconsider but it was seemingly useless, something told us that she wasn't going to come anymore. So, it was down to Lindsay and I now. Just the 2 of us.

Jan. 28...in the morning we had our practice for the Indian dance in MAPEH. It was quite hectic for the both of us that day. From 8 am to 11 pm, we were away from home. From 8 to 3 we were practicing for the dance.

After the practice, LC and I decided to go wandering in SM just to pass the time and wait for 5 pm when we'll be fetched by her dad. Unfortunately, my dad called and told me that we had to go to a cousin's birthday party. He told me that we'd head straight to AFP Theater at about 5 anyway. So, without further a due...he immediately fetched me.

4:30, we were still eating. LC sent a message and told me to take my time since they were eating as well. Well, I was glad I had enough time to savor the food served in Hotel Rembrandt...but still, I hadn't eaten very well due to exceeding excitement and anxiousness.

"In just a few minutes, I'd be able to see the Romeo and Juliet scenes I have previewed in Gemini as a whole story...and not to mention Yanny and Ina...and ofcourse, Spongecola..."

That was what raced through my mind the whole hour before we left...a marathon of brain cells started flocking and getting excited as minutes were only left to spare. Just a few more minutes now...yup, any minute now...

Whew!

We then left for the AFP Theater, said our goodbyes, greetings and gave our warm hugs and kisses to the hosts. We dashed out of the Hotel as 20 minutes were only left until 6. We had to be there before 7 so as to get good seats.

We arrived at a bout 6:10 and LC was already there. Man, there were lots of people there...well, quite a few though...perhaps because it was already almost the last days of showing. It was discernable that all were students. More of college students though.

We finally were allowed to enter! Man, we were soooo excited. LC and I ran to the middle rows. Since we saw people requesting for closer seats, we requested to and with luck, we were able to ask for very, very good seats that offered a very, very good view of the stage. The 6th row, almost the middle. Man, we were such lucky bugs at that time.

It took a long time before the show started. LC had a really wild hyp. Ina could have been late for the show and they were probably looking all over for her. Well, it so happened that she was just sitting beside Lindsay. It took a bit before it sank in me and before we knew it, we were savoring the rest of the remaining time with laughs and aching stomachs.

The lights went of...that was the signal...the play started!!

We were so excited!!! We held on to each other sooooo tight!!!

Then, before we knew it...an inroductory scene was ongoing and....and....and....Yanny Yuzon was there!!!! Maigoohlay...the handsome Romeo of Gemini's m.v. was there, right infront of us...in flesh rather than just a bunch of radioactive energy and television radiations now!!! Then came Ina!! Lindsay and I were practically fighting for our lives...to clarify...fighting the urge to faint because of utmost joy!!! Wahaha.

The play went on and on and our favorite scenes each passed by sweetly and wonderfully...

"Sin from my lips. Oh trespass sweetly urged. Give me my sin again..."
"You kiss by the book..."

"Romeo, Romeo, why are you Romeo?"...
"Then deny thy father and refuse thy name..."

"Do not swear by the moon..."
"Then what should I swear of then?"

"What satisfaction can I get..."
"The vow of..."

We really loved the play so much. Given the time, I'd be willing to write everything else down here but I understand that doing so will cause damage to my blog's "trying-hard-to-reduce-novel-like-posts" stand, the reader's minds and patience and my own swelling and already-reddish hands.

The death scene was amazing and highly emotional, and so was the....hmmmn....wahaha....secret! PGEC! XP

At the middle of the play, Lindsay and I were staring at a guy across our seats who just arrived. He was rather familiar and prominent. After quite a time of observance, we then realized that it was CHRIS!!! Wahaha...we went wild and just though of how SC must have already been there! Kuya Chris was with a certain girl who was soooooo pretty and soooooo kind...we concluded that it must have been Jillian because they looked so sweet. =)

After the play...we talked to Kuya Steven and apologized for the cancelling and changing of plans and also congratulated him for the very amazing play. He was really kind and offered us both a sweet smile and a kind answer and remark. Haha...that's why Lindsay and I love Kuya Steven soooo much!!! XD

After the 15 minute break...Spongecola was oN!!! The curtains opened up and man...Spongecola was there!!!! Lindsay and I went sooooo wild!!! Only, Yael wasn't there. We searched everywhere and was surprised when a man like Yael rushed past beside us and went up the stage...it was Yanny though, preparing to play the guitar.

Then, suddenly out of nowhere, Yael appeared and the crowd went wild!!!! Most especially Lindsay and I...we were totally starstruck and in awe...he is so hot and handsome. Hahaha. Not to mention both the Yuzon brothers. We were very much in shock and in awe!!!

When Kuya Yael was onstage, I involuntarily waved at him...it was so unexpected...I didn't even intend to do that at that moment yet out of excitement, at the spur of the moment, I did it. And guess what??? Wahahaha...because I waved high and stared at him so much....HE WAVED BACK! Oh gosh that was such a greeeeeeaaaaaaaattttttttt thing!!! Wahaha...that made me wild for a couple of minutes or so!!! Imagine...Kuya Yael, waving at me. Whhhhaaaaadddaaa?! Haha.

(You'd probably be thinking that I am soooo weird but hey, I can't fight the feeling. Hehe...and it's my blog...wahaha...I can say anything I want to and express everything I feel...naks! Hehehe...ganun eh? XD)

Then, Kuya Yael explained to us that he was very ill and needed our help to boost his energy. He then made us go to the front of the stage...very close to him!!! Wahaha...Lindsay and I practically ran and were one of the first ones to run and arrive there! We had very, very close views of Kuya Yael, Kuya Yanny and the rest of the band members now!!! Their performance started and LC and I quickly brought out our camera phones and started clicking away!!! Since my phone had too much pics in it, I told LC that I'd just send the pics from her.

Kuya Yael was soooo cute! Kuya Yanny was sooooo cute!!! Kuya Armo, Chris and Gosh were sooooo cute!!! Hehe. Hmmn... "Happy Birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday..." and Kuya Yanny sang at a part of Gemini! That was one of the coolest parts ever. Kuya Yael made Kuya Yanny play the guitar because he was really ill and apparently couldn't play all that easily without getting tired. They sang Jeepney, Gemini, Crazy for You and Lunes.

After the performance, Kuya Yael quickly went away and Kuya Steven told us that he went straight home as he was sooo wicked ill. Haiii...sayang, we could've asked Kuya Steven if we could be able to get an autograph of Kuya Yael.

Then, we sspotted Kuya Yanny and quickly approached him. We got an autograph of him and lots of pictures!!! Man, nagkahalik ang pisngi naming dalawa! Wahahaha! =)

Haii...we went home very happy, satisfied, inspired and relieved. One of our wishes were granted through this experience and we were very happy that this opportunity came.

Man, we will never, ever forget this very happy, special and memorable day in our lives! =)

Pare Ko

2006-02-02T23:39:00.000-08:00

Good evening. Just updating after a seemingly 10 year span of absence in my blog. Hahaha.

I'm sorry if I had not updated for a very long time. The exceedingly hectic schedule forces me to update only during weekends...so, I guess the system would go that way starting from now. =)

The Romeo and Juliet Experience-

I have just composed an article about the experience Lindsay and I had last Saturday concerning the Romeo and Juliet play and the Sponge Cola mini-concert in the AFP Theater. Unfortunately, time forbid that I post it today as the deepening of the night causes my body to react and respond accordingly, causing me to become sleepier and sleepier as time goes by.

Oh my, the whole experience was VERY spectacular! It was one of the most memorable and best days of my life. First of all, I got to see the Shakespearean play. Second, I got to meet, greet and take a picture with Kuya Yanny (haha..nagkahalik ang pisngi naming dalawa!)! Last is that I had a very, very, very close view of Kuya Yael and the rest of Spongecola!

What else could I have asked for?

Hehe...so, that would follow tomorrow.

The Skin-

Once again, I have just changed my blog skin. But as you can see, it is the layout I used before. Ahaha...I had to use this because the picture of my previous layout suddenly became incapable of being seen, thus wrecking my blog. I had to rush the new skin. But since I can't find a better one yet, this will work well in the mean time. Hehe.

This is my favorite layout anyway. =)

Others-

JP and I feel rather odd these past few days. Odd.

Off-campus activity-

I am very excited for the off campus activity that would be held tomorrow. We'd be going to DOST Library in Bicutan for out Investigatory projects. I would be going to UP Diliman on 7 for further research.

Birthday-

Advanced Happy Birthday to my brother! (FEb. 3) I Love You Darren! =)

CJ-

Ahehe...I have become less shy when talking to him personally now. I mean, I am not the same person as before who apparently stops speaking and shuts up completely when he's there.

Ahaha...and to CJ...about the Google thing...hehe...I guess it's better off if we completely try to forget about it diba? Hehe. Wala lang. Never mind that...er..."thing" anymore. Hehe. *wink!* =)

Guess that's it. Catch you later. Take Care. =)

Romeo and Juliet

2006-01-27T10:37:00.000-08:00

Hey.

Tomorrow would be one very great day.

Why so?

We're going to watch the ever-popular Romeo and Juliet play by Shakespeare.

The great thing about it is that it's modernized and very much "Filipino", in a sense that I can be able relate to it very well.

But the greatest thing about it is that...Spongecola is going to be a part of the play! Haha...I'm going to see them again...for the 3rd time!!! (Oh yeah, utter redundancy! XP)

*Flashback*

Saturday, January 20, 2006. 6:30 p.m.
One of the happiest days of my life.

My aunt and cousin invited us to come at St. Paul Pasig to watch a mini-concert of Spongecola, Sugarfree, Barbie Almalbis and Thor (whaack...never mind.)

6:30 was the beginning of the program and I was soOo looking forward to it. As we approached the gates, they told us that there were no more tickets available. Ack...that was a slap in the face for me...WHHYYY?!?

Desperate and in grave depression, we proceeded to the stadium and practically begged for extra tickets. In God's mercy, they sold us 7 tickets; 4 for my family and 3 for Josh, Bea and tita.

Surprisingly, there were lots of empty spaces and we managed to find a very close, high spot that offered a very good view of the stage. We were able to get clear pictures of the performers from that spot.

Suddenly, the lights went out and man, the rock concert has officially begun!!!

First stop was SPONGECOLA!!! They really rocked the stadium! Everyone rushed inside when they played and the stadium was so full and jampacked with everyone jumping, screaming and singing along.

They played Gemini, Jeepney, KLSP, Lunes, Una, Jillian and Pare Ko...and my gosh, they were really good!

Wahaha...I loved Yael and Chris! They switched places with Chris singing Jillian and playing the guitar while Yael was playing the drums! Wahaha..the DRUMS!!! Man, they were so good at it. They are SO talented! Even the nuns were enjoying it!

Everyone loved Pare Ko! Haha...even my dad and Josh were singing and jumping! Hehe. I must say that I like it when they sing Pare Ko live better than that of the CD. It sounds so much better.

N.O, I can't seem to see why some people say they suck when singing live. Whenever I watch them, they don't even miss a single note. Whaaa...anyway...I'm obsessed!

Next was Thor...er... XI

Next, Luke Mejares...haha, surprise guest huh? I loved his performance..mellow though...seemingly out of place. But it's ok..still adored it.

Next was Barbie Almalbis. Wahaha...she rocked! I loved her outfit...a combination of retro, modern, hip and chick clothes.

She sang lots of songs...ehehe, too many though.

Anyway...she sang them really well anyway! Her bassist and drummer really rocked! And when I say "really rocked"...I mean EXCEEDINGLY AND TREMENDOUSLY ROCKED.

The bassist was so cool! He was doing all kinds of bass guitar tricks and man, his hands were so fast! Josh agreed that he was one heck of a bassist...he admitted that those tricks were hard to do and their band bassist had quite a hard time doing that.

Man, watching that made me want to play bass guitar even more!!!

The closing act was SUGARFREE! But unfortunately, we watched only a portion of their performance because we had to attend to another concert in Baywalk where a friend was going to play. But even so, they still rocked! They were like Spongecola and they really brought the house down.

Man, everything was so overwhelming. I really would treasure this day forever!

*End of Flashback*

Tomorrow would be that lucky day. The revealed Romeo and Juliet scenes in the Gemini music video would very much come to life and my dreams of watching the whole thing would finally come true!

Lindsay and I are going to watch the play tomorrow. Supposedly, we're going to watch it tonight but had to cancel because Spongecola wasn't going to play yet.

Iya is supposed to come with us too, but she just called up and said that she wouldn't come because she wasn't in the mood anymore (was in the condition to watch today), she had to study and go to mass (mass yata.).

So it would just be Lindsay and I...just the two of us. Haii...would that be exciting? She often says that the more the merrier. Anyway...we can do this together! Just a few shrieks and goosebumps from seeing Spongecola and YAEL would do the trick. XP

Hmmn...I'm very excited for tomorrow. I'm really looking forward to it. =)

*CURRENTS:

Final Words: I just love Spongecola to the infinite power! They rock to the infinite power! (XP)They would always be one of my favorite bands! Rock on! Yael and gwapo mo! Go bass guitar! Sugarfree will also be one of my favorite bands! Go Kuya Ebe! Hehe.

LSS: High by Barbie Almalbis and The Speaks; Una by Spongecola, Tulog Na by Sugarfree.

Dreams: To play bass guitar (and do those wicked, spine-tingling tricks!) anddrums.

DOTAdeekz!

2006-01-24T10:06:00.000-08:00

Dota nung Friday!!! Medyo simplified na nga lang. XP

Haha, basta...ang saya talaga mag-DOTA. Adeek na kami!!! Bwahaha.

Nung friday, before yung bday ni Ada, nag DOTA kami. Haha...kakatapos lang nun ng perio kaya masaya!!!

Magkakasama kami ni Ada, Karl, JP, Audrey, Jhobs, Iya at Adrielle.

Una, kain muna sa Mcdo ("Ang dakilang tambayan ng mga kisayista!") tapos nag commute kami papuntang Project 6 kina JP.

Grabe, ang laki ng bahay ni Japoy! 4 floors!!! Haha...steeg ka Japoy!!! XD

Ayun, tapos deretso na kami sa pagdodotahan namin.

Dalawa kc ung computer shop kina JP, dun kami sa pangalawa. Nadaanan namin ung unang computer shop.

Naghihinala cla na baka daw andun c Danniel. Kaso nagppraktis daw cla ng soccer eh, kaya imposible daw.

Tapos nung patawid kami, biglang lumabas c Danniel mula dun sa shop...haha, bukoO! Andun nga xa!

Haha. Pero, hindi sumama si Danniel sa pag-ddota namin.

Nung andun na kami sa computer shop, wah...steeg! Sakto ung mga vacant slots para sa amin.

Ang magkakakampi...ako, si Ada, si Audrey, at si JP. Tapos kalaban namin si Iya, Adrielle, Jhobs at Karl. Nakalimutan ko na kung Sentinel kami o Scourge eh. =P

Haha...hindi na namin ginamit ni Iya yung Visage. Wala lang...nyargh. Hehehe. We learned our lesson. Gagamitin na lang namin ung tuwing magddota kami sa FIELD!!! Yeah! =P

Ayun, nung una pinili ko ung...er, nakalimutan ko na pangalan. Hehehe. Basta purple ata xa na mukhang bungo. Kaso, wala parin akong napatunguhan gamit un eh...kaya ilang beses din ako namatay. Wak..di ako nakapatay nung unang laro. ='(

Grabe c Iya ah...napatay nya ako sa first game! Asteeg! Hehehe. =)

Sa kalagitnaan ng laro, dumating si Danniel. Wahaha...oh yeah! My saviour!!! Hahaha!

Tinuruan nya ako para mas matino naman ako maglaro ng DOTA.

Hahaha...tinuro nya sakin ung Techies!!! Wahaha..sinusumpa ko, paborito ko na un!!! Adeek na ako dun!

Wahaha...at dun ako nagsimulang makapatay! Bwahahahaha! *Evil Laughs*

Ang galing kc ni Danniel eh! Adeek! Salamat Danniel!!! XD

At salamat na din kay Audz at Japoy sa pagturo nung first game. =)

Ayun, haha...nag killing spree ako. Hehe. At napatay ko din si Iya!!! Oh, sweet revenge!!! Bwahahaha! *Evil laughs ulit*

Mga before 3:00, kahit ang ganda na ng laro...kinailangan na namin bumalik nila Adrielle at Iya sa Mcdo kasi dun kami kukunin.

So aun, kahit bitin...bbye muna. Waaaaaah!!! ='(

Anyway...hehe. Nagcommute kami. Hehehe.

Di pa nga kami sigurado dun sa sinakyan naming jeep eh. Haha...at ako?? Wahahaha...todo kapit parin ako kina Iya at Adrielle. Eh, ako lang pala hindi marunong magcommute sa amin eh! Haha.

So aun, umiral na naman ung pagiging bangag na maang ko. Hehe.

Dumating na kami sa may SM, naghiwalay na kami ni Iya. Sasabay sa amin si Yayu eh.

Haha...pagdating sa Mcdo, andun na c daddy. Waha..nakalimutan ko na kukunin pa pala namin si kapatiid sa Claret. Eh hihintayin pa namin un kc 5 pa lang un lalabas..eh 3 palang! Haha. So aun, hindi na daw xa sasabay. Commute nalang. Sorry Yayu! =)

Hay...back to real life.

*Wacky music playing*

Mula 3:00 hanggang 5:10, naghintay kami sa Claret. Eh, ang init pa naman kasi hindi ung isa pang car ung dala namin.

Grabe talaga, dehydrated talaga ako nun. No water, no food, no fan, no aircon, under the heat of the sun. Wah...nakakabangag!

Grabe nga eh...sa pagkabagot at sa sobrang init, sinulat sulatan ko ung plastic cover ng mouse pad.

Hahaha...may nakadrawing na babae na umuusok ung tenga at namumula, at isa pang babaeng sumisigaw at punong puno ng pawis na tumatalsik. Sa gitna nila may nakasulat na "Ang init!!!" Bwahaha...adeek nga eh. Paano naman kasi...ANG INIT TALAGA. Haha.

*Desperate music playing*

After 10 years...

Di parin nag-5. Wala pa c daddy at si kapatiiid. Wak. Halos mangiyak-ngiyak na ako dun. Sobrang init...GRAVERSH! Ansarap tumalon dun sa fountain ni Mother Mary na inaalayan ng kandila eh.

Buti pa yung kandila...malamig at maayos yung kalagayan!! Di katulad ko. Waaaaah!!! ="(

After 100 years...

5 na sa orasan. Pero wala parin cla daddy at kapatiiid.

Wah...pwede bang magpakamatay nalang?!? Hehe...jowk. Ang init talaga! Oober! Parang walang katapusan.

After 1000 years...

Dumating na cla!!! Wahaha...oh joy! Oh happiness!

Grabe, pagdating nila, nadatnan nila akong parang isang crossbreed ng lantang gulay, inihaw na baboy, pinakuluang baboy, kamatis, pwet ng kawali at lasog lasog na karne na binuhusan ng isang balde ng tubig. Haha...imagine nyo nalang yun!

Anyway...pag alis namin, oh yes..MALAMIG NA NAMAN!!! Sa sobrang atat, kulang na lang, ilabas ko ung buong katawan ko dun sa bintana eh! Di bale nang putol, basta malamig! Hehehe. Jowk.

At ito ang wakas ng aking adventure nung Friday.

Haha...tinatamad na akong magsulat ng entry para sa araw na ito. Bukas na lang. Hehehe. Cge, bbye!! Ingatz! =)

Sleepy.

2006-01-20T08:52:00.000-08:00

Hey dudes.

I'm supposed to post a very interesting article about how our day was enriched by DOTA. (ehem...oh really? haha...interesting to me and my DOTA-mates. =P) But unfortunately, I am very, very sleepy because it is already 1 in the morning...thus, I cannot write my post anymore.

Anyway, I just finished publishing my Jan. 13 post which was highly interesting because I showed a VERY different side of me at the end of the post itself. Hmmmnn...see for yourself...if you dare.

Tomorrow's going to be one heck of a day. We're going to watch either, the concert in Pasig where Spongecola, Sugarfree, Barbie and Thor would perform, or the concert of the Music Major students where my Aunt would sing at and a family friend would perform.

It's a tough decision, I can tell. But, I'm having guesses about my parents' decision though.

Man, I am excited. Anyway...I'll just post an article regarding our DOTA adventure tomorrow.

...

This is a very, very special day for me.

Year anniversary namin!!!

GO TAH BARKADA!!!

Happy anniv to us. I Love You!!!

...

Happy Birthday ADA!!!!

Hope you liked the gift. =)

Eye Strain!!!

2006-01-18T00:21:00.000-08:00

Waah. Nakakaasar. Lagi na lang akong may eye strain. Nakakaasar kasi laging masakit na masakit ung mata ko, kahit sa school.

Grabe kaya, lalo na pag kumokopya ng notes...grabe, parusa talaga. Tapos ang pinaka nakakaasar kapag nagqquiz tapos nagka eyestrain ako...di ako nakaka-concentrate. Kaya lagi kong tinatakpan mata ko o kaya nilalagyan ng pressurem, para mabawasan. Haii...sumasabay pa yung sakit ng ulo.

Kainis talaga! Sumasakit mata ko kapag naaarawan o naiilawan kaya kailangan kong takpan. Tanong nyo pa kina Ada at Iya...kaya hindi ako lumalabas sa corridor kasama nila lalo na pag nagaaral eh. Haha.

Wala lang...kailangan ko na talaga ng glasses...matagal na, as in persyir pa. Pero wala eh...oh well, tiis sa eye strain.

Wala lang..sharing. Hehe. May di pa pala ako napopost na drafts. Oh well. Haha.

Pagdasal nyo po ako sa perio ah. Thank you! =)

Can't my life get any better than this??

2006-01-13T20:33:00.000-08:00

You're going to see a side of me that you haven't seen before.

But before the actual post, just a rundown of the events and mishaps yesterday.

Tech Writ- How to report. That was our lesson for the day. We were taught how to act, speak and deliver answers. It was somewhat a preparation for the oral defense.

Ms. Marie made every one of us walk in a poised and dignified manner. The thing is, time was not enough and the activity only reached the second row. I'm on the 3rd row so I haven't done the exercise yet. We'll be doing it on Monday...unfortunately, we're required to say a line or two after that. Whhhhhyyyyy?????

Computer- Nothing much happened. Ma'am just returned our Flowcharts and made us copy a flowchart problem about The Fibonacci sequence and Phi. Oh, memories of the Da Vinci Code. Now I know that it's one of my favorite books.

Geom- Darn, the lesson was soooooo hard!! Why did shapes and figures have to be soooo complicated in Geometry??? Not to mention, such big pains! Man, Iya and I though that memorizing equations would be enough to survive Geometry but, no. We have to prove the equations, compute for other measurements and get ourselves killed in the process!

But I'm not saying that I hate Geometry, no. I even love most lessons. I'm just saying that I'm highly mentally challenged and tortured by it at random events.

I broke down. I suddenly thought of a certain thing and pooof! I cried, without anyone’s knowledge though. From then on, I started living in the shoes of a grouchy, badtrip woman.

Lunch- The first part of my Grouchy Chronicles. I didn't laugh at anyone’s jokes, let alone smile at all. I wasn't my real lunatic self. But, I must promise that I didn't scream or hurt anyone in any way. I'm not like that, even if I turn into one big grouch.

Grouch. Grouch. Grouch.

I must apologize to Iya and Ada for being such a grouch (....don't you think it's a bit overused? Hail the art of ''word overusing''!) though. Sorry dooodZ!

AP- The last group reported. Then, ma'am made us do anything we wanted.

Algeb- We did our projects. The first 3 groups finished their oral projects already. Due to lack of time, we haven't done ours yet. We'll be doing the project on Monday.

English- We had a discussion about adjectives and had a quiz after that. That's all. Nothing special.

MAPEH- What did we do in MAPEH??? Oh yeah, we reported.

Filipino- We had a quiz about Vicenteng Bingi and talked about our role playing project. Our play is entitled, ''Jhoberta''. I assure, it's going to be one of the most specatacular and unique plays.

Ms. Cada got mad for unknown reasons. But we compensated by saying a big, loud "Sorry" though. Ms. Cada smiled again.=)

Biology- Ooooh…the fun part. We dissected…rather vivisected (..according to Ada)…frogs yesterday. Poor Ribbit and Bliddit...our dear frog friends. We brutally brought an end to their lives. Will they ever frogive us?

We practically ruined the poor frog’s body. Claudette and I paralyzed it. We pinned it. I opened it up, then JP, Claudette and Joshua continued. The rest was ours to accomplish together.

We took a picture of poor Ribbit in his death bed. Unfortunately, we used Claudette and JP’s phone so I can't post it here.

It was my second time to dissect, yet I haven't gotten it all figured. Why don't I feel even a speck of mercy and disgust as we dissected the frog? I mean, I love animals and I hate it when people abuse and kill them but, why don't I scream and run away when we brutally open them up in school and turn them into such tortured specimen? Why don't I cover my eyes up to such tableau?

It is a very crucial thing for me. But, now I know that I really want to be a doctor.

Down to the real post.

Why don't they ever understand me? I mean, why do they judge me like that? I'm not a bad guy. I don't kill people, let alone like seeing people lonely or hurt. If I don't want those to happen to others...how the heck could I ever allow myself to hurt myself and ruin my OWN life purposely then?

How in the world could that be possible?

They always put something bad in what I do. Darn, I seriously dont want to ruin my life! For crying out loud, although I always get depressed and pressured bucause of various things, I don't plan to kill or hurt myself, ruin my life, or even try to make it further miserable as it is. And hey, I never even want a life like that at all! Who would?!?

Although I may think of suicide or have tendencies (tendencies only. I don't do these acts or have never done so. I repeat, NEVER.), I don't perform any of such acts at all...because I love my life and want to live longer. But why do you always see me as one who'd do such things because she doesn't care about herself, her welfare and her future?!?

My God...I have my own dreams that I plan to fulfill. You know that, I've told you. You've known how I've worked very hard to reach them and now, just because of these simple stupid things you see, you start thinking that I could give up every single dream I've worked for and just nose around being a lousy pointless person, just to purposely ruin my life?

Is it bad to have sleeping disorders? Is it such a big deal? For pete's sake, try to walk around in my shoes before judging me. You dont understand how it is, yet you just consider whatever your superficial vision tells you to. Have you ever experienced it? Have you ever felt how it was to do something that was uncontrollable and worst, something you don't ever want to do? Have you ever felt shameful of what you have done, although you've done it unconsciously?

And most of all, have you ever felt the depression you feel from always being confronted, belittled and judged because of it? Do you know how it feels to feel useless and weak because of some stupid judgements? Try seeing things from my eye and see for yourself how the things you do do not help out at all.

Nyargh...whatever. No one would understand anyway. If you're curious as to whom I'm pertaining to...they are 4 people whom I see every noon. (???)

Hmmmn...I'm sorry for being so harsh but the emotion is very intense. I can't find a better way to release it. Haaiii...aryt, goodbye.

Just Feel Better.

2006-01-12T05:41:00.000-08:00

...but I am not, in any way or another feeling any better.

I must say, my day was terrific. Only until I saw that "thing". Life is unfair, isn't it?

My day started out fine. Last night, I drank coffee and ate pure chocolate to prevent myself from dozing away..due to those truck loads of homeworks piled on my desk last night.

And may I say that the coffee seriously worked...unlike before. I continued studying until 3 in the morning.

Haha. But before that, I stayed up and had a chat with Michaia. Yes, haha...finally, I have already signed up for Y!M. I did it all for Michaia. You know, since she's nearly migrating. Waaah...nooooo. ='(

We talked about lots of stuff. Haha...we have a new "Barkada Branch" for Avobabes. "Tropang Mina: Ang Mga Reyna ng Kasentihan, Topak, Kabaliwan at Pasaway!" Haha...the only members are Michaia and I. =)

I'ma miss Michaia soooo much. She was one of my first friends and barkada back in our first year. We were seatmates then.

Haha..she's also one really angelic person. Seriously, it's like she hasn't done anything bad or wrong in her whole entire life!! Amazing huh? That's why she's one of the most cherished friends in my heart.

We reminisced a lot and said, "Mamimiss kita", "Oo nga." , "Mamimiss ko ung bonding natin.", "Oo nga." a whole lot of times, to be honest. =)

But really, I will miss her. I hope we see each other even after the migration. As Michai said...when it'd be the 08 reunion...she'd come. =)

Okay...so a while ago, I had a perfectly normal day. Nothing really special.

Just another of those "so-so-oh-whatever-who-cares?" days.

I got to talk to Jayson a while ago. Ada and I talked with him during Filipino time (ma'am wasn't around). Haha...he still is very fun to talk to. He told us about his accident and the events that happened afterwards.

Haha...Kate got to talk to him too. But not about the accident though..rather of the similar things they used to dwell upon last year...those "Yikee! Kalabaw!" and "Yikee! *" matters that they still haven't settled. Haha. Agawan na ito!! Lakas kasi ng appeal ni * eh! Haha.

Mommy Kate even tugged on Jayson, almost forgetting his head injury. Hehehe..=)

Jayson borrowed my bandage and returned it later on. Although he failed to give it personally, I appreciated how he managed to return it back to my seat and said thank you for it. Haha...he slipped a letter saying thank you's. Man, he is a kind dude. Haha.

There, everything went well. The day went smoothly.

I didn't know why, but I looked forward to the Biology test. I don't know, I just really wanted to take it. Wala lang. Hehe.

OMG!!! We'll be dissecting a frog tomorrow! I AM SOOOO HAPPY! Haha.

This would be my second time. The first time was back in grade 5. Man, I am so excited! I love our current lesson so much!! Chordata, Vertebrata and everything. Sweet!

Haha...Sir Jeffrey rocked yesterday! Haha...the Avo peepz sensed something in Sir and Maam though. Haha...secret!!! Bwahaha. XD

Hmmn...Karl and I devised a plan for * and * that would occur every Biology time. Haha...another secret!! =)

Anyway...just a while ago, I proceeded to chat with Yza, Ada, Claud, JP, Bols, Calee and others. I decided drop by blogs again.

What I saw was just plain horror. I knew it. It was true. Yet I can't stop it. Though I want to, I can't. I simply can't. Maybe it's what God and fate hold in store for the future. Maybe it simply means that...well...there's no point in it at all.

Well, considering the situation, it is hopeless. Everything would be useless then. There's no point in everything if it's going to happen that way.

That is my concern and that is what hurts me...it's the fact that it will happen. It was beyond my wildest dreams yet unknowingly, was capable of being real after all. I thought it was all a mere prediction but it turned out that nothing can halt it in any way.

That is why I am very confused. Should I go on with it? Or should I cut everything loose as early as now? Should I let it be and wait for it to happen? Or should I do something highly unimaginable to stop it as it comes into act? Should I let it all be and let it falter on the day intended or should I lessen by burdens and let it falter now?

What should I do?

I pray to God for the answers. That he may give me the courage to decide wisely.

Life really is unfair huh?

One day, everything seems to be one whole fairytale puzzle with evey piece matching precisely to form a perfectly happy scene. Yet the other day, you find out the fairytale puzzle was temporary and needed to be deconstructed...leaving all anticipatons and dreams for a happy ending faltering behind.

Well, as Ada said, God has plans...and whatever it is, I will greatly accept it. I just ask for strength though...to help me get over everything that may come tumbling down in the future.

Man, is my life ever going to be happy?

Post na naman.

2006-01-11T03:58:00.000-08:00

Hello. Glad I had time to update. We have few homeworks today...what a great miracle! Haha.

Man, school is killing me...and I mean really KILLING me. This week was VERY tough. We had plenty of homeworks, quizzes and long tests everyday. I barely got enough sleep because of my need to study.

That's why I often say that I want to give up. But hey, honestly...I wouldn't give up being a Xientian at all. That is the thing I wouldn't care to do, ever. I wouldn't give up QCSHS if it's the last thing I have to do.

Haha...devoted Xientian eh. =P

Monologue- It was all right. I portrayed Selena. Er...whatever. Look at Yza's blog...we have seemingly similar comments. Haha. Well, rather in some reactions.

MAPEH- My grades for the projects were aryt. Haha.

Bagz said something that concerned the grades ma'am gave to the different projects. Man, there was something that was just too unfair. Argh. Whatever. Haha. ;)

Gotta go. Haha...my post ends here. Until next tym. :)

Part 2 nung 6 bukas na lang. tamad na q. hehe.

Update Para sa 2006: Part 1

2006-01-06T21:06:00.000-08:00

Hello po sa inyong lahat! Tagal ko nang hindi nag-uupdate. =)

Haha...bagong taon na ah. Steeg...bagong buhay na para sa akin. XD

Bago din na skin. XP

Sprain-May sprain ako ngayon. Naka-bandage nga yung paa ko ngayon eh. =P

Cute nga eh...lesson pa naman namin sa Health kahapon eh ung sprain at first aid.

Haha. Si Kuia Karl (aka...Bagz!!) kasi eh..ang kulit kulit kahapon! Hehehe.

Kasi, namimindot xa ng ilong sa klase...ako na lang ang hindi nya napindotan. Yun tuloy, buong araw nya akong hinabol-habol kahapon. XP

Tapos, nung papunta na kaming Comp. Lab, sinubukan nyang pindutin ung ilong ko...imbes na ilong yung napindot nya...mata at bibig naman. Eh, ang sakit! Hehe. Yun tuloy, hinabol ko xa sa field.

Tapos, na-twist ko ung ankle ko. At aun, na-sprain ako. 8P

Pero ok lang...labsh ko parin si Kuia Karl.

Wala! Mahina ka parin, Bagz!!! Hahaha! Jowk!

MP4 Player ko!!! Nyargh...nasira ung MP4 player ko sa sobrang diin ng pindot ni kapatiid.

WHHHYYYY???!

Hay...ayos lang...paayos na lang or bili.

Weeee..may MP4 Player na din si Iya dear! Woohoo! =)

MAPEH- Wala lang. Natutuwa ako sa mga project..ung mask at ung Wayang Kulit na puppet. Nakakaaliw. =)

Gipzzz-Haha..di ko pa nabibigay ung gifts ko kay CJ. Haha...hiya ako eh. At may ginawa kasi akong "sacrifice" na alam lamang ni Iya at Ada.

Di ko din nabibigay ung gifts ko kay Ada, Iya, Ria at Yayu. Dahil din dun sa "sacrifice". =(

Ilocos- Haha...sobrang saya ng bakasyon ko sa Ilocos. Kahit siguro 5 araw lang kami dun. Grabe, enjoy ko na.

Kaso, bad trip nga lang kasi sa buong stay namin doon, todo aral parin ako araw araw. Nakakaasar nga eh. Hehe...pero ayos lang...kailangan kasi eh. =P

Pumunta kami sa SPCIS (St. Paul College of Ilocos Sur) sa Vigan para panoorin ung play na Sound of Music. "Maria" kasi ung role ni Ttita Che dun eh..."Da ishtar op d show" nga daw. XD

Hehe...Theater actress na kasi xa dati pa eh, kaya kinuha xa bilang Maria.

Grabe c tita, ang galing nya talaga. Parang natural na natural na xa at parang sisiw na lang ung ginagawa nya. Ang galing din ng ibang cast. Tapos ang cute nung 7 children at ung pag-act ni Kuya JepB. =)

Finally, nakita ko na din si Sister Celine na kinkwento ni mama sa akin dahil teacher daw nila dati sa SPCIS.

Pagkatapos, pumunta kami sa Bantay. Dun kami kumain ng dinner. Grabe, at dun ko lang nalaman na..

Tatlo na pala inaanak ko. =)

Grabe, akala ko si AJ lang. Un pala, may inaanak na ako sa Ilocos Sur (Noelynne) at sa Bantay, yung anak ni Kuya VJ.

Haha. Grabe talaga..tanda na ako. Jowk. Aun, ninang na ako ng tatlo kong babaeng inaanak. Steeg!!

Tapos sa mga sumunod na araw, pumunta kami sa Heritage Village. Haha...at first time ko!

Ang ganda ganda talaga dun! Grabe talaga! Parang bumalik ka sa panahon ng Hapon.

Isa kc xang street na napaka-linis at napaka-aliwalas tapos sa tabi ng street, nandun ung mga old houses. Asteeg talaga! Parang time warp or something. Tapos dun ka makakabili ng mga products or souveneirs.

Steeg talaga sa Heritage Village. Gusto ko bumalik!!

Nung New Year naman, kahit dun lang kami sa bahay, masaya parin. Nagpaputok kami nila Tito Zaldy, Joaquin, Andre at Tita Che.

Hehe...ang asteeg nung dala ni Andre na paputok. Ang ganda!!! Para xang paputok sa EK!!

Pumunta kami ni daddy, tito Zaldy at tita Che sa plaza para magpaputok at manood ng fireworks. =)

Ayun, dami naming food nung umaga. Ang sawap sawap talaga nila magluto! =)

Tapos nung mga sumunod naman na araw, pumunta kami sa beach.

Haii...first time ko noon na hindi lumangoy. Tuwing pupunta kasi kami, lagi akong lumalangoy...ngayon lang hindi.

Haii..basta, may maayos na dahilan yun. Sayang talaga. =(

Nung araw na un, nag-internet ako sa phone ni mama. Dapat sa phone ko, kaso wala akong load. =)

Haha...ang saya nga eh...nakapag-surf ako. XD

Nung 2 naman...bago kami umuwi, nagkwentuhan kami sa garden at naglaro kami ni Ate Lori ng volleyball. Haha...kaya nga madami akong pasa sa kamay ko nung pasukan eh. XP

Tapos aun, uwi na kami...stig nga eh, kasi kasama si Lolo at Lola. Tapos nag-convoy kami..kasi marami kaming pauwi.

Dumating kami ng 2 am dito sa Manila.

Hehe...aun. Cge, kailangan ko nang umalis eh. Aral pa ako. Tuloy ko na lang ito next time.

Peace out! =)

Probably My Last Post for the Year (Edited)

2005-12-28T00:13:00.000-08:00

Hey. What's up? Before anything else, let me greet all those whom I have to greet first..=)

Aryt, here goes..

Belated Happy Birthday Williz! Aylabshoo! Take care of yourself. Call u up later! =)

Belated Happy Birthday Pocholo! Hehe..secret lang natin yung mga nakita mo dati ha. (Yung sa English Center at ung...basta. Yun, alam mo na un..XP) Hehehe. Labshoo! Ingatz! =)

Belated Happy Birthday Willia! Mwah! =)

Advanced Happy Birthday Josh! Get well soon! Luvyah couz! =)

Merry Christmas sa lahat!

Advanced Happy New Year na din!

~

That's about it. Um...I'm sorry if I forgot anyone else. If I did...hehe, my greetings to you too! Sorry po. =)

Now, back to life. Haha.

Oh yeah...about the title...yup, it might be my last post for this year. Well, the reason is that tomorrow morning, we'd be heading to Ilocos.

Finally! Glad I can cool myself down from the ever-stressful "Manila-life" (...if there even is such a term..? XD).

Well, it's different there. Peaceful, tranquil, relaxing...exactly what I need to make my life's burdens just seem to go away, even just for a while...for a change.

The province is just basically a perfect getaway...not to mention a big break from all the pollution and chaos. :P

..and, hey. That'd be a reunion for family and friends too.

Man that would be SO great.. =D

So, I'll just catch up with ya'll next year. Holla at me, aryt? ;)

Yesterday was basically good...and bad.

Good because, well...it was simply a good and exciting day. Infact, we went to the mall for the third time this week. Haha..nice. =)

Well, we had a lot of shopping to do. It was all preparation for New Year. Clothes, shoes, gifts and other necessities.

On the other hand, yesterday was also not that nice because I realized that a lot about me is just not right.. how I look, what I wear, how I act, what I feel, my insights...well, lots of things.

It seems like I still need A LOT of twitching to do to reach that fine but not perfect (nobody is perfect. =) ) Ina. Now, how long would that take? Man, that is one thing I am worried about. :P

...Hopefully, that should be soon. XP

Yesterday, while in the mall...I was like, "Man, everything about me makes me want to break down and cry!" And I was saying to my mom stuff like, "Mommy, I'm fat. Mommy my body is unproportional. Mommy, my feet are ugly. Mommy, my shoulders are too wide. Mommy, etcetera, etcetera.."

Man, my mom was like.."What has gotten into you?"

I honestly didn't know. I have never been like this before. Haha...maybe just seeing all those other girls with perfect bodies on TV or magazines just made me quite queasy.

It took time before I finally realized that I was just going through that stage in adolescence wherein most girls are SO body conscious.

Haha...now my case, seems to be excessive! Haha...LOL. =)

Oh, the pangs of adolescence. :P

I have to apologize to my mom for such statements or actions, though. If she got offended or hurt in some way...I am really sorry mommy. Please forgive me.

I also have to apologize to God. Well, such statements seemed like I am not, in some way, happy of what he has given me. It's not like that though..I am so very thankful nga eh..basta. Sorry, God.

Also, I feel bad for ranting like that when the holiday spirit fills us all, and we're all supposed to be happy.

Sorry po, Lord God. =(

Joy Luck Club- I just watched the Joy Luck Club again, and I really liked it. =)

I was touched and struck by their stories. Especially June's story...my tears came welling from my eyes when she had the conversation with her mother. That's when she reveals that she thinks her mom expects too much from her and doesn't seem to see that she can't be perfect and everything she wants her to be.

Basta...un, sa homework ko nalang ilalagay lahat. Hehe...nobela na naman ang aabutin ko nito! Hehe.

I was really touched because in some part of my life, I have thought the same way too. Well, to be honest, I usually think that way...yup, most of the time I really do.

I learned a lot of lessons too. That we have to understand our parents and why they're doing or giving us pieces of advice when it comes to various situations. They've been there and done it. They don't want us to get hurt and they only want what's best for us.

So, we have to understand what they do, even if it hurts us or not.

I appreciated the movie better than when we watched it in the English Center..wherein I unintentionally slept through the last parts or scenes of the movie without most people noticing it. =P

Haha, gawd.. just the humiliation I felt after the "witnesses" told me about how I looked. Hehe, I do not wish to elaborate on that for various reasons though. Haha.

I'm just glad * didn't notice...or else I am seriously dead meat! Haha...uy, kaya secret lang ah! Or else you're dead meat! Hehehe..jowk! Just foolin. XP

Williz-Basta, I have to call him later. ;P

Well, he always calls me whenever it's my birthday, a holiday or even just an ordinary day. So, I want to return the favor and greet him as well. Kakamustahin ko na din syempre, miss ko na un! =)

>>>Yipee, I already called him!! He's so fun to talk to. We talked about lots of stuff, Sienna and Quesci, Wizzie, Willia and Darren, Cellphone, Money (haha..yaman!), Tutorlink, Tuition, Chores, Christmas and ordinary life. He had to hang up because of chores (sipag noh?) and says he'd call. Haha...man, I love this guy! Haha..he's one of the friends I cherish in my heart most!!! I miss 'em a whole lot!!! XP<<

Speaking of miss....

I miss Quesci already. Haha, I miss the Calalay building, the Kisayistas and especially the Avo peepz. Part of me wants to go back and the other wants a vacation extension..oh well, no choice though. But it's fine. =)

Well, this is the end of my post. I lost track of the things I wanted to write about a while ago but, I guess this post would be just fine as it is.

Oh yeah, we'll be hitting the road in about 6 hours. Bye net life and hello Ilocos!

Hehe...bye net friends. See you soon.

Yup, take care and God bless. =)

~Ina~

..haha. may sikreto na naman ung post ko. XP

Christmas Hangover

2005-12-26T23:20:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas po ulit. Haha...andyan pa naman ang Christmas Spirit diba? =)

Hmmn...musta na ba ang pasko ko?

Hahaha. Masaya naman xa. Ayun, syempre...kumpleto ang pamilya at kasama ang love na love naming si Ate Jing. So, lima kami na nagsasaya sa aming napakagandang tahanan. Hehehe.

Dalawapu't apat na oras bago magpasko...syakeeee!!!

Panira yung panaginip na yun o! Nightmare na nightmare! Makapatindig-balahibo talaga! Shemaii...grabe, hiningal ako dun!! Na-trauma ako! Natakot na akong matulog ulit! Galiii...katakooot!!! =*(

...Limang oras bago magpasko...sinamahan ko si kapatiiid na matulog. Nyaha...pag di daw kasi xa matutulog, wala xang gift kay Santa Claus.

Kaya ayun, pinatulog ko muna ang dear brother ko. Haha...matapos ang sobrang pangingiliti at pagpapatulog...maigoohlay...ako din, nakatulog!

Twee...

Too...

Wan...

.*Boom!*.

PaskoOo na! Haha...ginising kami ni daddy.

Weee...at ang sawap ng Noche Buena! Ham, chicken, bread, salad, cake, wine, chocolates, fruits, juice, softdrinks at iba pa.

Hindi muna kami kumain ng pasta, pancit, barbecue at iba pang nakakabusog na food dahil gusto naming i-reserve ang lahat para sa party na gaganapin sa bahay namin maya-maya.

Mga 1:30 ata nung natapos kami....nag-ring ang phone. Para sakin daw!!

Himala! Alas-dos na ng madaling araw at may tumawag! Para sakin pa!!!

Pagsagot ko, si Cavin pala! XD

Hehe...Cavin B., ang aking beloved classmate nung elem.

Nyehe, kakagaling daw nila ng simbang gabi, tapos un daw ang unang-una nyang ginawa paguwi...tawagan ako at maging kaunahang bumati sa akin sa araw na un. =)

Hihi...natuwa naman ako at bumati din. Miss ko na din ung batang un ah!! Kahit lagi akong inaasar, inaaway, binubugbog at pinapaiyak noon!

Haha...oist, miss piggy...here comes the bride!!! Bwahaha! Sawap gumanti sa apat na taon nyang pang-aasar!!! Hahaha!!! Jowking!!! Peace!!!

Ayan...open na ng gift!!! Weeeee......ang saya!!! Ang daming gipzzz!!! Puno ung ilalim ng tree...kahit may halong mga gipzz na ibibigay sa iba. XP

Hahaha...para nga akong bata dun eh! Haha....uber excited talaga! Ayun, natuwa naman ako sa mga natanggap ko.

Mga ilan dun ay yung mga libro na gus2ng-gus2 ko basahin na galing kina mama at papa...pink bag at purple shirt galing kay iyayapot...cute na fig galing kay adadako...purple glass at earrings galing kay jeaneee roseee...teddy bear galing kay CJ =)....clothes....accessories atbp.

Hehe...more to come pa daw dahil bukas, dadating pa mga tita at tito ko. =)

Thank You po sa lahat ng nagbigay ng gifts! Aylabyoo po, sa inyong lahat!! God Bless! =)

Hihi at sabi ni mama, tumawag daw cla tita/ninang, nanay, tatay at tito from NJ (Hehe..nga pala, ninang ko si tita. Yan, buwan buwan ata cla nagbibigay sa aming lahat kahit walang okasyon at kahit nasa NJ cla!! Hehe. Thank you po sa lahat. I Love You po. Punta na po kayo dito. Hehe...woohooo, can't wait 'til March!)...tapos sabi bibigyan daw kaming lahat ng gipzzz.

Tapos laking gulat ko nung cnabi ni mama na sabi ni ninang na bibigyan daw niya ako ng I-pod o kaya Sony Ericson na W8ooi. Syakeee...kahit gusto ko un...wag na poO! Mahal un, noh! XP No need naman eh...dami na niya kcng binigay sa amin eh. Sobrang sobrang sobra na un!!!

Kaya pag2mawag c tita ninang at nabanggit na un...sasabihin ko na wag na lang.

Maigoohlay...kahit gus2ng-gusto ko ung mga un (di ko naman matatanggi eh...nasa wishlist ko nga yan eh!), that's too much na talaga as a gift eh..after all they have given us na. XP

Si Lil' Bro naman, aside from other gifts...nakatanggap ng asteeging laser sword at Drum Set. Lupeet kaya!!! Haha...nakiki-tugtog naman kami ni daddy sa drums nya. Hahaha...steegin kaya talaga! Drum set! Weee...XD

Matapos ang onting panonood ng Myx...umakyat na kami ni kapatiiid para matulog.

Kaso, wala eh...paano kami makakatulog ni kapatiid kung nagkkwentuhan, nagkikilitian, kumakanta at naghaharutan kami?? Bonding ba.. XP

Hehe...umabot kami ng lampas 3:00 bago makatulog. Hahaha...pagod na sa kadadaldal eh. Cute nga eh...magkahug kami ni kapatiiid hanggang pagtulog. =)

Gising ako ng 9:00, ako ang huling-huling magising...as usual. Haha...mahimbing talaga!

Punta kami ng church para mag-attend ng mass at mapasalamat kay God at matapos ay bumili ng food para sa party.

Dumating ang relatives namin ng mga 4 pm.

Haha...at ang ganda daw ng bahay! Hahaha...ang galing daw ng pagka-decorate ni mama! O diba, steeg si mama! Kulit nga ni tita eh...

Tita: "Hwahaw naman...nagpintas ti balay mon manang! Baro manen ti ayos na. Nagpintas!"

Translation: Ate..ang ganda ng bahay mo ah! Bago na naman ung pagkaayos niya. Ang ganda!

Mama: "Wen ah! Ket anya pay, siyak ti nag-decorate ditoy! =)"

Translation: Oo ah. Ano pa ba, ako ang nag-decorate eh. =)

(Pa-joke si mama. Sabay tawa cla..hahaha.)

Tita: "Ang ganda ng bahay nyo. Kung naisipan mo lang gawin ng ganito ang ayos dati pa, eh di mas maganda sana!"

Mama: "Hahahahaha."

Tita: "Hahahahaha."

*Kulit noh! Hahaha. XP

Haha...oh yeah, enjoy all throughout! Grabe, ang daming food talaga! Nagdala pa sila ng some more pasta, chicken at marami pa. Waha...punong-puno nga yung table ng pagkain eh!!

Since Josh wasn't around because he has a badly broken hand, I played with my younger cousins instead, since I'm the 3rd oldest grandchild and Andre, the 2nd is in Ilocos.

Wee...ang saya!! Si Eunice, ang ala-bastfriend baby cousin ko...pinapasali ako sa lutu-lutuan at iba pang laro nya. Kaya, syempre...sali ako. Ang saya kaya!! =)

Si Billie baby girl, ang youngest cousin so far (Haha...so far eh!) naman ang isa ko pang kalaro.

Weee...ang cute kaya ng phone na rinegalo ni mama sa kanya! Covered ng color purple na cloth tapos may color blue na fur at cute na decorations! Bwahaha...ang cute kaya ng binili nila! Hehe...inggit ako! Bwaha. XD

Isa pa si Bea. Kalaro ko din yan! Hahaha.

Actually, masasabi ko din naman na ka-close ko ang lahat ng pinsan ko eh. Lahat kalaro ko lagi...hehe...all around ate kasi. Hehe...malaki, maliit...babae, lalaki...makulit o hindi...carry yan! Haha...ansaya kasi eh...basta bata at esp....basta masaya lang yung laro! Hahaha, jk...XP

Maya-maya, nakatulog ako sa couch sa harap ng TV. Ayun, tulog ako nung umalis cla...as usual...

Haha...tapos aun, tapos na. Mga 11 ata un nung umalis cla. Weee. Haha.

Yun lang...wala na. Tulog na lahat. Hehe.

Hihi...wala lang. Mahabang sharing??

Hehe...lam nyo naman, nobelista attack...as usual. (Aba...pangatlong as usual na yan ah! Hehe.)

Cge, aayusin ko pa Term Paper ko.

Goodnyt!! =)

Oo nga pala...

Birthday ng soldier/knight/saviour ko bukas! Hehehe...official gentleman kc sa lahat ng babae yah kaya ganyan! Haha. Ang aking close friend since Grade 1...si Williz! Haha.

Happy Birthday Williz! I Luvyah!! Miss na kita! Mwaaaahuuuggzzz!
Belated Happy Birthday din kay Willia (Dec. 25!!!)....ang cute baby sister ni Williz!
...at, Sobrang Belated Happy Birthday kay Wizzie (Nov.1!!! Belated talaga! Hehe.)...ang isa pang sister ni Williz!!!

(Weeeheee...Wizzie! My kid bespren! Haha...love ko family ni Williz! Paano ba naman, araw-araw akong nasa bahay nila mula 4-6 p.m. noong grade 6! Hehe.)

Last but not the least greeting...

HAPPY 13TH BAPTISM ANNIVERSARY SA AKIN BUKAS!!!

Hahaha....Dec. 27 ako bininyagan!!! Nyahaha! Happy Binyag day! Weeeeheee! Woohooo!!! =)

Steeg..OT mode talaga ako ngayon! Bangag na bangag!

Anyway...GOODNYT! GOD BLESS! =)

MERRY CHRISTMAS NA TALAGA! =)

2005-12-25T19:41:00.000-08:00

Hehe. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! This time it really is for real. =)

Again, Merry Christmas! God Bless! Take care of yourselves. May God shower us all with more and more blessings and continue to guide and protect us, especially on the incoming year ahead of us. =)

Aryt, I better go now. We're holding a party at home now and I have to go chill out with my cousins.

Ta ta...merry christmas once again. =)

P.S...Haha, I just love fruit salad. =)

Merry Christmas Everyone!

2005-12-24T23:19:00.000-08:00

Hey. Merry Christmas to Everybody! Haha. I guess I should greet ahead, in case I won't have time to update my blog tomorrow.

A lot has been going on. Walk there, walk here...greet there, greet here...shop there, shop here. Man, we really are busy this Christmas.

I even find it hard to squeeze in my so-called "GC-time". A lot of people say "Hey, it's Christmas! Give yourself a break for crying out loud..." to me, but I can't help it. Statements such as "Study now!" keep on calling out to me and resonating from within.

Haha..I'm not that good in tackling the ever-powerful conscience when it comes to schoolwork.

Yipee...gifts are piling under our tree. I haven't opened the presents I got last Christmas party for the thrill and added pleasure. I don't spoil things unlike last year anymore...haha, I'm in for adventure now. =)

Yesterday, we shopped from 7-12. We bought new clothes and ate. Haha, 5 hours for clothes and food. Nice pace huh? Hehe.

I got this really cute top that I'd match with a pair of pants from the States that I haven't worn yet. My mom bought tops and pants too, and she promised that she'd lend it to me, if I wanted to borrow it. Ofcourse I would!

Ahaha...my mom CERTAINLY has a REALLY GREAT fashion sense. She even has a better one than mine! Her clothes totally rock and she really looks good wearing them. She has really good taste, she can even be one of the best dressed people on earth! Haha...exaggeration or not, it really is true. =)

I'm excited to wear the clothes later on...as excited as I am to open the gifts in store for us under the tree! Hehe.

Haha...I better not forget to load, I don't want to spend my Christmas without greeting everyone in my phonebook through text. I better do it fast, though...text messages would be lagged tomorrow...hard to text. XP

Speaking of people, I'm missing a lot of people today! And I mean, a whole lot. Haha...

I better go now, got to prepare. =)

MERRY CHRISTMAS! God Bless, everyone! Don't forget to pray and greet Jesus. =)

DOTA!!!

2005-12-21T02:15:00.001-08:00

Hahaha...ang saya mag-DOTA!!! Grabe!

Kanina, nag-practice kami ng Indian Dance para sa MAPEH sa bahay nila Pocholo. (Thank you nga pala Pochi!! =) )

Sa Mcdo, haha...as usual, nabaliw kami ni Iya. Paano naman kc, ang tagal na naming hindi nagkita. O diba? The bond is too strong!!! Haha...sobrang tawa ng tawa ng tawa si Iya sa akin at sa aking kabarukan at ka-weirdohan ko.

Tapos plano na talaga namin na mag-ddota kami. Haha. Ansaya...tuturuan daw nila kami katulad ng pag-turo nila kina Audrey at Jessa. =)

First time namin ni Iya! =)

Wala lang. Sa bahay nila Poch, gumawa kami ng steps para dun sa sayaw. Meron din namang mga steps na ginawa nila nung Monday, kaso di ako naka-attend noon dahil may pinuntahan kaming important.

Ayun, nag-incorporate kami ng mga steps na galing sa sayaw namin dati nung grade 6 ako. Haha...memories!!! Nyaha...ayoko mag-drama muna. Baka mamaya kung ano pang nobela ang magawa ko sa kakakwento! Hehe.

Ayun, basta...ang asteeg ng mga steps na nagawa para sa sayaw. Kaso, sabi nga ni Audz, kailangang i-"Fill in the Blanks" ni Carla sa pasukan. Kulang pa kasi eh. =)

Haha..ang cute..dami kembot!!! Hehe, pati mga lalaki...todo ang kembot!!! Woohoo...lalo na si Kuya Karl!! Grabe, IDOL! =)

Ayun...sa kasamaang palad...ako yung naging "princess" daw. Haha...ayos lang naman. Ewan ko...pero parang mas deserving ung ibang girls, pero...ewan...sabi nila eh.

Hehehe...anything for the grades na lang! Haha...humanda kayo sa lagim ni Ina!!! Magugulat kayo!!! Haha...ang taba ko pa naman..syakeee. XP

Ayun, bonding ng girls, kulitan ng boys. Kain...sawap-sawap! Halo-halo ng softdrinks! Kinig sa kanta namin nung Carol Fest. (Thank you ulit Cholo at thank you din po daddy ni Cholo! Salamat din po sa concern nung pauwi na po kami. =) )

Wah. Ung mga boys, walang masyadong napractice pero ayos lang, nakuha naman na daw nila ung steps at dapat gawin eh. =)

Si RJ...dumating nung kakain kami at handa nang umuwi..nys! XD

Ayun, pumunta na kami sa computer shop at mineet cla Jhobs at Jean (nyaha..pinag-bus daw ni Jhobs si Jean! Wahaha. Kaya mo yan Jean!).

Tapos may bata na humingi ng money...una hinabol si Audrey at panay pukpok sa kanya gamit ang kanyang mga matatalas na kuko (sobrang masakit daw sabi ni Audz!). Tapos ayaw xang tigilan.

Tapos nung nakapasok na si Audz, ako naman ung pinukpok...so, pinapasok na ako ni Karl. Sunod naman ung ibang mga babae sa labas. So aun, binigyan na lang ni RJ ng 2o pesos...(RJ...ang yaman! Ever!)

Ayun, DOTA na!!!

Nagkulang yung mga computer kaya si Iya, walang computer. Pinanood na niya muna ako dun sa computer ko.

Ayun, tinuruan ako ni Karl (Haha...ayan, di na Bagz ah!) mag-laro. Thank you Karl! Ang bait mo talaga!!! Nyaha...kaya ang saya mong kasama eh! Aylabshoo Kuya Karl! =)

Yun, right click...left click?? Sino kalaban?? (Tinulungan pa ako nung lalaking katabi ko kung paano maglaro. Tnx po! =) ) Ano gagawin? Saan pupunta?? Anong gagawin?? Ano ulit?!?

Haha...tinadtad ko si Karl ng mga tanong..na matiyaga naman niyang sinagot.

Aun, pinaglaro ko si Iya kc sayang naman kung di a makakalaro. Haha...ang dami naming beses namatay pero marami din naman kaming napatay. Hehe...malas ata "hero" namin eh...lumilipad na kabayo. Haha..pero malakas daw un, according to Karl. =)

Dahil 3:00 na, umuwi na kami ni Iya. Naiwan cla sa computer shop.

Ang haba ng nilakad namin ni Iya!!! Haha..mula sa computer shop malapit kina Cholo, hanggang sa Mcdo Tandang Sora papuntang Footbridge hanggang sakayan ng FX. Nyehe...ang saya nga eh...ADVENTURE!!!!

Tapos umuwi na kami, naglakad akong mag-isa papuntang Mcdo pero sinamahan muna akong tumawid kc HINDI AKO MARUNONG! XD

Tapos aun...balik bahay. =)

Nyaha...bago nga pala kami mag-DOTA kanina, tumingin kami sa Photo Album ni Cholo tapos...tapos...tapos....ASTEEEG! Nakita namin ung pic ng batch namin sa Tutorlink!! Wala akong kopya nun eh, kaya na2wa ako!

Haha...nandun ang mga Xientians ngaun at mga kaibigan ko dun...miss ko na cla...lalo na si Williz!! Hehe, ang cute ni Williz! Parang bata! Nyehe..pati c cj andun. La lang...*wink*

Ang saya talaga ng araw ko. =)

Basta...hehe.

Merry Christmas ulit sa lahat!

Aba, 3 days na lang pala!! =)

Shopping Spree

2005-12-20T10:16:00.000-08:00

Haha...ang saya mag-shopping buong araw!! Steeg..ang dami naming nabiling bagay-bagay at damit. Hehe..may gift na ulit ako para kay >toooot!<.

Ang bait nung matanda..grabe, ang gaan ng pakiramdam ko sa kanya..tumalon puso ko. Haha.

Merry Christmas po sa lahat! =)

Merry Christmas!

2005-12-17T20:23:00.000-08:00

...well, atleast in advance. =)

Pasenxa na po kung hindi nakapag-update ha...sobrang taas kc ng lagnat ko eh. Di ko nakayanang bumangon mula sa kama kahapon at nung isang araw.

Anyway...mga nangyari sa buhay..oh yes naman...

December 16...

Christmas Party ng Himig!! =)

Dapat 8 o'clock kami pupunta pero di ko nabasa ung txt ni Ada eh, kala ko 10 parin.

So aun, di ako nkakanta.. =(

Worse, nagpa-late pa ako ng 10:30 dahil sobrang masama pakiramdam ko.

Nyargh...sakitin talaga. Nakakaasar na. =P

Ayun, kulitan kami nila Jeno, JP Papa Pogi at Ate Cam sa labas ng backstage. Nyehe...binubuko nila kung sino ang "daddy" ko sa exchange gift. Napaniwala naman ako ni Jeno na si JP ang daddy ko.

Hay, uto-uto talaga ako pagdating kay Kuya Jeno!!! Hehehe!! =D

Hehe...ansaya...kainan na!

Ang dami nilang dinalang pagkain!!

Ako???

Nakalimutan kong pot luck pala...

Wala akong dala.

Haha...ako nga lang ata eh. Mailban nga lang sa ibang late.

Hehe...ay, ewan. XP

Nyak...patay ako kay Ma'am Lumibao!!!

Secret lang ha!!!

Bwahaha...SECRET?!? (nasa blog mo, secret?)

Hehehe.

Pagkatapos ng napaka-sarap na kainan...

Exchange gift time na!!!

Haii...wala baby ko. Wala si ate Mica....oh well....sa January na lang daw. =)

Wala lang...ansaya, naka 14 individual gifts ako sa kanya. Mga nirequest nya, binigay ko. XD

Nyaha...baraha, cd-r, mga DMC thread, mga ballpen, crochet needlea at Phantom of the Opera Soundtrack.

Wala lang...love ko si Ate Mica eh! Bait bait kc...ganda pa...elibs! =)

Haha...nalaman kong hindi pala si JP Papa Pogi ang daddy ko...

Si JENO pala! Bwahaha...tama si Ate Cam...mas matanda daw sa akin.

Hehe...mas matanda kc si Kuya Jeno sa akin ng buwan eh. Kaka-13 lang naming dalawa. =)

So aun, todo batok ang nakuha ni Jeno dahil sa panttrip nya sa akin.

Hehe...JOKE!!! LabshoO Kuya!!! =)

Awww. Haha...ang ganda ng gifts ni Kuya Jeno sa akin. Gustong-gusto ko talaga yung isang gift nya na ilagay sa room ko. =)

KwEnTo tImE...XP

Si Anna Lissa, baby nya si Kuya Ferdie. Sabi nya sa description niya na ang baby daw niya, bestfriend ng kapatid ng crush ng kaklase nya.

Eh, kilalang-kilala ko kung sino yun!!! Bwahaha...close na close nga kami eh!!! Hehehe...kaya tawa ako ng tawa at sobrang nabaliw. =P

Hehe..tingnan nyo mga blog ni Anna Lissa sa links ko...katuwa. =)

Nakakatuwa si JP..."Pentelpen!!!!" Woohoo...nabaliw kami nila Ada at Ate Cam!!!!

Steeg kasi eh, seryosong seryoso si JP na lumapit kay Ada tapos biglang sabi ng "Pentelpen." Haha...nagulat si Ada.

At ang pangako namin kay JP Papa Pogi? Bibgyan namin siya ng Pentelpen sa January!! Hahaha...peace JP!!! =)

Grabe si Ate Cam tumawa...nakakabaliw!!! XP

After the party, pumunta kami nila Ada at Celine (Bernoulli 1) sa SM. Haha...todo bonding kami doon!!! Kwentuhan at bukuhan. Ang saya nila kasama!!

Ayun, naghanap kami ng isa pang regalo para kay >toooooot<. Grabe, at the end of the day...WALA KAMING NABILING REGALO PARA KAY >TOOOOT<.

Nyargh talaga!!!

Pero ok lang...hanap nalang ako...este....kami...(hehehe...)...ulit. =)

3:30 na nung nag-uwian kami. Kami naman nila Mama, Papa at Darren...dumeretso sa Shopwise. Gusto na namin ni Darren umuwi pero tumuloy parin kami.

Ayaw ko na sanang pumunta dahil masama na pakiramdam ko pero punta parin kami. Aun, doon ako nagkalagnat at nagdedeliryo na. Ewan ko ba...biglaan na lang.

Napagod siguro.

So aun, umuwi kami sa bahay nang sobrang wala ako sa sarili. Haha...di na ako nakakain ng maayos at deretso tulog, nagising sa gabi dahil hindi makatulog at nag-diarrhea sa gabi.

Hehe...sinabi talaga eh! Oh well. XP

December 17, 2005

Nagising ng 8....

....Wala parin ako sa sarili ko.

Paling parin maglakad at gumugulong ang mundo sa paningin.

Di ako nakasama sa Las Pinas. Sa sobrang kahinaan, napilitan akong magpaiwan. Sayang, hindi ko nakita ang kaisa-isang inaanak ko.

Napagalitan pa nga ako eh, pero hindi ko na talaga kinaya...pinaderetso na ako sa kama para matulog ulit.

Nagising ako ng 9 at tinext si Ate Doreen...

...natulog hanggang 3 at kumain hanggang 4. (Tagal noh?)

...Tapos nagreply sa text ni Ate Doreen at natulog ulit hanggang 8...

...Kahit umiikot ang mundo, tinapos ang Da Vinci code hanggang 9 at natulog hanggang 10..

...Kumain hanggang 11 (Tagal ulit noh?) at natulog hanggang 9...

....kumain hanggang 9:30 at naligo hanggang 10:30....

...Pumunta ng simbahan mula 11 at lumabas ng 12....

...Kumain hanggang 12:30...

...at heto ako ngayon!!!!

Haha..imagine nyo, halos buong araw kahapon...NATULOG AKO!

Ang saya ng buhay ko!!!

Hehe...ngayon, ewan ko kung may lagnat pa ako. Basta, yun.

Isang linggo na lang pasko na!!!

Weeee....MERRY CHRISTMAS SA LAHAT!!! =)

GOD BLESS!!!

....oo nga pala.

JOSH...GET WELL SOON! Wazzup, homeslice? (Yep, your ever famous line that I have never deciphered and understood upto now...hehe.) Take care of that hand, aryt? You don't want to leave that electric guitar of yours for long, do you? Hehe..luvyah dude. =)

..oo nga pala ulit!!!

HAHA...ANG SAYA MAGBASA NG MGA POST KO DATI! Hehe...lalo na nung FEB, MARCH, MAY, JUNE, AUGUST AT OCTOBER...lalo na ung pa-english-english posts, essay-like posts, mga posts tungkol kay CJ at mga post na may pictures ko! HAHA..nakakaaliw! Ang kyut ko magsalita nung persyir ako!! BWAHAHA! Hehe...check it out at ur own risk! =)

Haha...mag-iingles nga ako bukas!!! Bwahaha....man, I am such a lunatic!! Abecedarian insults anyone? =)

...oh yes, dakilang nobelista talaga!!! =)

Panaginip Nakakabaliw.

2005-12-15T04:28:00.000-08:00

Hello po! Haha...update ulit!!

Sacrifice- Wala lang...hindi ko na-fulfill yung 10 day sacrifice ko. Wala lang...due to certain circumstances, kinailangan kong mag-update dati.

Oh well.

Kaya, pinagdesisyunan ko na na itititgil ko muna itong sacrifice ko...

What's the point of fulfilling it and accomplishing it further when I have already gone against it on the first place?

Tama yun...nasira ko na eh, kaya irereschedule ko na lang.

Para mas maging profitable itong sacrifice na ito para sa akin, sisimulan ko na lang next year pag may pasok na...

Concentrate muna sa studies...=)

Kaya ngayon...lulubusin ko na ang pag-update. ;)

Grades- Wala lang...tumaas xa ah, nakakatuwa.

Well, ok na rin...atleast nahila nung matataas na grade ung mga mabababa. Pero sa ranking...never mind.

Haha...Best in MAPEH?!? Di ko akalain..

Ang parents...woooh, majupet ito...

Haha..joke. Ok lang naman cla...basta kailangan ko daw mag-hirap pa lalo at itaas ang grade ko.

NakoO, katulad ko...sila din, gustong maging avo din ako next year.

Pangarap namin yun...

Sana matupad. =X

Please po Lord...tulong.

Skin- Heto na naman ako, nagpalit ng skin.

Wala lang...nakyutan lang ako. Nakakaaliw yung ~~fantasy~~ este...fairyland. =)

Nga pala...hanapin nyo po yung secret clickable achuchuchu na yun sa blog ko...nakakatuwa. =)

Gifts- Woohoo! May gifts na naman akoO!!!

Hahaha!!! Wala lang.

Ewan ko ba, natutuwa talaga ako pag nakakatanggap ako ng gift...simple man o hindi.

Lahat yan...na-aapreciate ko. =)

Haha...todo bili at bigay din naman ako ng gift.

Nakakaasar nga eh, hindi ko nabigay lahat ng gifts kanina...katulad na lang nung k adrielle...haiii...ulyanin na ang lola nyo.

Waaah...pero ang pinaka-nakakaasar ay ang aming napaka-gandang computer!!!

Grabe, pag-tingin ko kahapon para gawin yung tig-ddalawa ko pang regalo para kay Iya, Ada at Ria....

Ayaw bumukas ng aming lovely computer.

Nyargh...di ko tuloy nagawa. Buti na lang may iba pa akong regalo kina Ada at Iya.

Haha...kaso, walang iba k Ria eh...hehe, buti na lang hindi ko xa nakita kanina!!!

JOKE. Haha...labyoo Ria...sa January na lang ha. =)

Di ko pa binubuksan yung mga gifts ko...sa Pasko na lang...as in 25...para surprise!!!

CJ-Haaii, di ko nabigay yung dalawang gift ko kay CJ.

Haii...oh well...there's always January...

Oo nga pala...Salamat sa gift CJ..sobrang thanks...(kahit di ko pa nakita laman...(: )

Ngehe...nagulat ako kasi pagbalik ko ng room, may bearhuggs na gift sa chair ko.

Wak..sabi ni Rap nanggaling daw kay CJ.

So aun...thank you talaga CJ!!! MWAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!

...Speaking of CJ....sobrang namimiss ko na xa ah...grabe. Haha...=)

Ericson- Woohooo!!! Sobrang aus na kami ni Ericson!!! Yehey!!! Last month lang kami nagkabati nila Iya...

Haii, ngaun...sobrang masaya ulit kami at balik-ILYS BARKADA na kami!!!

Sana di na maulit ung ganun...

Na-miss ko xa ng sobra ah!!!

Basta, di ko na hahayaan magka-ganun ulit kami ng mga bestfriend ko...EVER. =)

Haha....ang yaman ni Ericson!!!! Ni-regalo kay Iya yung Angels and Demons na libro!!! Woohooo!!! IDOL!!!

Pati yung regalo nya sa akin, bigatin ung presyo! Hahaha...

Thank You Ericson bespren!!! Aylabshooo!!!! Sana nagustuhan mo din ung gift ko...=)

PINOY BIG BROTHER- Haha...close ang lahat ng PBB housemates sa Tita Micoy ko!!!

(Congrats kay Nene!)

Bwahaha...ANG SAYA!!! Nkakausap at nakakakwentuhan nya sila sa Rembrant!!!

Lalo na si Uma!!!

(Natutuwa ako sa pagkwento dito...Uma: Hindi makatulog sa kwarto dahil sa ingay sa kabilang kwarto...)

Uma: "Hindi po ako makatulog. Maingay pa po eh."
Tita ko: "Ay, oo...may party pa kasi sa kabila eh..."
Uma: "Oo nga po eh. Sige po, labas muna po ako."
Tita: "Sige."
Uma: "Thank You po."

~

Weee! Nakakatuwa kc nung pagkasabi daw ni Uma nyan...tunog at mukhang bata talaga. Hehe.

Kaso, nakakaawa daw sila kc kahit sobrang pagod na sila, mga 2 hours pa lang din ang tulog nila lagi.

Haii...The Price of Fame.

The Da Vinci Code- Para sa upcoming contest sa Reading Comprehension sa January, pinabasa ako at si Carissa (ang isang avo1 student) ni Ma'am Banzon ng mga novel.

Sabi niya dapat marami daw kaming nabasa ngaung vacation.

Haha...the pressure is on us daw. Kc mataas daw ang expectations...kailangan daw bumawi ng Kisay.

Haha.

Oh well...dapat daw, kailangan open daw kami sa mga novels na hindi rin favorable ung topics o kaya ung writing style sa amin.

So aun, akala ko kc hindi maganda ung dinidiscuss o ung kino-convey na message ng Da Vinci code...kaya binasa ko.

Haii...nagkamali ako. It is a very well-written and fabricated novel.

Grabe.

Well, I don't mind the criticisms about the Church and Catholicism in the novel..well, I mean, in a way that I don't let it diminish how much faith in God and Jesus I have in my heart and soul today.

If you hold on to your faith, fail to be affected and consider the fact that it is fictional, then you'll find the novel highly entertaining and enjoyable.

Much to my surprise, I was very much glued to the book. Maganda talaga xa. Wag mo nga lang talagang mahyaang kalogin yung faith mo...steeg talaga un!

Baka nga maging isa sa mga favorite ko yun eh. Haha....surprising indeed. =)

Bibilihin na namin susunod yung Angels and Demons at Deception Point.

For the record, the novels I intend to read this vacation is The Da Vinci Code (done. =) ), Angels and Demons, Deception Point, Tuesdays with Morrie, Five People You Meet in Heaven, The Client and the ever-popular and "enjoyable" (with emphasis to the quotation marks.") The Woman with Two Navels (oh joy. jk. )

Nyak nyak..kaya yan. =)

Term Paper- Yehey, nakuha na namin ni ada yung advanced term paper draft na pinasa namin kay ma'am.

Wala lang...daming edit at remarks. Haha.

Completion na lang. Haii...ang hirap...ka-pressure. =)

Himig- Ansaya ng Himig.

Bukas ang Himig Party namin. Sana magustuhan ni Ate Mica yung mga gifts ko. =)

Sweeet- Haii...ang sweet nila *** at ***! Grabe. Todo na itetch! Hehe...jokie. =)

Basta...ang sweet nila. Cute. =)

Kinikilig akoOoO!!

Cge po...MALIGAYANG PASKO! =)

Mag-ingat po kayo. God Bless. =)

Thank You's

2005-12-08T05:28:00.000-08:00

Haha. I am so willing to break my sacrifice and promise of not updating my blog and surfing the net too much for 10 days straight, just to express my gratitude to various people who cheered me up just a while ago.

Thank You SO MUCH Ada, for all the help. I can really count on you!! You are truly the greatest bespren ebur!! Mwah, mwah, mwah!! Aylabyu!

Thank you Jhon, for being there when I was breaking down in tears. Thanks for the comfort and for staying beside me while I "make-hagulgol"!!

Thank you Kuya Karl and Kate for being there when I needed you most.

Thank you Jessa, Jean, Ate Shantrel, Jessica, Yza and everyone else who showed their concern and comforted me.

To sum things up...thank you to everyone who showed how much they care and for standing by me when I really need their support and encouragement.

I Love You all!! Thank You! Take Care and God Bless!

p.S...

Congratulations to Avo2!!! Waha...congrats satin sa Carol Fest!!! Mahal ko kayong lahat!

Congratulations to Curie!!!

Well...congratulations to everyone talaga!

All of us did wonderful jobs naman eh...lahat naman tayo sobrang magaganda ung presentations at nagtulungan para dito kaya...congrats sa ating lahat lahat lahat!! Hehe..

Get well soon Iya!

Get well soon Jayson! Nkakamiss ka na!!

Happy Birthday Anton...ang napaka-gwapong kapatid ni Ada at beloved bespren ni CJ! Hehe. =)

Ui...pagdasal nyo naman po ako para bukas o. Hehe. Thanks po. Wish me luck. =)

Nalilito

2005-12-05T08:43:00.000-08:00

Hello...ewan ko ba. Dapat hindi ako magpopost eh, kaso kylangan ko lang ilabas. Maiksi lang 2...bawas lang ng sama ng loob.

May nabasa ako..basta, blog xa...di q sasabihin kung knino. Infareness masakit xa magsalita ah.

Sa dami-dami ng tao, hindi ko akalaing xa pa ang makakagawa nun. Ang pranka nya ah! Basta may cnbi xa 2ngkol sakin at sa kaibigan q na talagang nakakasakit. Nyargh....>=(

Kahit matagal na yun...lakas parin ng tama sakin!

E wala naman aqng ginawa sa kanya! Sa tanan ng buhay q...di ko kayang gawan ng masama yang taong yan ah.

Bakit xa pa??? Bakit??

Nalilito 2loy ako. Hndi q akalaing mssbi nya un. Lakas ng tama dude. Ansakit. Khit di deretsuhan...contextually....basta, MASAKIT.

Nalilito na ako sayo at sa pagkatao mo. Lakas mo pang mang-irap kanina dude ah. Haha. Take note, nilagay ko sa calendar ko un!! *...significant dates.*

Wala naman akong ginagawa sayo! Halos hindi na nga kita nakakausap eh!!

Basta..useless 2ng post na to...BASAHIN NYO NALANG UNG FIGHT SCENES NAMIN NI YZA...mas may mababasa kayong makabuluhan dun.

Cge...nyargh talaga. >=(

FIGHT SCENES NAMIN NI YZA!

2005-12-03T12:51:00.000-08:00

Ang senti ng latter post ko ah...haha. Mag-ssenti mode kaya ako ngayon? Nyehe. Tagalog mode naman.

Carol Fest

Nag-practice kami para sa Carol Fest kahapon.

Wala lang...ansaya talaga.

Ang ganda ng mga kanta namin...kahit sobrang taas, carry parin. Hehe.

Sana nga lang manalo kami...o kaya sana may place man lang.

Tapos aun, masaya kc sobrang nagiging close na ang mga Avo Peepz!!

Ung mga hindi ko nakakausap at nakakasama dati, sobrang nakaka-bonding at nakakakulitan ko na ngayon!!!

Basta, asteeg talaga!

AylabyoO Avo Peepz!!! Go Avo!!!

P.S...Grabe, na-elibs kami sa Avo4 nung narinig namin cla nung isang gabi. Ang ganda...grabe!!! Wah..nabaliw kmi ni Ada! Hehe.

Good Luck po sa lahat. =)

FIGHT SCENES NI INA AT YZA!!!

Wahaha...lupit ever!!!

Hahaha.

Kahapon sa practice se Carol Fest, pinagtripan namin ang piano ni RJ.

Haha...dami kasing sound effects eh.

So aun...nahanap namin ung mga effects na Laughing, Jet Plane, Siren, Gun, Punch at marami pa!!!

Hehe...aun, nabangag kami ni Yza bigla at gumawa ng iba't-ibang scenes.

Ang pinaka-asteeg dun ay ung Fight Scenes namin!!!

Grabe, imagine nyo...nasa stage kaming Avo tapos kami lang ni Yza ang gumagawa ng ganun...SA HARAP NG MADAMING TAO!!!

Haha..as in iba't-ibang sections at years!!!!

Kahit natumba-tumba at naglupasay kami sa stage sa harap ng madaming tao...tuloy parin ang laban!!!

Aun, masaya naman ang mga nakapanood!!! Hehe...daming nag-cheer!

Sabi nila ang galing daw namin! Hehe...pwede na daw kaming mag-artista!!

Sabi ni Iya, pwede na daw naming palitan c Juday sa action scenes!

Basta...ang galing talaga! Di ko i2 makakalimutan! Sana maulit!!

Yza dear...until we fight again!!! Bwahaha!

Haha...ASTEEG!

Sana napanood nyo! Bwahaha!

ROUND 1

Aun, naglaban kami tapos may sound effects na punch! Kaasteegan...sumasakto lahat!!

Pati ung pagsuntok ko kay Ada na nanunood, sumakto kahit hindi alam ni Audrey (xa nag-ooperate ng piano) na susuntok ako.

Haha...aun, ansaya!!

Ang galing-galing talaga!

ROUND 2

Baril-barilan naman!

Sound effect naman ay ung gun!!

Haha...ansaya mag-baril-barilan. Pa-sniper effect pa talaga!

Sumali si Audz at nakipag-laban xa kay Yza.

ROUND 3

Buhok naman ang gamit namin!!

Hehe...yup, tamaan kami ng buhok!!!

Yung effect naman...ung *Sling* na tunog. Haha! Steeg talaga!

Haha...ang haba talaga ng hurr namin!!! XD

ROUND 4

Tama na sana ung fight scenes namin eh, kaso dumating ung iba naming kaklase at nag-request ung mga nakapanood earlier.

Haha...suntukan ulit pero may kasamang sipa naman!

Haha...asteeg talaga kasi sumasakto talaga ung tunog at galaw namin!

Pati ung pag sipa sa akin ni Yza nung napa-higa ako sumakto dun sa pag-angat ko.

Kaasteegan talaga!!!

Tapos MAY DUMATING NA AMBULANSYA!!

Haha..ada to the rescue!!

Gamit naman ung sound effect na siren!

Haha..hindi umandar ung ambulansya sa bigat namin ni Yza!!!

Round 5

Tuloy parin ang suntukan!!!

Kaso, sobrang napagod na kami!

~

Un, asteeg talaga!!!!

Thank u kay Yza at sa mga "Fans" namin! Hehehe.

Sana talaga maulit!

Sana napanood nyo! Hehe!

Kapatiiid!!!

Ang galing talaga kumanta ng kapatid ko!!

Kumakanta xa ngayon habang nag-ggitara si daddy.

Cnabi nya kc kay daddy na mag-gitara habang kinakanta nya ang mga favorite songs nya galing PBB at Sugarfree eh...mga fave ko din.

Ang galing talaga ni Darren...as in walang sumasablay na nota.

Paano kasi, ever since nanood kami ng concert sa Ek naging sobrang musically inclined xa at kinakanta at ginigitara nya ang mga kanta na gusto nya.

Sabi ko sa kanya na gumawa xa ng banda nya paglaki nya...isang bagay na pinangarap at gusto ko gawin pero di ko magawa.

Xa na lang..mas may confidence xa.

Sabi naman ng mga tao na may potential naman daw ako...kaso ang problema ko naman ay ung confidence.

Oh well...si Darren nalang.

Sana kung ganun din ung confidence ko, matagal na akong kumakanta at tumutugtog sa banda.

Oh well ulit.

Ang galing talaga..

Aun, pinangako nya naman sakin na gagawa xa ng banda paglaki nya..mula na din sa sarili nyang pangarap na gumawa nga ng banda.

Haha..gagayahin daw nya si Kuya Ebe...ang IDOL nya (at pati na rin ako!). :)

Magiging vocalist, gitarista at drummer daw xa. :)

Pangit

Ang pangit ko talaga.

Basta, sa tingin ko lahat sa akin ay pangit.

Pangit, pangit, pangit.

Mukha, katawan, ugali....lahat na.

Ewan ko ba sa sarili ko kung bakit ganito nararamdaman ko.

Di naman DAW...

Pero, basta....PANGIT TALAGA AKO!!!

Nyargh.

Pasko na!!!

Pasko na nga ba?

Wala lang..di ko pa maramdaman.

Sa sobrang dami pa ng problema ko...di ko pa tuloy maramdaman.

Haii...sana masaya ang pasko ko this year.

Sana din makapunta kami sa Ilocos. Para naman makatakas na ako sa mga problema ko dito sa Manila at makalimutan ko kahit papano.

States

Ewan ko ba. Laging cnasabi ni daddy na gusto nyang pumuntang States.

Gusto daw niyang mag-nursing doon...nakapasa naman na daw xa sa board exam eh.

Basta...ayoko talaga. Asar na asar talaga ako kasi ayaw ko talaga.

AYAW KO TALAGA!

Haii...paano naman, nakapunta na ako dun at alam ko na kung ano ang buhay doon.

Ang OPINYON ko langpo, mas gusto ko parin dito sa Pinas. Gusto ko ung mga tao, lugar, tradisyon dito.

Basta. Ang sabi namin ni mama, maiiwan kami dito. Haha, nagmamatigas kami kasi parehas naming ayaw.

So aun, paiba-iba ang gusto ni daddy.

Basta, AYAW KO TALAGA.

Si michaia...pupunta sa States sa Feb. Waaah...huwag!!!!

Si michai pa naman ang isa sa kauna-unahan kong bestfriend noon pang Avo1.

Haaii...ayaw talaga namin xang umalis kasi siya na ata ang pinaka-mabait na nilalang na namumuhay dito sa mundo na nakilala namin!!

Anghel talaga xa na hindi nagkakasala. Tanong nyo pa sa mga tao!

Basta, kahit xa ayaw niya pero wala talagang makakapigil eh.

Mamimiss ko talaga si Michai...SOBRA!

Kung ngayon naiiyak na ako, paano pa kaya kung aalis na xa.

Basta, sana makausap at makasama ko xa ng matagal lagi-lagi bago siya umalis at habang nandito xa.

Sana din hindi maputol ang connection namin sa isa't-isa at sana lagi kaming in-touch.

Sana din makita ko pa ulit ang bestfriend ko balang-araw.

Nasa-wishlist ko na yan.

Tats...naiiyak na ako. =(

I Love You Michaia bespren..

Haii...may dalawa pang taong espesyal ang aalis din ata papuntang States. Sana naman hindi...huwag po Lord...please...*cry*

PBB

Wala na si Say sa PBB. So that makes Cass, Uma, Nene and Jayson the Final Four.

Who would be the winner?? =X

Bye...I'd be drifting to Slumberland once again...

But let me cry my heart away before that...

.lml

2005-11-28T11:24:00.000-08:00

Post, post, post...

Hehe. I have lots of schoolwork yet to finish, so I better keep this simple.

I apologize for posting something apparently very lonely the other day. Haha, I don't want others reading such forlorn posts in my blog.

Basically, I had to release such precise emotions I had that day. I didn't take it. I had no choice but to burst and spill it all out.

Haha. Whatever.

I am not sure if I still feel the same way right now but I'm pretty sure that I won't be reacting that way...and not to mention, you won't see any posts of the like anymore. Hehe.

But, ofcourse...there will always be final words for that issue.

So, here it goes...

To the person concerned...

If you do know who you are..

Or even if you still don't..

I'm sorry if I had to react that way but to tell you the truth, I had been so hurt and not to mention...a lot have been.

To be honest, 2 reasons exist and pretty much explain why I feel quite irritated.

One is a personal reason and the other is not.

But, I must say that in both aspects...you truly hurt my feelings.

Honestly, the personal reason was what really struck me the other day.

But enough of that. That's far too personal to mention here. Hehe.

I don't know if you did mean it or didn't but if you do realize it some time, please take time to analyze every move that you made and try to justify it...please?

It's just something so undesirable, hurtful and offensive for others.

I don't want others and ofcourse, you, getting hurt. You're my friend, I don't want you to feel
hurt too.

Another thing is that you have to think before you act. I am very hurt by a few things you have done the past few days. Yes, just me...and no one else is concerned. (Aryt, this is what's personal. Get ready 4 this!!)

Baka naiilang ka lang pero wag mo naman sana idaan sa ganun. Wag mo naman sana gawin ung ganun sa harap ko kasi ang sakit sakit nun eh. Alam mo ba un? Pati mga kaibigan ko nasasaktan para sakin kc nakikita nila kung gaano kasakit saakin ung kalalabasan nun. Ayoko din naman clang masaktan at madamay dahil dun.

I don't know ur p.o.v (and I do try to walk in ur shoes and look at possibilities) but if I did something wrong...forgive me please? But still don't go about looking for vengeance. Please try considering my p.o.v too.

I am not saying this for my own welfare but for others and for you too.

I have heard a lot of people commenting and I don't want others backstabbing or saying bad stuff about u behind ur back at all, because ayabyu!! Hehe.

I'm not telling u 2 change urself entirely but just eliminate that undesirable trait because...

I want u to change 4 d better.

You can count on the fact that I am not mad.

Again, ur my friend and ayabyu!!

Basta, aun...that's about it.

I said what I had to say.

Nalabas ko na.

So, I can surely promise that this is an end of another issue. A very prominent chapter of my sekunyir days. Haha.

Aun. I'm okay na. Slight. Haha!! Haii..

IskoOL boOkoOL

School...pressure...gc...eyebags...kalungkot!

Basta, we have so many projects, homeworks and activities.

Waah...takas na q!!

Jowk.

Glitter Letters and Graphics!!

Weehee...I am so fond of them!!

I have about 3 glitter letters and 3 glitter graphics in my blog as of the moment!

Haha, I searched for them in Google and came across lots of sites and found lots of cute ones! Haha..basta, naaadeek ako!!! Hehe.

Spray Paint

Gosh..ang sakit sa mata, ulo at sa baga!! Haha. Para bang hihikain na naman ako sa paraan ng paghinga ko.

Oh well..

Praktis.

I didn't get to attend the practice today. I am really not feeling well and we might go to an aunt's house later on.

I'm really sorry!

I better jet...bye!

*End!*

P.S....THANK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHO EXPRESSED THEIR CONCERNS!! THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU ALL! =)

Useless Post

2005-11-26T19:32:00.000-08:00

We had our practice for the Carol Fest a while ago. It was all right. Quite a very long practice though.

I'm really not in the mood to post, but to sum things up...my day really sucked. I'm pissed off.

"I don't have a clue and can't find reasons for all this. You might not realize or see it, but to tell you the truth, you don't seem to know how much it hurts me. You don't even seem to care.."

My Sacrifice...?

2005-11-25T23:02:00.001-08:00

Ei! Musta na? Wala lang..feel ko na naman mag-post.

Haha...eto na naman ung Tagalog-mode ko. XD

Ngaung Linggo...

Aun, ang daming nangyari ngaung linggong ito..

Dami nga naming beses ginawa ang pagliliwaliw eh!!

Wala kcng klase kahapon at nung Wednesday. Tapos nung mga ibang araw naman, ang dami ding beses na hindi umattend ang mga teachers. Wahaha...

...Steegin talaga o.

Si Iya at Ada, buong linggo, sila ang mga kasama ko.

Dahil kapwa mga bangag at praning din naman cla, walang sandaling na-bore kami...except na lang kahapon nung naubusan na kami ng interes para gumawa ng anumang bagong kabaliwan. Hehe.

Haha...ano pa ba?

Nga pala...na-meet ko na c Caloy!! Nyahaha..."close" na kami!

Well, somehow. Kakulitan ko na din un eh...saya xe kasama eh, grabe!! Ang galing nya magpatawa at mantrip!

Tapos ang asteeg, kinumentuhan nya ung "portraits" na ginawa namin ni Ada at Iya sa isa't-isa!! Bwahaha!

Ung mga portrait pala na un...

Dinodrawing namin ung isa't-isa 2wing wala kming magawa o kaya pag nababangag na kami ni Iya sa Geom time (dahil ubod na nahihirapan!! XD).

Aun, ang kwela naman ng kinalalabasan!

Pero xempre, kamukha parin namin....UNG IBA LANG. Pero ung sakin...sobrang HINDI! Hehe..xe tlgang binanatan nila ng katawa-tawa! Hehehe..

Well, the main point of the act is...para pag3pan ang isa't-isa. Hahaha!

Sabi ni Caloy...mukha daw Mr. Peanut at clown ung dinrawing sa akin ni Iya at Ada. Nyehe.

Kahawig q daw ung dinrawing ni Iya kung hindi lang daw niya nilagyan ng itim sa mata!

At ung kay Iya naman...haha. Naaliw ako dun sa kumento ni Caloy sa dinrawing q xe kamukha daw ni Iya. Hehehe...adeek!

Taz ung kay Ada naman, hehehe...kwela!

Ung dinrawing ni Iya kay Ada sabi namin mukha daw mamaw xe tlgang ginwa ni Iya na katawa-tawa! ;D

Un lang. Nyehe. :)

Bonding Sessions sa COoP!

Nung isang araw..nag-bonding sessions kami ni Iya, Ada, Karl, Caloy (persyir), Victorio (persyir), Danniel, Cholo, Alain at RJ sa coop.

Ung grupo nila Danniel, sandali lng namin nksama xe ngssoccer cla.

Ehehe...umitim talaga c Kuia Karl!! Ala lang..tlgang ung puti nya sa tenga, iba sa katawan nya. Sabi nga niya di na xa magssoccer muna para magpaputi. Hehehe.

Grabe, dami naming nalaman nun sa paguusap ng mga lalaki...kaso, di kanais-nais eh! Dbale nalang! Hahaha.

Ria

Si Ria naman..kasama din namin ni Iya sa kabangagan!! Nung Wednesday, dahil wla kming klase...mgkksama kami.

Todo naman ang panttrip namin sa isa't-isa. Kulit namin eh!! XP

Haha...yikee Iya and Ria...FISHY!!

Hehe. Jowk!

Tapos inasar na naman ako ni Ria...Belga daw. Wak...ganun? Er. Hehehe! Orcine! Haha. Pish! Aylabyoo bespren! =D

HimigurzZ!

Tapos kahapon naman, nag-Himig kami.

Haii...namiss ko na din ung Himig. Ang tagal ko na din xe hindi nakaka-attend eh...it's either bawal o kaya I had no time dahil kailangang mag-aral.

Biro nyo...isang buong buwan na ata ang hindi ko na-attendan sa himig.

Sorry po sa mga Himig m8s at kay Ma'am Lumibao! Pasenxa na talaga po kung hindi po ako nakakaattend noon.

Ngaun naman...magiging active na ulit ako as much as possible. =)

Kinanta namin ung Doxology at ung National Anthem dun sa program.

Pero before that, pinractice namin ung Joy to the World para sa Sis...di ko pa xa gaanong alam pero magpapa2ro nlng cguro ako kina Ate Lesly, Ate Camille, Ate Phimie, Ate Amy at Ate Armie. =)

Nga pala..speaking of Himig, nakita ko c Ate Imma kanina sa school. Dumalaw xe xa eh...aun, batian kami. Na-miss ko na din xa ng sobra-sobra. Nakakatuwa xe xa kasama eh. =)

Haha...rewind!

Nung kumanta kami, nakakapagtaka xe kinabahan pa ako.

Wala lang...xe, diba? Bakit ganun? Hindi pa ako nasanay, eh lagi naman kaming kumakanta sa harap ng mga tao eh.

Wala lang...sabi xe nila, pag-Himig...dapat walang hiya-hiya pag nagpper4m.

Ewan ko ba sa sarili ko...weirdo. 8(

Argh...X(

Ngek, ngek...iinterviewhin DAW ang himig ng MTV. Ewan q nga kung bakit eh...ah basta. Ewan.

*Sea games: Kasama pala ang Himig sa Sunday sa Luneta. Steegin...sea games! WOohoO!

JP Papa Pogi ng Himig!!

Nyahaha...nung Himig, todo pan33p naman ang ginawa kay JP Papa Pogi. Haha..grabe. Pinanggigigilan xa nila ate Kim, Ate Phim at Kuia JP the portyir.

Pinapagsalita xa kaya hirit naman xa...haha. Steeg nga eh...ang kyut nilang pagmasdan!!

Haha. At nakausap q na din c JP! C Jeno xe eh...kinukulit kami 2ngkol sa Tutorlink kaya aun...nagkausap kami. Kahit iilang sentence o phrase lang un! Haha.

Tapos grabe ah, dahil dun...napanaginipan q pa c JP! Nyahaha. Ewan q ba. Gulat nga aq dun sa panaginip na un eh. Hanggulo!

SO aun, mababati q na din xa 2wing nagkakasalubong kami. =)

Bukuhan na itetch!

Ehehe...nalaman na ni Celine na may nagkk-crush sa kanya sa sekunyir. Ngek, ngek...nakaka2wa ung reaction niya. Ang cute cute! =)

Caroling Pez!!

Ehehe..lapit na Carol Fest!! Dec. 6 na xa ah! Wah! Kinakabahan na ako!

Kaya kami, nagcmula na kaming mag-practice. Nakaka2wa nga ung mga kakantahin namin eh. Ang kkyut!

Wala lang...kanina nag-vocalize kami tapos kaming mga Himigurz ginamit ung isang vocalization para gawan ng chant c Hoshee Labz.

Ang kyut nga eh!! Kaso bawal isulat ung lyrics d2 kc mabubuko ung crush nya! Xux! Hehe!

Aun...bukas, mgppractice kami sa bahay ni Yza. (Hiii Yzaaaaa! Hehe!)

Bago shOoz!

Nyehe..napalitan na din ung black shoes ko..sa wakas!

Nagpadala xe cla lola ng box eh, tapos aun...bumili xa ng school shoes ko. Ewan ko....di ko naman pinabili. Kusa lang clang bumili. Nahiya nga ako kina lola eh. Naabala pa cla..=(

Aun, as usual...nagsama cla lola ng iba't-ibang bagay para sa aming lahat sa box. Again, unexpected...bagong boots na naman ang binili nila.

Di ko parin un pinabili ka2lad ng dati qng mga boots pero bumili cla. Hehe..nahhiya na talaga ako!

Biro nyo, limang boOts na ang binili nila nang kusa sa akin? Nahihiya n tlga ako. Sobrang bait nila. I don't know how 2 repay them anymore..

Thank You Nanay, Tatay, Tita Neng and Tito Alex! I Love You all! Missing you SO much! =)

Andre

Sabi ni Lala, nabasa na daw ni Andre. Ano kayang naging reaction nya? Haii...kinakabahan ako pag naiisip q. Basta...peace na tayo insan!

Thanks 4 all ur help Lala. I greatly appreci8 it. =)

A Weird Feeling

Ang weird ng nararamdaman q ngayon. Di ko alam pero these past days, lagi na lang ganito ang nararamdaman q.

Nababadtrip at naiinis sa ibang bagay...argh talaga.

Pero, ewan ko kung bakit gani2 na lang ang nagiging reaction ko.

Tuluyan na ba akong nababangag? Nawiwindang? Naprapraning?

Bakit ngayon ko lang ito naramdaman ng ganito?

Hindi naman sa nawawala na ung tiwala ko, pero alam nyo un...kakaiba talaga eh. Basta, nakakapanibago.

Nyargh...basta, naiinis ako. Na-wweirdohan ako. Na-kokornihan ako. Lahat na. Basta... weirdo.

Ewan ko nga kung babalik pa sa dati eh...sana naman, kasi ayokong magalaho ang lahat nun.

My Sacrifice

Kailangan kong malaman kung dapat ba o hindi ko ba dapat ituloy yun. Yun ang resulta ng pagkaka-ramdam ko nung weirdo na feeling na nararamdaman q.

Naisip q na kailangan q nang bumitaw.

Pero, dapat nga ba?

Ang hirap din kasi sobrang importante ung bagay na un sakin eh.

Nahihirapan aq.

Humihingi nga ako ng sign mula kay God eh...para na rin sa gabay.

Tama nga ba?

Time Machine

Nalagay q na xa. Pwede nang bumalik sa nakaraan qng posts! Woohoo! XD

All About Loving You

Ganda tlga ng kantang itetch! Grabe! All time fave ko ito! Bon Jovi rocks! lml

TEKA>>>

BAKIT NOBELA NA NAMAN ITETCH?!? Aba...nagbalik ang Dakilang Nobelista!!! Nyahaha! I'm baaaaack! Bwahaha!

*wenksh!*

Cge..babayoOsh po! Ingat kayong lahat! =)

MAN...What a SMALL WORLD!

2005-11-21T00:53:00.000-08:00

My gawd...such a small world this is!!

I've just been checking out Friendster and decided to search various people whom I am closely related to...cousins, old friends and basically anyone whom I have never seen or heard of for a long time.

Thinking of my dearly missed cousin Andre, I decided to look him up.

I found 3 accounts of which was his and tried checking out the latest updated account.

I browsed through his pictures, profile and testimonials when I saw Lala...one of my kind net friends whom I have just linked up a month ago or so.

My gosh...I was so shocked. I thought "Man, is this my net friend?". I checked her account and it really was her. Man, was I stunned. What a really small world!!

Haha...after knowing that, I quickly went to Lala's blog and tagged! You won't imagine how stunned and surprised I am at this moment.

Ehe...and I just found Andre's blog in Lala's links. Hehe.

Hi Lala! If you're reading this...friends tayo ha! Hehe. Kapwa Ilocana po tayo! Pasenxa na dun sa pinost q sa taggie mo kung medyo weirdo ha! Hehe. Gulat lang kc talaga aq. Anyway..kuyugin ka ti Diyos! Nyaha..kayat ko nga makita kan nga haan nga dito'y blog laengen! Nyehe. Ken Lala, pwede ba nga ibagam kenni Andre nga peace kamin ken sorry no adda nasakit nga naibagak kanyana last 2002. Thank u po! Hehe. Ingatz ulit!

Haii...what a small world.

Oh, how I miss my cousin so much.

Bakit pa kc kami nag-away noong 2002 eh!

I know I made a big mistake and I had a part of it, I sincerely regret it so much! I don't care about who or what caused the fight anymore but I just plainly wish that we'd go back to being cousins-at-heart and not at word. (Getz?)

Man, he was my favorite cousin back then...until that fateful day arrived and we fought. One night and boom...we haven't talked to each other for 3 years straight.

3 years...

I must say, it's really hard having to ignore your cousin everytime you see each other. Especially during summer vacations. We'd be in the same house for weeks or so, day and night for 24 hours and still we never talk to each other nor bother to even look at each other.

Haii...I miss him so much. If only I had the courage to talk to him and say sorry...but I don't. I honestly get scared. All I can say is that I hope that we'd finally put an end to this fight and jsut go back to how things were 3 years ago.

To Andre, I'm really sorry. I'm saying this from my heart and I'm really sincere. I'm sorry. I hope the friendship and "cousin-ship" (haha.) that we had could be restored. I'm really sorry and I swear to God that I am. Sorry for everything. Peace dude. Not to be mushy or anything...but I'm missing you and your jokes so much, man! God Bless You Andre. Take care.

Makes me think of the wish in my wishlist... :'(

Besides that. Man, i feel PRESSURED all throughout.

=(

...I'm such a cedric-addict!! (Wala lang!)

Post Perio Babble

2005-11-14T02:42:00.000-08:00

HPGoF-CEDRIC DIGGORY!!!

B4 anything else...tnatamad xe ako mgpost ng bago. Kakatapos lng nung HPGoF. Ang ganda!!! Grabe! At masasabi ko lang...

Ang gwapo!! =D

~

Periodical Exams

Bwahaha. Finally...the tension and the stress is over! The periodical exams have come to an end.

To be honest, that was the most stressful exam week ever! Gosh...7 days of only an hour of sleep was such a dreadful experience. Truly weakening. Having migraine, eye strain, cramps and various illnesses all at once for a whole week and having to recover a few days more totally sucks. Hehehe...=x

I can't even figure out how i made it through after having to sacrifice precious sleeping time and after having infirmities. And in addition to that, concentrating for the tests that we took inspite of all else mentioned. Gosh...I never want to experience the same thing ever again!! xp

My grades? Haha. Don't ask. That's the most traumatic and heart-breaking (haha...oh yeah!) part of it all- the annunciation of grades. That's when I find out whether the painstaking studying and the stress I've gone through pulled off and bore something good. Wah. Sana.

The EK Experience

I just published the post I made about Enchanted Kingdom and the concert that took place there.

Hay...it's just fun to reminisce everything that happened back then..especially the incident where I finally conquered my extreme fear of heights through the Wheel Of Fate. Oh, and not to mention, the opportunity of being able to see my all-time favorite bands!! I will never forget that!! That event is truly cherished right here...(*points to heart..*) =P

Basta..masaya tlga xa. Read nyo nlng...you could find it in the Nov. 1st post.. ;D

The Pink Anime Skin

Ehehe...changed my skin again. I dunno, all of a sudden..the image failed to show up and instead, a photobucket icon that said "bandwith exceeded" showed up in the upper left corner. Well, the previous skin really is too sad for me now...considering that I don't entirely feel as sad as before.

So..I just changed it into a happy pink anime skin. Although I am not really fanatic about over-girly mumbo-jumbo (on second thought...I really am!!), I actually liked the skin so much because of the cute anime and the girlish color and design. Plus...it depicts love. Bwahaha!

I instantly fell in love with the skin the moment I laid my eyes on it. XP

Oh yeah, thanks to Kyle for the advice he posted in my tagboard. It somehow boosted my hope and perhaps my confidence and made me look at the brighter and happier side. Thank You!! Kahit di ko po keo kilala...thanks po tlga. =)

Christmas Preparations
...and Interior Decorating!!

Man, my mom really is amping-up the house. She's really spicing it up for the Christmas Season. She made the designing all by herself, and ofcourse with a bit consultation from us. The results? Beyond fantastic!

Well, she didn't really feel like doing so but just to boost our Christmas Spirit (which apparently was a flat 0% No one felt like Christmas was a few days ahead!!), she started decorating and re-arranging the house.

She started with the Christmas Tree. Well, she won't be decorating it further yet because she plans to buy new decorations and Christmas balls and bows for it.

She then replaced our big leather couch with a comfortable wooden (I'm not sure if it'a all wood but part of it seems to be.) couch and placed lots of pillows on it. She even intends to buy a long pillow to serve as the couch cover. (oOh..comfy!)

My mom also changed various positions of some furniture. One was the wooden table and chair set that she put under the stairs beside the window. She then placed a long wooden furniture under the large mirror near the door and the telephone and put flowers and candles on it.

Man..the house looks great! I can't wait until it's all done because such style is very new to our home.

Honestly, my mom would be such a great interior designer. If she had not chosen to be a physician, she might end up being a well-known designer!! (She is SO good!)

Pinoy Big Brother

Franzen Pasaway!!

Gosh, the reason for the suspension of the Nomination Night was just announced a while ago.

Franzen had violated a house rule again, the same rule that he violated and was warned about just a few days ago. Just after being warned, here he is again doing the same violation over and over again.

He mouthed and wrote secret messages again, and that was strictly against the law.

After a few overwhelming scenes it has been decided by Endemol itself that Franzen should be ELIMINATED. Yup, he gets directly kicked out the door without any more further pardon.

He has done it lots of times and has been warned over and over yet he chose to violate, so it has been decided that he be removed permanently.

BUT...

Cass; the ever lovely and kind Cass, makes a sacrifice...

Because she really pities Franzen and his less-fortunate family, she decides to make a voluntary exit just to replace Franzen. Yup, sacrifice the precious prize for Franzen. Whatta kind lady!!

But before Big Brother agrees, he must get the opinion of the Filipinos whether they would want either Cass or Franzen to stay.

And that's where I play my part...I choose to vote Cass because it would be senseless for her to be removed in place for Franzen (he might be eliminated as well, leaving them both eliminated) and because she has a kind heart.

Di ba halatang adik sa Pinoy Big Brother??? Hehehe. XP

Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire

All QCSHS students are going to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire tomorrow in SM North!!!

My gosh, I am excited. I really think that this is going to be one great movie!! Just the trailers and reviews make me excited and curious about the events that are going to take place in the movie.

Thank You to the GPTA for such a project!!

Thank You Lord!!

MP3 Downloads and Burning

Dad and I are so happy!! We can finally download and burn our own cds. Well, the CD writer and Imesh were just placed 2 months ago and we had to figure out how it goes and operates.

Well, we switched to Limewire because it's much faster there when your connection is on DSL.

I am SO HAPPY!!!

Here are my recent downloads and are my present LSS's..=):
1. Tensionado
2. Just a Smile
3. Makita Kang Muli
4. Torete
5. Sulat
6. Akin Ka Nalang
7. Photograph
8. My Sacrifice
9. Iris
10. Magmahal Muli
11. Pagsubok
12. Gitara
13. Ewan Ko
14. Helena
15. Naaalala Ka
16. Stick Witu
17. Dontcha
18. Ang Ating Araw
19. Because of You
20. Minamalas
21. Hanggang Kailan
21. Cool Off
22. Sayang
23. Hollaback Girl
24. Rich Girl

marami pa...! =)

The statement..

Missing someone so much again. Haha...oh well. OT-mode. XP

Cge, i have to jet now. bye! =)

2nd day of Perio.. =D

2005-11-11T09:36:00.000-08:00

Today was the second day of our periodical exam. The tests were all right..quite difficult though.

I'm now in a state of complete ennui, languor and pressure...but I'm quite enjoying it.

I greatly enjoy the routine. Hehe...quite oddly. Ehehe...

Uh...what am I even doing here? I should be studying. Aha... :D

Thanks to all those who dropped by. Take care! God Bless! Will update soon.. xp

CurRrent LsS: Tensionado by Soapdish , Akin ka na lang by Itchyworms, Tumatakbo by Mojofly, Tulog na by Sugarfree and Makita kang muli by Sugarfree. (Ang ganda ng Panday! WoOhoO! Hehe. xp)

Makulay.

2005-11-01T06:21:00.000-08:00

Ito na ung ipopost ko dapat dati nung pumunta kaming Enchanted Kingdom! Haii...ang sarap balik-balikan! Here it is...

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Wah. Ang buhay nga naman, sadyang makulay. =)

KaAstEegAn!

Steeg. Nung Saturday talaga, unexpected..

Gandang salubong sa umaga eh! Gandang cmula ng araw itetch! xD

Pag-gising ko sa umaga, sinalubong ako ni mama at cnabi nya na pupunta daw kming Enchanted Kingdom.

Syempre, oo naman ako. =)

NakoO, puro aral nlng kasi gnawa ko sa bahay eh. Tapos di pa kami na2loy sa province. (Blessing in disguise kaya un?? Di din eh...?)

Kaya, masmaganda na un kaysa sa nasa bahay lang kmi buong Sem Break.

At, first tym namin pumunta ng EK as a family. Ang punta naming mgkapatid dati ay dahil lang sa Field Trip. Kaya, di pa nkkpunta dun cla mama at papa ever.

Pahabol naman ni mama, sinabi niya na sampung sikat na banda ang nandun! As in SAMPU na, SIKAT pa! Pre, nagising ako at napatalon!

My gosh kc..SPONGECOLA at SUGARFREE! Ang dalawa kong kina-aadeekan na banda na gus2ng-gusto kong makita...andun!

Andun din ang Orange and Lemons (mahal q din yan dahil sa PBB!), Soapdish (ewan ko ba..tensionado!=) ), 6 Cycle Mind, Dicta License, Chubibo, Itchyworms (akin ka nalang!), Paramita at Juan Pablo Dreams.

Todo madali naman kami kasi 4 daw magccmula un.

>> Fastforward mode *wenksh!*

Aun, nasa EK na kami. Ang dami nang nagpprepare para sa concert.

Sabi naman nung nagbibigay ng tickets, di pa daw nagsstart ung concert.

So, rides muna kami...una ung Flying Fiesta. Haha..ang saya talaga.

Dati takot ako dun eh, at pinilit lang ako ni Nats (beloved classmate sa MECAP!) na sumakay (haha..thanks Nats!), as in...inalalayan pa nya ako mula pagsakay at pagbaba. Pero dahil sa pag-encourage at panglalait ni Nats sa akin...paulit-ulit ko na xang sinakyan!

Ngaun...grabe. Enjoy na!

Over Sharing?! Wak.

Gulay, kinilabutan naman ako dun sa susunod na sasakyan daw namin! o_O

My gawsh! Un ang kahuli-hulihang ride na gu2stuhin kong sakyan at ipinangako kong di ko sasakyan dati. Ets...Wheel of Fate?!

Ewan ko ba kung paano aq nakumbinsi nila mama na sumakay dun! Ang alam ko lang, andun na kmi sa pila habang ako naman ay nababangag dahil nagcmula na ung concert!!

Aun, andun na kami. Umiral na naman ung pagiging acrophobic ko, at gulay...di ako bumitaw sa poste sa gitna nung sinakyan namin! (..poste, my saviour! mahal kita!)

Habang paakyat naman ng paakyat...todo tili naman ang inabot ng mga tenga ng kasama ko! Hehe.

Grabe, ang taas! Biro nyo, sampung minuto kaming nakatigil sa PINAKATUKTOK!! Wah, talon nalang ako...!

Pero l8er on...nawala na takot ko. Ewan ko ba, bigla nalang...poof. Nawala. Ne-enjoy ko na ung ryd. Kya nga pgkatapos nun, gus2 q nang bumalik. Kaso CONCERT NA!

Naabutan namin ung 6 cycle mind. Wah, steeg. Ang lupeeett nila! Headbang talaga! XP

Nagu2m kami kaya kumain na lang muna kmi. Kaso nung kumakain kami, Dicta License na at pinapa2g2g na ang "Ang Ating Araw". Malas, di ko na-video. Wah.

Taz habang hinihintay namin ung food pa, sinigaw na ung Sugarfree! Nyah...takbo naman ako! Wala na akong pakialam kung nagmukha akong ewan doon...takbo parin!

Desperada eh! ;D (Xempre...pangarap un!)

Tamang-tama...SUGARFREE NA NGA!

Nyaha...nandun c Kaio at c Tito Dennis! Wahaha...ang laki na ni Kaio ah! Pinaakyat kc xa sa stage ni Kuya Ebe eh...kya nkita xa. Steeg...ckat na si Kaio dear! xD

Adeek...kamukhang-kamukha talaga ni Kuya Ebe c teacher Mila at Tito Dennis...sabi nga ni mama eh, pinagbibiyak daw cla. Haha. Carbon copy clang mag-ina.

Aun, na-video q ung per4mance nila. Steeg ah, ang uber bait at galing nya. Idol. Steeg talaga.

Na-adeek 2loy ako sa Tulog Na...ganda kc ng pagka-kanta nila eh. 8D

Aun, sunod-sunod na ung mga ibang banda. Mula Chubibo hanggang Itchy Worms.

Sayang, ang hirap dahil in the middle of the concert, umulan! Hirap 2loy pumwesto ng matino para mag-video... :(

Na-record ko din ung Ewan Ko at Tensionado by Soapdish. Wala lang, adeek ako sa mga kantang un eh! Hehe... =)

Soapdish...kaasteegan! Tumayo pa ako sa sulok para lang makakuha ng magandang anggulo at para ma-focus dahil sobrang layo namin! =)

Itchyworms...ok lang nman cla. Nagus2han q tlga ung Akin ka nalang. =)

Tapos nung mga 10 pm na, after ung fireworks (spectacular!) at ung ilang banda...

...inannounce na na Sponge Cola na ang next!!! My gosh...halos mahimatay na ako sa sobrang pagka-excite!!

Exagg man xa pakinggan pero, sobrang favorite q tlga kc ang Sponge Cola eh! Obsession? Nearly. Addiction? Quite. Basta...they're the best. =)

Aun na, habang nagdadaldal ung dalawang hosts...lumabas si GOSH! My gosh...sigawan ang lahat! Ang gwapo...gosh. =D

Tapos sumunod na si YAEL! Ets...mas lalo nang nagtilian ang lahat!!! AkoO naman, my gosh...I had 2 keep my composure (andun cla mama eh! hehe.)...but deep inside...YAEL ANG GWAPO MO!!

Sunod na si ARMO, at si CHRIS...hanggang nabuo na cla!!!

Wahaha..lahat cla nag-aayos palang ng mga instruments kahit nagdadaldal parin ung hosts. Pero it seems na wala na ung attention ng crowd sa hosts!

Impyerness, ang gwapo nilang lahat ah! C Chris ay ibang-iba sa personal. Grabe, may itsura xa at sobrang asteegin ang dating!

Wahaha...at ang inyong Dakilang Desperada (bumalik ang "dakila" ah!) naman ay na-video ang bawat paglabas nila hanggang sa pag-ayos nila ng gitara at drums.

DESPERADA TALAGA! xP

Hanggang tumigil na sa pagdaldal ung hosts at nagsalita na si Yael. (Yael ang gwapo mo!!)

Ang bait nya ah...sobrang maalalahanin at gentleman. Haii...ang gwapo mo talaga Yael!!

Aun, 2mugtog na cla...KLSP, Una (marerelease na daw ang video after 3 weeks), Jeepney, Gemini (soundtrack ng Romeo and Juliet to be released on January), at Lunes.

Kaasteegan talaga! Mahal na mahal ko cla!!! Ang galing nila! Para bang, cla ung banda na nung 2mug2g ay pinaka-naganahan ung mga tao at nagsidagsaan.

Ang galing tlga...ever. xp

So aun, nung natapos na cla..Orange and Lemons naman..

Yan...salita ulit ung mga hosts...

Tapos aun, isa-isa na clang pumasok.

Ets..grabe ang style nila ah...with the shades and everything. Hehehe. Ung isa nga, may alien o sungay headband ata un..ehe. Ewan.

Talaga ah...ang dami nilang kinanta!! As in!! Parang lahat ng kanta saalbum nga eh, kinanta na nila!! Well, last naman kc cla eh..kaya ok lang. Enjoy din naman eh.

Tapos after lots and lots of other songs...Pinoy Ako naman. Syempre, nagctayuan na ung mga tao at nagcsayawan! Nyehe...ang kyut nga tingnan eh. xD

After that..Hanggang Kailan na. Lalo na dun, kumanta tlga ang lahat ng tao...mantanda o bata...feel na feel ah! Pati c daddy, napakanta! (Oh diba! Hihi..) Waha. =)

Haii...

Basta..grabe talaga.

Walang makakapantay sa ksayahan na un!

Pangarap ko un eh...well, bsta..i wanted 2 experience such an event.

Basta..masaya ang araw ko. =)

Thank You Po Lord!

Thank You Mommy, Daddy and Darren.

Yael..

ANG GWAPO MO!

~*wEnKsh*~

;)

ASTEEG

2005-10-29T13:42:00.000-07:00

ASTEEG! Pupunta kaming EK ngaun! As in now na! Unexpected 2 ah! Biglaan!

At manonood kmi ng concert doon ng SPONGECOLA, SUGARFREE, ORANGE AND LEMONS at marami pa!

Oh yes. Cge, paalis n kmi eh. Toodles! Peace out po! =)

Hectic.

2005-10-28T00:46:00.000-07:00

Elow! Wala lang, update bago mag-aral.

IskoOL

Sem break ngayon! Nyaha...asteeg....well, not really. Paano naman kasi, tadtad parin ng aral. Sangkatutak parin ang projects. Wahaha..oh well.

Grabe, parusa talaga ung mga projects at schoolwork ngaun!

1. Term paper q 2ngkol sa Anorexia Nervosa

2. Pseudocode (..na sadya namang unti-unting pumapatay sa akin dahil impyerness! Sobrang nahihirapan akoO!)

3. Mga activities sa Bio

4. Ung sasagutan sa English

5. Ung sasagutan sa Values (haha...di ko nadala libro ko. i had no idea na may gagawin pala!) at kung ano-ano pa.

~

Shemaii, ung Values! Nababagabag 2loy ako!

Eh paano nman kasi, di ko man lang alam na may dapat gawin dun. Pati nga cla Ada at Iya at marami pang tao eh.

Wah, kasi naman wala naman kaming diniscuss sa Values maliban lamang dun sa isang lesson.

Hndi kasi sumusulpot si ma'am sa klase eh. Tapos papasagutan lahat ng chapter sa Unit 2? Wah. GULAY.

Oh well, hanap na lang ako ng paraan para masagutan q un. Kaya yan! Nyaha.

Hang-oOber

Nyaha...may hang-over parin ako sa birthday ko. Wala lang po. Enjoy kasi talaga po ako nung bday ko eh. =)

Paano naman kasi, sobrang napasaya ako ng mga tao dati. Tapos maraming gifts! Hehehe...juk lang!

Ayun, sobrang masaya talaga xa. Asteegin! Lupet..di ko akalain. ;P

Maraming mga tao akong nakausap na matagal q nang di nakakausap. Iba na dun ay cla Williz, Cavin at Ate Shantrel na buwan-buwan ko nang hindi nakakausap ng matino. =)

BlaGizta

Wala lang. May blog na si Ria! Woohoo!

Part ng inatupag ko sa sem break ay ang pag-gawa ng blog ni Ria.

Hehe..nagpapa2ro kasi xa sa phone habang nagtetelebabad kmi eh, kaya aun...tinulungan q na lang xang gawin xa. Kaya aun, may blog na xa. Hehe.

Bisitahin nyo po xa ha! Eto po ang link: http://sweetaeyrah.blogspot.com. =)

Nagtataka kmi, xa kaya ung unang blagista na persyir??? xP

EiGiL PanTaleOn

My Gawd...nakita ko ulit c Eigil after 4 years!

Di nga lang personally, pero sa internet.

Haha...wala lang, bigla q lang kasi xa naalala kagabi eh kaya sinearch ko.

Wala lang..di ko na-search ung iba dahil xa lang ung kaibigan q dun na alam q ung complete name. XP

Si Eigil Joseph Pantaleon ay ang isang napaka-buting kaibigang na-meet ko sa States noong 2001.

Haha...9 years old ako noon tapos xa, 15.

Isa xang full-blooded Pinoi pero pumunta lang cla doon ng family nya.

Wahaha..kalaro ko xa noon tuwing gabi kasama cla Angie, Brittany, Chris, Julian, Eric, Brianna, ung isang south american guy (sorry...nakalimutan q na ung pangalan eh) at marami pa.

Umaabot kami hanggang 12 and so on..naglalaro, nanonood ng movie at tumatambay sa harap ng bahay nila.

Sa kanila ko nalaman ung manhunt at sila ang nag2o sa aking umakyat sa puno. Grabe, si Eigil...ang galing nan umakyat sa puno! Haha...sumasabit pa! =)

Aun, tapos close kami ni Eigil..well, slyt. Pero lagi kaming magkakasama dati.

Pumunta kami sa isang fair doon sa NJ kasama sina Angie, Chris at Brittany, at nagkita din kami ni Eigil.

Wala lang...sobrang miss ko na sila. Haii...sana kilala parin nila ako.

Sayang, naputol ung koneksyon naming magkakaibigan dahil nag iba-iba na kami ng e-mail add..=(

Wala lang ulit...ganun parin itsura ni Eigil ah. =)

PicHur PichUr! =)

Adeek na ako sa pictures at sa pagpapa-picture ngayon.

Nyahaha...ewan ko ba. Naaaliw lang ako.

Gusto ko sanang maglagay ng pictures kaso, wala lang...ayaw ko eh. (Huh?!)

Wala lang. Adeek ako. Punong-puno na tuloy ung cellphone ko ng mga mukha ko. (Yayks...disastrous!)

Tapos may nakita akong pichur ko sa Friendster account ni Aryen Baby WitsS.

Ac2ually, nde lang ako...magkasama ang TAH at CON dun! Oh diba...merged ng CON at TAH!

Cge na nga...eto xa. I'll give credit to Aryen dahil nakuha q itetch sa Friendster Account nya. Hehe...tenchu Aryen! =)

Top: Left to Right: Ina-Iya-Shara-Jean-Regine-Ada
Bottom: Camille and Aryen

Ang kyut namin noh?

(Ang burara and chubby-looking ko dyan! =P )

If u wanna see it larger, CLICK NYO ITO:
http://i16.photobucket.com/albums/b25/akosieykey/CopyofScienceCentrum.jpg

Tenchu ulit Aryen! Nyehe...mwahz! =)

MusiKadik

Adeek akoO! GoshnesS! XD

Ever since rinegalo sa akin nila mama ung mp4..wala lang..todo bigay ako sa pag-download ng mga kanta sa I-mesh.

Napuno na nga sa kaka-download ko eh! Bwahaha!

Ang ganda talaga ng I'm All About Loving You by Bon Jovi! Grabe!

Wala lang...singit mode. ;D

IloCoS

Wah...gusto kong pumuntang Ilocos ngaung sem break!

Sa mga schoolwork at schedule ng pasok nakasalalay ang bakasyon namin sa Ilocos!

(Crossing fingers..)

Wah...sana makapunta kami. Please Lord!

HiGanteNg TedDy beAr adiK

Shucks...adeEk parin ako dun sa higanteng teddy bear ni cj. nyahaha. Ang cute, cute, cute, cute kasi eh!

Haii...pero, wala parin xang pangalan hanggang ngaun. Ayaw xe mgbigay ng pangalan ni cj eh! Hehehe...jk. ;)

Wala lang...ot. XP

HaymishOo!

Wala lang. Miss na kita, pre! Wahaha. =)

EnD

Sige, back to studies na naman ako. BabayoOsh! Ingatz kayo lagi! God Bless! =)

Katamaran

2005-10-26T22:18:00.000-07:00

Haha. Tinatamad ako magpost. Pasenxa na po ha. Update na lang po ako pag di na q busy. =)

Happy Burtdei 2 me!

2005-10-22T13:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Haii...di akO makapaniwalang 13 na akO!

Sabi nga nila, isa na akOng ganap na teenager.

Ang weirdO at ang saya nga ng feeling eh.

WeirdO, kz...

Mula pag-gising kO...

Sobrang naging mushy at emOtiOnal na cla mama at papa..

Biruin nyO..

SinalubOng na akO nila mama sa hagdanan poagbaba ko at sinabing:

"Happy Birthday, baby kO!"

"Uy, my daughter's a teenager already

"Teenager na ang anak ko! Hindi na baby girl ko.."

"Haii..marami nang manliligaw sa anak ko..."

"You're going to have a lot of suitors now.."

"Uy, ang anak ko, dalaga na.."

"Baby ko...come to mama and papa!"

"Nak ko..ang laki mO na!"

"Baby, anong gusto mong gift?"

..at kung anO-anO pa.

TapOs ang dami ni mama na kinwento 2ngkOl sa kanya nung teenager xa..

Nung marami xang manliligaw na dumadaan-daan sa bahay nila...

..at kung anOng reaksyon ni LolO doOn...*wenkz*

Ang daming word na "baby" sa cnabi nila eh..perO aus lang...baby parin naman nila akO diba?

Tsaka diba, di kO pa naman talaga feel na dalaga akO eh...

TinanOng nga ni papa at mama kanina nung breakfast..

"PaanO na yan baby, teenager ka na?"

sabi kO naman...

"Di ko pa naman po feel na dalaga akO ngaun eh. I dOn't even feel like I turned into a full-fledged teenager tOday. Maybe, bukas o next tym na lang..."

reply naman cla...

"Haii! Buti na lang! That's goOd!"

Wala lang...ang kyut nila pakinggan.. xP

Masaya naman kc...

Since kaninang umaga, tinadtad na akO nila mama ng hugs and kisses..

Talagang constantly, nilalambing nila akO..

Miminsan nlang kcng ganun na tOdO-tOdo ung lamibing nila eh.

TapOs kahit anOng gus2 kOng ipa-deliver, sabi nila..aus lang.

C mama, purO kiss at hug..

C papa din ganun, pero xa talaga ung emOtiOnal kc parang lagi nyang cnasabi..

"Baby kO..."

In a manner na parang gus2 nyang bata nlng aq lgi...

Naluha nga akO kc dba, parang doOn sa 13 years na un...

Cla ung nag-alaga at nag-disipline sa akin.

Ngaung teen na ako at parang "independent" na ang dating..

Para nga namang iispin nila na sana bumalik ung araw na cla pa ung nag-aalaga ng todO sa akin...

Kninang pag-gising q naman, tamang-tama kc tumawag cla nanay, tatay and tita Neng frOm the States..

Aun, binati nila aq at cnabing ipapadala dw nila ung gift q.

Sana, hindi nlng cla nag-abala sa gift kc diba, pagtawag pa lang nila d2 eh perfect gift na un para sa'kin! I appreciate that so much!

Tz ung mga pinapadala nila na pagkadami-dami..gift na un nOh! =)

Ansaya din kc may gifts nga pala ako! Hehe!

Ang cute talaga ng bigay ni CJ na teddy bear!!

Waah! Ang cute! Ang laki! Tz may damit pa xang colOr purple! Bwahaha...adeek! Hangkyut talaga!

Tz ang asteeg nung bigay ni ate dj...lupit, ang ganda!

Tz marami pa...

Sana mkabili n kmi ng MP4 ngaun! Grabe, kaasteegan talaga. Ang ganda!

Basta, aun...

Tz lalabas kmi l8r para pumunta sa Claret, sa SM at kung saan-saan pa.

Basta, ala pa aqng gaanong mkwen2 eh...

Umaga pa lang, wla pang gaanong ngyyri.

Nga pala, kausap q c CJ ngaun...hehe! Wala lang...weee! Kaso natatagalan aqng
mgreply kc hinihntay q pa ung lOad. Naubusan kc aq ng load eh. Sorry CJ! Hehe...=)

Upd8t nalang aq ulit l8r ha...

Kakain n din kc aq eh...=)

Bye!

Happy Birthday to Me! =)

Haan ko mawatan no naragsak no naradingit nak tatta

2005-10-13T20:39:00.000-07:00

(Note: Kung ikaw po si Ria Pajado...basa ka lang hanggang sa huli ha. Special mention ka, pre! Hehehehe...)

Bwahaha..unique title, huh? Hehe...kakaiba naman xa ngaun kc Ilocano xa. Wala lang, to keep whatever I had to say a secret. =)

Ang weirdo ko noh? Di mo maintindihan kung Tagalog ba, English o ibang lenggwahe ang ipopost ko. Magtatagalog ba o mag-iingles? Hindi xa consistent. Alternate lagi.

Ehehe, depende naman kc sa mood ko eh. If I feel like posting in English, then it will do. Kung Tagalog naman, sige! Basta, depende sa mood ko. Haha.

Ang OT ko! XP

Field Trip- SOBRANG SAYA. That's all I've got to say. Sa bus pa lang eh, enjoy na. Kahit hindi na pumunta sa kung saan-saan pa...sa bus na lang, ayos na ang field trip. Hehe..ba't kaya?

Basta, ang dami kcng nangyari sa bus na nakaka2wa eh. It's one of the greatest things that could ever happen. Sobrang memorable talaga ung araw ko kahapon. =)

Haha...pati na rin c Ada! Haha...yan ang talagang nag-enjoy! Answeet, grabe! XD

Haii...c Iya naman, may motto xa kahapon eh. Kaso, baka pag-cnabi q...mabunyag kung cno ung crush nya kaya never mind na lang. Hehe. =)

The Philippine Science Centrum was aryt. I find the original Science Centrum better and more enjoyable than the one today, though.

...pinuntahan n kc nmin un nung grade 4 eh. Aun, mas nga enjoy xa. *)

Nakakatuwa din sa Aguinaldo Shrine. Ang ganda kc ng bahay ni Emilio Aguinaldo eh...ang laki! It was very grand. Grabe ung banyo ah, MODERN! Tapos ang daming salamin sa bahay nya!

Sayang nga lng kc kinylangan nming mgmadali kaya hndi kmi msyadong nakapag tingin-tingin... 8(

Sa Island Cove naman, dun talaga kmi nag-enjoy. We swam for about 2 hours in the KIDDIE POOL. Haha! Pero, lumipat din kmi dun sa malaking pool sa huli.

Nandun kc ung mga kaibigan nmin sa Kiddie Pool eh. Wala kming ksmang ka-close dun sa malaking pool kaya dun na lang, kahit kaya namin ung malaking pool. At nahiya kmi kc puro Avo at Bec boys ung nandun noon.

Aun, balik bus ulit...balik saya, balik enjoy. Haii, Ada and I wished for the same thing at those moments...

That the beautiful night would never end.

...kaso, nag-end eh. =(

Hala! Ay, wala na! >=(

Oo nga pala...thank u sayo para sa lahat. Thanks for making my day memorable and very happy yesterday. Salamat talaga sa pagpapasaya sa 'kin kahapon. I Labshoo! Mwah! Huwag ka na nga po pala mag-alala 2ngkol dun sa birthday ko..wala lang un. Basta andyan ka lang, masaya na buhay ko! =)

...yihee! Hahahaha.

Bagong Blogger- Haha, cno? Isa ko pang bespren...c Ria.

Sabi nya nabisita na nya kc i2ng blog ko. Naaliw nman xa. Ehehe...sabi nya na2wa daw xa sa skin..Thank u Ria!

Ehehe, so balak na rin nyang gumawa ng blog.

Haii...Ria, if u want me 2 make u one or help you with anything...call me up or atleast approach me anytime in school ha. I'd be glad to help...=)

Tinanong din nya kung bakit wala daw aqng pic2re d2. Sabi q meron, kaso di nya mkikita kc nsa archives na xa eh.

Hayaan mo Ri, lalagay q ung archives sa links q. Tingnan mo din ung ibang posts kc may isang post dun na sobrang special mention ka! =)

~Ngaun naman...~

Pinapasok ako ni mama. Nung una, dapat hindi talaga ako papasok pero sabi ni mama, kylangan q nang ipasa ung Film Review ko sa Tech. Writ.

Dapat half-day lang nga talaga aq eh, kaso ang problema...paano ako makakalabas sa school?!

So aun, kahit SOBRANG masama ang pakiramdam ko...iika-ika ung lakad ko at sobrang masakit ang ulo't nanlalabo ang paningin ko (tinakpan ko na nga ung mata q ng matagal at nagpa-alalay k iya eh!)...todo aral parin.

Senti mode naman aq knina. Ang dami kcng gumugulo sa utak ko eh. Maraming tumatakbo na kabaliwan. As in...KABALIWAN. Kung ano-ano na lang ang naiisip q!

Sorry k iya sa cnbi q tungkol sa akin..di un 22o..kalokohan lang un. Wag ka maniwala.

May naimbento naman kmi ni Iya na bagong game na tinuro nmin k Ada! Pangalan nya ay: "Peng Peng Peng Beep Wah".

As usual, kapraningan na naman. Guess what? Ako pasimuno. Nag-ddrums kc c Iya sa table tpos sbi ko ako naman ung tumutunog nang "Peng." Aun, wala lang..dun nag-simula.

Sharing. Hehe.

Haii...naku, cge na nga...aral pa aq eh. Hehe. Good nyt po. God Bless.

***COUNTDOWN: 9 days until my birthday***

FIELD TRIP!!!

2005-10-11T08:19:00.000-07:00

Field Trip- We're going to have our field trip tomorrow! I am soOo excited! I hope it would be fun, though.

My first year best friend who had their field trip yesterday told me that it totally sucked! She told me that she didn't even enjoy in Island Cove. She said that the whole trip was soO boring. Especially because her crush was not around. Hahaha! =X

But hey, we can find ways to crank it up anyway. Haii...I wish that we'd have a really fun field trip tomorrow.

Ehehe, but I'm actually very happy already. Why? Because something really good will happen in the bus tomorrow. Well, hehe..that made me think that tomorrow would be a happy day. HOPEFULLY. Hehe...

Let's see....=)

Birthday Gifts- I received a birthday card from the States from my grandparents and aunt today. It was really a cute card! I liked it so much.

I am really thankful for them. Every year, they would send cards and boxes filled with gifts, clothes and food (my favorite, not to mention...=) ) for us. They even sent us one last month and plan to send one again later this month.

They would never fail to do so and would never hesitate to give us different stuff lots of times in a year. My clothes, shoes, accessories and gadgets...most of them are all from them. =)

(...if ur thinking that i'm spoiled by reading this...please don't...coz I'm really not. --verified from my parents and grand parents. hehe...XP )

They would never forget events such as birthdays and anniversaries and even those small events we celebrate such as our yearly family reunion.

They never fail to call us once or twice a month or if they feel like calling and would ask us to share stories about what has been going on here. That would take minutes or even hours, and we would go on an on until their precious calling cards were already emptying. =)

They make sure that they show us how much they love us by sending cards, calling, texting or e-mailing us and saying "I Love You." That means so much to me because, although we're very far from each other, the connection between us is still strong and the love still is clearly expressed and felt.=)

Haii...I just love them SO much. =)

..senti mode. =)

Algorithms- My gosh, algorithms are killing me! It is so hard!

I do not get it. Gosh, computer programming is such a pain. Haha...all i can say is that, IT IS SO HARD. PERIOD. Somebody save me!!!

A SHOCKING EVENT, IMPLAUSIBLE AND UNBELIEVABLE BUT ENTIRELY THE TRUTH!!!
-My Gosh, I just talked to Ada and Karl on the phone and man, did I discover a truly shocking, mind-boggling and unbelievable event.

I could not believe it at first but Karl slapped it on my face and stuffed in my brain that it was utmostly and entirely true.

It was the weirdest and most gross thing ever. Well, not gross..but JUST PLAIN SHOCKING! Just picturing that event gave me the creeps. Pre, it LITERALLY gave me GOOSEBUMPS.

Just the thought of it talaga! Kung ini-imagine ko palang kinikilabutan na ako, paano na kaya kung ako na mismo ang nakakita nun?

My gulay! Gosh, I don't even want to think about it.

Er...sama ko nman. Basta, kung alam nyo lang po...!

Thank You Karl for sharing the info. Luvyah Bagz! Luvyah Adur!

Load- The E-load promo is so weird. It's so hard to understand.

I think something's wrong with Smart because the so-called promo that's supposed to make users benefit from it, is totally being unprofitable and (as we think...) is making all things worse.

It is our big problem and issue for tonight. That's why we're going back to buying P300 cards. It's more advantageous, cost-effective and isn't as crazy and weird as the E-load promo.

Peace! =D

Iya- Get well for tomorrow Yadur! Take care of yourself Pot! Miss You! Talk to you tomorrow! Mwahuggz!

Ehe..that's just about everything that's in my head right now. Got 2 jet! Peace out! God Bless! =)

Stunned

2005-10-09T17:41:00.000-07:00

I'm bummed out. I'm mad and frustrated.

But somehow, I'm not that lonely.

A miracle, eh?

I'm actually happy ryt now.

Why? I seriously don't know.

Well, that's good though.

Atleast, it happened for a change.

This time, it's for real.

I'm still stunned at my previous "Confessions.." post, though.

I like it a lot..

It was like a different "me" posting- a strong me.

But honestly, I haven't gotten over some things fully yet.

Oh well...

Haha...I'm totally mad at 2 people 2day.

They are so unreasonable and hurtful, hurting ate that way..
and blaming her in the end.

They're obviously guilty and they deserve to suffer.

Later on, I'll have my revenge for ate.

Kokonsensyahin ko cla! Bwaha!

Yeah,

I'm excited to go on our Field Trip already..

Hope the field trip would be a happy one...

I heard that either the Einstein 2 boys or Fleming 3 will be with us in the bus..

Ehe..I'm missing my NJ friends ryt now after reading my diary and browing through pictures..

I miss my cousins in VA who taught me the act of "ghetto and prep spotting" (Ehe..remembered through my diary..)

Hehe.

But above all, I must say. I'm...

Missing You...